BALA IN THE HOUSE YO!

SHIFTED

2009-09-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

I have decided to abandon this blog for the time being till settings goes back to the original one.

I have shifted to http://balalogy.livejournal.com/ :D
Goodday!

2009-09-04T23:57:00.001+08:00

TGIF! It's yet another weekend to look forward to.
Well, weekend passes very quickly for me because it's already planned. I'm working harder on weekend then on weekday! But, nonetheless, i've always been enjoying coaching just that it can get physically tiring especially when the parents demands and the weather drains you down.

I had a really lousy week. It's just event after event and it's all not too pleasant. I'm cool about it i'm just unhappy why certain people reacted that way. Just let me rattle on my blog la. B'cos i do not want to drain the people around me down.

There is this kiasu mum who demanded on a particular date for test but i am just unable to produce any eithere they are all fully booked or you just got to wait and they think that by doing that, i am trying to drag it longer so that i can earn more out of it!It's beyond my control! ARGH! I just cannot stand parents who pay very little but yet demand and demand! ARGH, think it's really time i should pen down my requiremet and the regulations in this business. Just annoying.

There's just so many things that could be done better but it turned out otherwise.OK, things will be better this coming week. :) Keep on keeping on.

Distractions just got to come

2009-09-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when you think that you're doing good and all, distractions just got to come. I feel so frustrated and i tend to want to sleep over the problem and i get really tired after the long sleep.

I have been very free recently, as such i had a lot of time to reflect and think.
Sometimes i hear from people complainning how hard it is to look for a lifetime partner in church and it's always easier to look for someone whose a non-chrisitian.
We often have this problem of whether or not they are being unequally yoked.

The singles are really left singles and sometimes i worry for them. They are in their late 30s and should they drag any longer,they will be a spinster for the rest of their life. This is quite a worrying factor at least in the fast-paced society today.

I went out with N last night and i must say i had an awesome night. He's got almost everything i am looking for, just that he doesn't have the God factor, there are people who are willing to compromise for anyone they like, but how would that make you feel better that now he's a christian because of you? Is he coming just for you and not for the primary sole purpose? Well...

Distraction pulls you away from the goal you've always been aiming. I feel distracted, frustrated, defeated, disappointed, discomfited, foiled, thwarted...

ALl things work together for good to those who love HIM and to those who are called according to his purpose. :)

Demsey with my little gal.

2009-08-30T01:41:00.004+08:00

That friendship all started by this blog.

I rattle on my blog quite a bit, so during poly days, since everybody carries a laptop around, we blog as and when something significant happen to you.

So this is how the story goes: Miao Ling, this little girl stays very near me, everytime i board the train i'll see her! 1 time we met, we just smile, 2nd time we met, we smiled, but everytime i saw her, i knew that i'm running late! To cut the long story short, I saw her run on the green patch of field one fine day and she looked really cute, because of her tiny size! So, i found that really amusing, and i blog that down. Su Ya, used to be classmate was her current classmate and she told her about it, since they were sitting side by side. She read the blog and she burst out laughing because she knows she's the little girl that i am referring to!

With that incident, suya told me about it, so everytime we met, we would have small talks and those small talks became talks of what we'll do in future and she soon became the little girl i would look forward to meet every other day! 3 years of bumming into each other in the train. To be exact, she's my train buddy. That was how we met and became friends, msn and hp no. was exchanged.

Since we stayed so near to each other we decided to head out for some food. She passed her license for about 5 months and i passed mine for 9months, so being economical she picked me up with her Lancer EX, it felt so good! We head down dempsey and we had such a good time. It's as though an underage driver driving her dad's car out for a spin. Haha!

Thank You Miao Ling, haha. knowing you is such a divine thing! Just like that, we became friends, all thanks to balalogy. You know you rocks!

ADD VALUE ADD VALUE!

2009-08-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

The fact that i have been posing up quite a number of updates goes to show i am pretty available this season.

I am amazed by how happy my boss wakes up everyday being so positive!
He will say things like a great weekend awaits him, being successful and all. He mixes with people who are generally positive also! Many who commented are just as positive and believeing, there's this comment who caught my eye. This guy said he wakes up as early as 5-6am, so that he can make the best out of his time.
Wah, just amazing. It spices up my life to be able to work for a boss like that.

Just like what Kenneth said , the extra 1 minute you laze around in the bed can be that extra 1 min you do to make your life a more fruitful one!

Wa, just very exciting

2009-08-26T23:34:00.001+08:00

It was rainning cats and dogs everywhere but over at Alexandra, although it seems threatening, but we managed to go trekking.

It was initially thought as a slow-paced walk up, enjoying the scenary, but it ended off so rush, and the leader just kept rushing us all the way because mount faber's trek is very dark! Amazing... I am so lovin every part of the trek, perhaps just need to leave earlier in future. Just very happening!

