Sometimes when you think that you're doing good and all, distractions just got to come. I feel so frustrated and i tend to want to sleep over the problem and i get really tired after the long sleep.

I have been very free recently, as such i had a lot of time to reflect and think.
Sometimes i hear from people complainning how hard it is to look for a lifetime partner in church and it's always easier to look for someone whose a non-chrisitian.
We often have this problem of whether or not they are being unequally yoked.

The singles are really left singles and sometimes i worry for them. They are in their late 30s and should they drag any longer,they will be a spinster for the rest of their life. This is quite a worrying factor at least in the fast-paced society today.

I went out with N last night and i must say i had an awesome night. He's got almost everything i am looking for, just that he doesn't have the God factor, there are people who are willing to compromise for anyone they like, but how would that make you feel better that now he's a christian because of you? Is he coming just for you and not for the primary sole purpose? Well...

Distraction pulls you away from the goal you've always been aiming. I feel distracted, frustrated, defeated, disappointed, discomfited, foiled, thwarted...

ALl things work together for good to those who love HIM and to those who are called according to his purpose. :)

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