After a long day,Gladys, Gin and I put away the formal clothes, the heels and put on that sporty attire, Eleanor came from home all the way just to join us for trekking. Just very happy, hahaha! More to come! :) We had such a great time at starbucks talking about the good ol' days and the many days to come. HAHAHA!
Whatever happens there, stays there! :-)

2009-08-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

This blogger template is kind of screwed up. I can't post any pictures! ARGH! At times, the blogger template changes but at many time, it will appear empty, just an empty plot of space for me to pen down my thoughts. Gee, time i change to livejournal or something else.

Brother sat me down to think through what i want to do in this 1 year till i get Univeristy next Year.It's the first time he sat me down for a chat. We talked till 12am, and we concluded there's only 2 things i should concentrate on.SALES/BIS. Honestly, i am quite happy i am able to sit down and think through what exactly is it that i want to do in future.

Till date, my dream is coming to pass and i am really excited!

I woke up early to go for a jog, i feel so refreshed! Even Daries asked if i slept very early last night? :) Awesome, i am looking forward to running every 3 times a week! Wee~ i am back to the excercise business! :)

If only, time will stand-still at the very moment. :D

O WRETCHED!

2009-08-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from the body of this death? Romans 7:24

Wretched woman that I am, deliver me out from this agony. Rachel 1:1

Argh, deliver me out from this pain, this tormenting agony.

It's just tormenting, trying to cut all ties but it just keep coming back, the sms-es just beep whenever you thought it's all over. Trying to put it to sleep. The call just comes in time whenever you are down-casted. The occassional meet-ups that no one knows, makes thy heart beats faster.

I am kind of tired of this. I'm very tired you know. It's like a typical taiwanese meteor garden, soup opera, an on going drama fiction. Just tired and will need to think through this whole series of drama.

Life is on a standstill now

2009-08-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

The hectic hectic rushing is over.
Well, i am feeling kind of bored.
SOT has always been rushing here and there, going for multiple services, making sure you serve, finish your assignments, done up with your bible reading, going to places here and there! Now that it's over, WAH!!!

I slept at my usual hour, 11pm-12am, I wake up at 10am yesterday and 830am today, feeling nonchalant, I was very motivated to hit the pool although i was supposed to be at work.I can wake up anytime i like, go to work anytime i like and go overseas anytime i like. How wonderful!

Now i can drag my friends to make them walk the mall with me till the sky turns dark, instead of the usual i need to head home to finish my assignments. When i finally drag my leg home, i stare into the computer, the computer stare at me. I do not know what exactly i have been busy with for the past 5 months. WHat are the websites i was on that kept me so busy? Well, i look at my computer and seem like facebook and blogs are the only links i visit. SO what have i been so busy with?

Okay for the next few months, i want to do some stuff.
1. Diving
2. SI
3. Boat-license
4. Wakeboarding
5. Head back to RP for lifesaving trainnings and fun.

OKAY, looking at it, this are like all water-related and i just can't live without it, my passion, my life, my everything!

SOT - Graduated

2009-08-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

Many asked now that SOT is over what's next?
Your plans? Hah, It's over and everything is status-quo.
I have lots of things to do now..

sorting out the books, spending the last few days with the foreigners, sending them off and admins at AIA is piling up. I need some time to catch up with my exercise regime. I have students waiting for me to teach, and ya i told them after SOT. I have testes to book for my students and i do not want to drag anymore. Lots of things to do. Uploading of pictures and tagging can take me many hours starring into the screen.

I must say the graduation ended off well. I really like our special item although after watching it for upteen times, rehershals after rehershals. Dancers, BVs, musicians, it was such an honour to be with them travelling from one location to the next. I was on the bus and i thought to myself. This is where lots of talented people are, i must breathe in the aura! Haha, and i really took in a Deep Big Breath.

Well, lots of friends made, Anita from Taiwan, Jessie and Candy from China, Anote and the other dancer from Nigera, Chun, the dance teacher, Gina the BV, Veroy the rapper, indian boy the rapper, Bevan the cheorographer. It was all very fun among ourselves.

But, i cannot help but to envy others who took so many pictures with their team-mates, cell groups and pastors! Ah, I miss it all, the sessions, the preaching, the testimonies, the special awards, ahhh! I can't help it but whine over it.

Now, give me some time to sort out my things, i should have time to spend time with people i hope. :)

It hit me real hard!

2009-08-13T21:46:00.003+08:00

I'm excited for the last day in SOT!

I often count down to my last day in Poly, last day in the semester before i break for holiday.
Counting down! But, it has finally brought to my attention that HEY! it's the last day tomorrow.
No more sitting together and pinching each other. My fellow team-mates are heading back to their countries to make a difference.

Pastor Kong had a commissioning session with us today. I honestly cannot remember when was the last time he laid hands on me. I have never felt such a strong anointing before. The moment he stretched forth his hand i flew and hit my head real hard, I've no idea what the catcher is doing. When i woke up, i tried to comprehend what happen, the flying and the hitting of head in split seconds, too fast for me to react. Amazing. I just can't find a good reason to support that but know that God is good and He is Real.

We ended off with a fellowship song, FATHER MAKE US ONE. HAHA! Yi Xuan was so funny, while we were all sad that these dear ones would be heading back, yi xuan shouted, YAY! I am going home! HAHA! she really can't wait to go home! hahaha!!
She has always been there laughing and joking with us, really a part of us. I'm going to miss her! Of course not forgetting the japanese boyfriend of mine, akiko! kaori,malaysians and taiwan friends.

Well, i think it's such a pity that i am performing and that would mean sitting far away from my fellow team-mates. Argh, nevermind, at least the foreigners will see me performing for the last time. :D

Okay, let me go back to my emo mode. last day tmr! God is good!

Rich dad, Poor dad

2009-08-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

I am half-way through the book "Rich dad, Poor dad"
Picked them up from my brother's room.
A great book. SOT has somehow got me interested in reading. Now that i am done with assignments, all the test, it has somehow been a part of my life! So, by not reading is just like a puzzle missing in the whole picture.

Ok anyway, i can so totally relate to the story! I live in a family where my parents work for money, happy enough to have a long vacation, bring us up for education and back to work again to slough their life out for more money to the next gateaway. "The rat race"; they call it. My mum work so hard, 7 days a week and my dad look forward to his weekends for some rest. I don't come from a very well-to-do family but we do get the neccessity covered, the basics are there and we go for a good get away once in a while. Enough to live by.

My parents do not take much risk, just comfrotable at their monthly few k job allowance? That really got me thinking. Some people work to get a car, then a condor, a country club membership, lots of cash, a few credit card. So how then should i live my life so that i do not fall into this rat-race? Does education really bring you to where you should go? Or is the cultural aspect of going through education, i mean good education, good school and getting good grades, getting a high paying job, get married, have lots of children, getting ready for their education and falling into the category of rat racing!

So how now brown cow? Wait till i finish the book. hee hee hee!

2009-08-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

Let me wrap up what happen this past few days!
Kinda awesome, no more assignments, no more test. It's a let down your hair party!!
1 more week to go, PA for the week,graduation performance and walah! Another phase of life begins.

SOT dinner was a blast, we had lots and lots of pictures taken.
Food was so-so, performance was so-so, but atmosphere was good!
Facebook is just problematic, its hanging and hanging. Just very irritating.
So, i decided pictures will appear here. I'll just wait for people to tag me.

2009-08-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

I bought a new camera some time back and i am happy! :)
Cause it has this new function called 'BEAUTY' it will spot out 1 person in the crowd and it's really quite fun. hahaha!

SOT has been really awesome, i mean really awesome.
I must say one thing i regret, it took me so long before i really set my heart to meet new people. I have been reluctant because i just do not want to. :)

So, it's a lot of meeting new people in SOT. It's really after the Indonesian trip, I really think that it's about who you know, now what you know.

I am kinda of happy meeting people for this few weeks, I send Jasmine Wong and Edwin home and this is 2 new ppl i meet! :) Dinner with mission team and surabaya pastors was meeting with even more new people. Not bad, social skills put into test. :)

Overnight Prayer Meeting at Jurong was fun, we ended with a fellowship song at 3am. :) HAHAH! God is good! Head home to sleep and back to school. How exciting!

Okay, i am really excited for this 2 weeks, SOT dinner this friday, sat rehershals, practises for sot graduation, MON-FRI our team on duty,and finally sunday is the BIG DAY on sunday!MON-FRI is morning PM, after that meeting up with ET gals for some chill out session at AUnty Nelly house for swimming, tennis and pool probably follow by chill out at bottle neck! WEE~ I am so happy, so excited! :)

SOT IS AWESSSSSSOME!I am looking for places to go already! I want to go overseas! YAY!

CHC 20th Anniversary

2009-08-03T00:14:00.005+08:00

My week has been so awesome so far.
I was so whiny about this hectic weekend but i realised i enjoyed every bit of it.
FOP was unexpectedly awesome, i mean i really love heart of God church, their pastors and how creative they are! :) tumbs up. I had no problem getting there and coming back.
I mean i thought it would be very tough travelling there because of NDP road closure and yada yada.

20th Anniversary was something many were looking forward to!
I have been in church for a good 10 years? On this date 15.11.99 :)
Many tearful moments during the service, so many good ol' days memories!
I am happy i have grown so much in this church.

Indeed Those who are planted in the house of the LORD Shall flourish in the courts of our God.

From a 11 year old girl, who has no direction in life, poor little girl, ugly betty to a grown up now. :) God is good! I must say the very memorable moment is when the kids came up to perform!
Jaw drop, amazing amazing! The kids are simply awesome, the drummer and the guitar player, superb, little Poh was amazing!!! Totally speechless. I was really touch when we sang the fellowship song, i have been singing this for so long and every time i look around the people and i am thankful for everyone of them. :)

After a good 4 hours, we were all too hungry and everybody was all over the place, so we did not take any picture.
We had dinner with the pastors from Surabaya over at Changing Appetite, it was good fellowship, but just a little long. 4 hours in a restaurant? Woohoo~ No Joke. okay, will let the pictures do the talking.
Goodday!

this is just 1 table. There is 3 table altogether. :)
It was a funny time being with Pst Alain.

Pastor Jeffery's birthday!

blow wind blow.. Yohandi in the house yo!

Pst Alain and ever popular GJ.

Very happy darlie models.

very cheery :)

We love you guys! GBDI Elohim!

whine whine whine

2009-07-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

I am quite scared to think about what's going to happen this weekend.
I am sorry i cannot stop whinning.

30.07 SOT LESSON->CENTRAL to buy stuff -> WORK ->FOP -> OPM
31.07 OPM -> SWIMMING LESSONS -> Home to sleep -> FOP
01.08 MORNING SVC -> lunch with cell members hopefully -> dinner with Indonesia pastor -> Home to rest
02.08 Morning lesson -> Work -> OPM
03.08 OPM -> school -> work

ARGH!!!! I am going crazy! It's such a pack weekend!!! No time to breathe.

I reliased after my long vacation at home, the long period of staying at home to rest when i was sick, i grew to love that box at home! I am attracted to watching the TV programmes and i am looking forward to rush home to catch these variety show! HAHA, I wanted to meet belle or dravyn up for dinner but i think twice, because that would mean i will miss my all time favourite variety show!

HAHAHA, ok i am in the TV mood, VCDs and variety shows. Gosh, i don't know what had got into me.I just want to stay at home. I am going bonkers by this week's schedule. back to back. argh!

So what's your dream?

2009-07-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

I decided not to be so shallow.

Pastor Joshua Hong asked to write down 3 dreams and we were asking around.
Many of us had this on the dream column, get married and give birth to 3 kids.
LOL, while we were laughing over this, we realised how big the dreams of the foreign students were, planting churches and all and here we are, shallow shallow.

My dream:

1. Own my own cruise and travel around on it.
2. After the mission trip, i really think many people need the Lord, i have a heart for mission that is.

Okay, must be wise, not all dreams can be shared with the whole world. :) Some will just come and crush your dream. So this 2, the rest you can ask me personally if you're really keen.

till then,
dream dream dream

Heart Of God Church

2009-07-27T19:17:00.000+08:00

Chapel session with Pastor Seah How was awesome.
Home-grown local SOT student who got rejected from a local Bible School because he said he want to plant his own church.

A dream birth forth but yet crush.
I remember what Kenneth said: "This days the SOT standard has drop, in the past it was about leaving SOT and starting to plant churches!"

This is one living example of a good SOT student. Haha, when he flased out Pastor Kevin Loo and his picture, he mentioned that if God can used this 2 faces to plant churches so can you! It was such a funny moment to be cherished. Just funny!

Honestly, it ain't easy and i am amazed by how much faith they have in the Lord.
That 2 deaths definately tested their faith and i must say i am very blessed by what Pastor Seah How had come to share.

The take-home for the day: Help people live their dreams and God will live ur dreams out for you!Do you know whats the dream of the people around you? (:

GBU!

MOUDLY

2009-07-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

BORED AH BORED!
I am way way way too bored for this entry.
I want to go out, I want to meet my friends, I want to go service.
I want to meet Dravyn for supper,
I want to meet jasmine liew and esther for a girls night.
I want to go out to teach my little ones swimming,
I want to go guitar class tmr.

But... i am just told to stay indoors because whether this is H1N1 or not, it is contagious! 4 yr old Le-andra is down with fever because she had close contact with me, constance had the same symptoms with me after a day at riverwalk, my sis is coughing so badly last night and i wanted to ask her if she's having fever. I am even told to wear a mask at home and stay in my room! I am almost going crazy!

The food that i am eating is blend, very blend. the furthest i went is the coffee shop downstairs and i kept eating the same food, it killing me! AHHHH!!!!

2 more days to go...... i am well enough to be alive and kicking, but i am just afraid of spreading. You know i am so used to my body temperature now. I thought it's my normal body temperature. Rmb i told you i sneak out to SOT,I told Lai Meng i am fever-free now, but when she touched my fore-head she told me I am still burning!

I thought my fever had gone away, when i proudly told my mum that i am well! I took out the thermometer and it shows 37.6 and i go opps! How come it seems as though i have no more fever! This is weird. i am immune to the fever.Or rather it's the thermometer playing tricks on me!

I am growing moudly, God help me!

As sick as a dog

2009-07-24T13:27:00.002+08:00

It has been a long while since i last fell so sick, had fever, cough, sore throat, flu and just dizzy all day long. All i could do was to sleep and keep on sleeping. What happened? It was terrible. The coughing almost killed me because it just wouldn't stop.

I tried to smuggle my way through to SOT today because it's Pastor Kong's last day plus they are taking picture. I realised i almost fainted because everyone was gathered altogether and i was gasping for air. It was the first time i feel so weak.

okay, time to rest again. when u are sick all u do is sleep and sleep. it won't go wrong.

yay!

2009-07-19T21:57:00.003+08:00

picture of the season, with nik, tash and nad.
I am determine to look this "cool" in time to come!!! hahaha!

Anyway, yay, my first attempt driving to and fro from home to riverwalk and riverwalk back home.
I remember i was praying on that vehicle that fine day. I was laying hands on the steering wheels, praying that i will never meet with an accident on this 4 wheel-ed red thing.

I am happy because i force myself to drive smoothy, everything there's a jerk or if i stall, i try to evaluate what exactly happen, i am happy i am able to drive better now. Although there are still room for improvement, but i am happy enough because i feel comfortable enough in a multi-storey carpark. Maybe the worst i met is the one at the multi-storey carpark opposite Jurong Point? Yeah!

Driving is really an adventure, you go into a wrong route and many a times, you panick. I saw J's ex-bf with a new girl! I was shock, so i slow down to confirm and true enough, it's them! (:

Side track, i have a new class! 3 more students an that's extra allowance everyweek again! So happy! :) More to come, i pray.

Honestly, SOT is killing me, for the past few weeks, i have been so drain, everynight i keep thinking of assignment. Ministry hours, A part of me is hoping SOT will end quickly, because this hectic schedule is killing me. 2 more preaching test to go, 2 assignment, fivefold1, fivefold2 and sermon on the mount test, all happening this week. Wah! I have a weak heart, 4 more weeks to go! A part of me wants this SOT thing to go on and on, i don't want to graduate because it's quite fun! I enjoy the company of my fellow team-mates, plus the friends i make during this course.

Amazing, ok back to ulf ekman's. tatas!

2009-07-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

Does a good mission trip be equate to how many signs and wonders you have done?

I would think it got to be the experience you gain in 1 mission trip.
Let me summarize what i did over in Indonesia.
It was crazy traffic jam on Fri night, PIE was jam like crap! Jurong to changi at 20/30km/h. -.-
Ed Tay and a few was there to send us off. :) Of cos it was greeted by
little Nathan: BYEBYE AUNTIES AND BYEBYE UNCLES!!

Met Pak(Mr.) Roy once we touch down Surabaya.
We were told to split into 2 group, 1 to Malang another to Propolingo. So that is 5-5.
About an hour journey before we reach the church in propolingo. Greeted by pastor and family, and our dearest interpretator,Thea, She's really young. 17yrs old and so on fire.

Our bed was so tiny, but thank God we're not too huge.
There was 4 service and every service was equally good. Presence of God was there and we were all enthusiastic. We took turn to take different segment of the service.
I took testimony in S1, took offering in S2, and did preaching and ministry in S3. haha!

This awesome trip is measured by:
1. Watching them being touched by the presence of God.
2. Crying and moaning for more, their hunger. tsk tsk tsk.
3. See them travelling for 2 hours or more just to attend service.
4. See the pastor getting so blessed.
5. Preaching at a pulpit through a microphone to a congregation.
6. Giving my first altar call and people marching forward to recieve a touch.
7. Laying hands and people falling under the power of God.
8. How bless the pastor is.
9. How can i forget the good food and the fellowship.
10. Dinner with the Pastor from GBDI Elohim, Pastor Raymond's auntie whose auntie is Megawati.
11. Shopping at night after all the sessions with Pastor.
12. A 2Hr Honey Spa at Sidoario, eating at A&W

Overall, yep, super blessed trip and i really want to return back.
I was tearing buckets when we had to leave them. Honestly, i feel very burdden and i am going to return in time to come to hear pastor preach in English! :)

I surrender all.

2009-07-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

O well, i lift it all up to you.

2009-07-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

I can't help it but to feel sad when i see everybody progressing.
Where am i? Still stuck in my own tiny weeny world.
What happened? Am i too full of myself or too in my own world?
What really happen? I want to move on too. I ought to do something!
Sigh. Let me do something worthwhile. Everybody is moving on. moving on BIG TIME!
I am perhaps not too focus and lose track along the way. Just what happen?!?!

Okay on a side note, i am really excited for the mission trip that is to come.
GG with the ET people!!! YAY! I really enjoy being with them!!! :)
I saw the video on Shing's blog, i cant help but to think of those good days we had at the camps,
we'll hug together and cry, we'll snore together, look really ugly together and have soooo much fun! I really don't think it will happen anytime soon ever again! I really love camps! haha!
okok, test tmr. n i just to know i am going to prepare for my 4 whopping sermons to be preached!! rahhh...

10 sermon weekend

2009-06-29T19:36:00.002+08:00

I am doing good. 6 sermons done and left with 4.
I have to finish by tonight and my brain is already half dead.
Finished 6 last night, did till about 2 plus and today was half dead during lesson time.

I left work half way because i cannot take it anymore.
Sometimes i just hope my boss can be a little more organized.
Just super tired, so many activities happening in SOT.
I have 1001 things not done and it's very irritating when i see it lying around.
Owells, 4 more sermons, here i go.

i love my little kid

2009-06-28T01:59:00.002+08:00

She is such a sweetheart!

It's only my second lesson with her and i can't help it but say i enjoy coaching her alot!

The very naive kids, i played treasure hunt with them and they were so happy!

Kids are kids, naive and innocent. I gave them both a box of crayon last week and guess what she gave me one HUGE packet of sweets! She is so sweet!!

B4 lesson

Le Andra: Teacher i bought sweets for you!

Me: Thank you!! That's so sweet of you.

During lesson:

Le Andra: Teacher i bought sweets for you!
Me: Thank you!!That's so sweet of you.

After lesson:

Le Andra: Teacher i want to pass you the sweets!

Me: WOW, such a big packet! My teeth will all drop after eating this!

Le Andra: OH NO...

hahahaha, so cute! :) i am looking forward for more lesson with her.

JUST WHY?

2009-06-23T21:57:00.003+08:00

Is it ok to pretend that nothing has happened?
You get all emotional at one point in time and you just sweep everything under the carpet the next day? Is it a form of escape? Well, i hope not. :)

sometimes it take a while to reveal the truth and well the truth can be painful but if it's all worth it, so why not? The truth shall set you free! :)

I like pastor Bobby's example of that poor little monkey. This monkey has a long tail, and everytime when this monkey runs about, it's tail will always bang into stuff and it got the monkey keeper frustrated. So one day, he decided he should chop off his tail.

He realised that if he chop off one short it will be very painful, so he decided he will chop it off bit by bit overtime. It's just like what we do to our past, we refused to let it go all at one go, we let it go bit by bit and it's even more painful then letting it go once and for all!

2009-06-21T22:14:00.003+08:00

"All things work together for good to those who love him."

I must say in the midst of problems, things went pretty smooth for me.
I try my best to stay professional and teach my best.

1. I have new student called: Le Andrea and she's a lovely girl.
Very confident but she kinda pampered so it was hard for her to accept a stranger.
But anyway, my toys and tricks got her attention and soon she left the arms of her dad willingly.
Honestly, i do not know how i fare but her Grandma told me that i was awesome and she was shocked that i managed to make her listen to me! (Boost my confidence! ) Yup, so it was great! Plus, they are willing to pay alot for my coaching. So yay! New student!

2. Today, all my kids performed and i was really happy. :)) I have this kid: Justinn, i remember the first time she came, she cried because she's scared, she refused to allow me to remove her noodles. But today, she is swimming without any noodles laps after laps and she did tredding water without any form of help.

Justinn: "Teacher, you know why am i able to do it?
Me: Why, Justinn?
Justinn: B'cos i believe i can do it!
Me: (Totally blown away) WOW! You are amazing!

She really made my day. beautiful words coming out from a 5 year old girl. totally amazing. :))

3. I was really troubled with this guitar thing. Torn between Guitar class and Ministry.
My problem was all solved when i gave Tan Boon a call and he was totally cool about it. Totally awesome!

So you see, "ALL things work together for good to those who love Him and those who are the called according to his purpose."

Not ready to take up responsibility

2009-06-16T19:29:00.002+08:00

I have been struggling alot recently.
Talk about paying for petrol, i use the car, but i find it a struggle to pay for it.
Talk about Insurance, my brother is asking me to pay for it every month $160+
Talk about giving your parents part of your income, i am so not ready cause i don't have much spare cash.
Talk about passport renewal, i used dad's credit card and i just can't bear to return him the cash. HAHA!!
Talk about a family car, i find it hard if my siblings decides to share within ourselves. I find it so hard to pay up.
Talk about getting married in 5 years time, i am not ready.
Talk about earning alot, i once told Aileen i am happy with just HDB flat and earning 2-3K living a comfortable life,i'll be satified. But after joinning AIA and seeing the people in the workforce, i want to be a millionaire by the age 30. Don't laugh at me. :)
Talk about my childish character, i find it hard to be very serious. I am still as playful as ever and i know i need to grow up, but that's just me. I'm trying already. REALLY!

Wave-board

2009-06-14T19:40:00.004+08:00

Wave-board that is. Brother flew this back from Hong Kong and... my whole family is trying to pick this new thang.

Hahaha, a time for us to bond and to perspire? We are all getting fatter! So yeah, brother is the only one who can surf pretty well. I am still a beginner and i am loving it.

Haha, honestly i feel old to even begin. I fear falling down, bruise and cuts no more? I don't want any of such. I realise nowadays, my wounds and cuts take some time to heal and i gets really moody when i am in pain.

well, time to get down to more excercise and i am so going to go wakeboarding after SOT. I miss it totally! I am planning for yet another skiiing trip, anyone game? :)

Dempsey

2009-06-14T15:23:00.000+08:00

It was a great outing. On the wheels!
Kenneth, Seraph and mine. :)
So fun! 5 on each car. I need a GPS!
After we drop them at Orchard, we were so lost!
I kept follwing Kenneth and we go round and round and back to the round about.
I was so frustrated cause mine was a manual! Orchard was crowded as usual.

Wei Lie's party was like another reunion. Many people were present and we catch up a little.
Home sweet home! As usual the driver is the last one home.

knock out and tired.

whart a night!

2009-06-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

Alright, it's public holiday for us tomorrow! Hurray!
Every thursday at the same time, it will rain, and without fail, my lesson will be cancelled!
As a result, i went to my 2nd home, the JW church premise for international idol rehersal.
I am finding it hard to recall. It has been a while since i played flightphesy.

So tomorrow is cancelled and i'll stay home to do a wee bit of work-out plus catch up on my stuff.
I am sooo glad. The poor guys got to head back for rehershals tmr. Another long day, okay, i am off. I had a really great time praying alone in the car just now. Woo~ Feel so good now.

God is good, holidays! :)

CHEERS!

2009-06-02T20:59:00.000+08:00

solve 1, 2, 6, 42, 1806, ____???

Life is full of UPS and DOWNS

2009-06-01T23:37:00.004+08:00

I need to get back to my active lifestyle.
I love the adrenaline rush, i need a a release of endorphins.

I have been feeling really emo and inward looking this season i realised. It's not too healthy for the self-esteem. Since i am feeling this way, i keep things to myself, i only let it out to people whom i really feel is trustworthy. I was not like that some time back. But it's okay i think.
It's good to reserve some thoughts to people whom u can open up to?

I am glad YALAM called me and i told YALAM most of my struggles. hahaha! I am frustrated with that many struggles i am facing and it's awesome how we ended in that light-hearted mode of loving ourselves and feeling secure about who we are although we may not be the best looking ones or the smartest one. We should still love ourself and be contented with who we are. hahahaha! YALAM :))

like a see-saw, i laugh a lot, i feel really happy. but when i am down, i get super discourage that i know. okay, enough of self-pity. gd-day! I will have a better day tmr.

heart-breaker, eye-candy no more. (:

how now brown cow?

2009-05-31T22:49:00.002+08:00

I came across this quote on the move.
Before borrowing money from a friend, decide which you need more.

woo hoo, strong and powerful.
anyway, Jupz production is bad!!!!
I work for them once for an event at Mossimo Dutti during the June season, supposed to pay 4 months later that is around Dec'08. But till today, i have yet to recieve anything. Everytime i call and ask for it, they will procrastinate. This is really getting on my nerve, this person by the name of Ju Ping who claims to be the boss, told me she transferred the money to me but i recieve nothing. With this, she tried to shut me down. ANGRY!!!

I am going down to find her one day and ask her to show me the receipt. So irritating!!!

2009-05-26T00:17:00.002+08:00

Mighty to Save.

Awesome, i love Michael W. Smith.
savior he can move the mountains...

this few days has been pract at Joo Chiat for mini-emerge.
Busy yes, super. especially after the long and tiring Pst Mike meetings.
I really love laughing. :) Indeed he's the joy of my life.
It's really laughing uncontrollable till my stomach ache...

Anyway, NEO is gg back south Africa after SOT.
so shock!! Sat in his Mercz, and we head back west. Thank God.

I am ready for more tmr. casting out of demons? Woo, this is really getting exciting.

2009-05-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

I LOVE PST MIKE.
everytime he comes, i do not scream i laugh my heart out.
n i feel so good after that. Laugh and laugh and laugh.
hehehehe!

HOPE IS FOUND, IN CHRIST DIVINE

2009-05-21T21:33:00.002+08:00

In case you are not aware, that only HOPE is gone.

I need a break, a long break to think about lots of stuff.
my path. what's next. I feel dejected, lost and upset definately.
I work so hard but why, why, why?

God told Paul he would eventually go to ROME, he went through so much before he landed there. Eventually he did, but he went there in chains, to the prison in ROME. :)

I will of course get it but it's just how i work my way around it. My path is always so tough, i do not know why. It will always take double or tripler the effort as compared to others before i get to my destination. Okay, enough of complain. I move on.

I move on. :)

Enough of problems at home.

2009-05-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

The children are the most innocent when it comes to divorce.
Every other week i go over to their place for coaching. It has been some time i visited their place for lunch. The little ones always seem so happy. Vanessa seems to be wanting to tell me something but yet a little reserve about whats happening. I am definately upset to hear about all this very sad news. The couple, the business man are going to go on a law-suit, a divorce, yet another disfunctional broken marriage. Very very sad.

Everything back to square 1. It's really dramatic. Business has stop for them. the mum is hurt she is very hurt, she was being chased out from home, maid was told to lock the door so that madam do not come back. She has hired a detective, paying him @ $200 an hour, to check out his where-abouts. He has been with the foxy-fox for 2 years.

Business has been bad for them. I just hope to be there for them, my little ones, a hug, an sms, anything. Honestly, i know how affected they are but i am in no position to come and interfere.

2009-05-17T13:42:00.002+08:00

So what if the food that were once that very yummy were placed in front of you?
Dad bought durian and mum cooked curry chicken. But i don't feel a bit HAPPY AT ALL.

1. I want him to pay up for his BILLS. settle it once and for all.
2. I want JUSCO to pay me my money for the work.
3. I want SMU to send me the application result.

waiting for it day and night is just irritating. They are keeping us in suspense!
In that interview of 8, everyone else was from JCs and 1 Poly grad i am.
There was one girl from NUS, who is already in NUS school of econs. According to her, she got accepted but she has no intention of entering! I mean come on man, why in the first place did she come and apply?

why is there such people? I asked her why did you come for the interview then in the first place? She dare not answer me. WAH. sick!

Happy MAMA day!

2009-05-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

I have been a bit more daring this few weeks.
Venturing out on that vehicle more often.
I knew i needed some form of boldness to take the step to step on the accelerator.
It has been good so far! Narrow multi-storey car-park i have overcome.
It's no longer that scary. Just need to be a little wee bit careful.

The weekend is officially over and I am happy i caught up with lots of things.
Truout the week i was just feeling so lousy. Unable to cope with the pace of life and i was constantly playing catch up. Today is MAMA day, haha my mum whip up a good and shiok curry, i mean i wanteed to cook something nice for her but i was just lazy plus i do not know how to cook a nice dish. hahaha!!! So yup, celebration for Mother's Day was done in church and i believe she is deeply moved by the drama. :))

I work in an environment with lots of guys. Or rather, i am left to be the only lady amidst the swimming instructors. I realised i was the only one going to the ladies to wash up.
Yvonne has left to camelot for attachment. Panda is hardly around. With a whole lot of guys, what more can u expect than the many dirty jokes. I am so hoping that we can all go for a dive trip very soon. LIM ZHI WANG please save up!! :))

okay, i am off and i'm a happy girl! :))
b'cos we talked.

My experience in SOT so far

2009-05-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

Good. and i'm loving it.
Everyday is waking up in the OH, CANNOT BE LATE, time to rush for bus.
The buses have a fix timing so if i miss it, i will have to wait long long.

Honestly, it's not about how much head-knowledge you get out of it.
But rather the closeness and the experience you get out of it.
I have never felt this close with Him before.
When you say rely on His strength, it is really about 100% Him and 0% of your strength.
This few days we had prophesing, healing and many more fun activities conducted by Pst Ming.
He's really one all time funny man and i love his preaching. It's so funny, funnyX100

The banana joke is classic.
super funny, using banana to book seats.
Honestly, i also want to sit in front, I want to be up-close and personal.

I am glad i am glad i am glad.
Today is Friday and i can finally catch up on the books and BR program.
:))

Oh by the way, when i say rely 100%, honestly, i was close to tears yesterday when i was lost in CCK. I was so afraid that i would be caught in the jam and i hate to be late for lessons. It's just too unprofessional! Well, so i was rounding the CCK estate in search for the swimming complex. I was devastated, i was thinking of calling my dad to rescue me out, or making use of tt GPRS in my phone but.... i realised i did not bring both my wallet and my HP out!

Then i came to a point whereby i know i am far off. Bukit Gombak MRT? So i tried to go into the small lanes so that i can find a place to do my 3 point turn. Well the clock struck 8pm and i know i am late, this time round i was totally reliant on HIM whatever my heart prompts me to do. I did it.

To cut the long story short, I finally reach the place. It is definately an incident worth remembering. I came from the opposite direction and i am delighted i found it.

So, the cashless Rachel went around asking for cash by exchanging my car-park coupon with cold hard cash to enter the pool. I was made rich after an hour of coaching. Praise The Lord.
hahahaha!!! It was really a bad day but it is really times like tt i relied totally on Him and be obedient to the prompting.

I am so ready for more. I am loving it. Seeking and Enjoying the presence. :))

Amazing Race

2009-05-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

Very Very Bbbbeeezee....

In case many of you are wondering what am i studying now. Let me clear your doubts. I have officially graudtaed from Republic Polytechnic. I enrolled myself into School Of Theology, learning about the Theologies of my belief, my faith, my Walk with God.

Everyday is an amazing race.

I get amazed by the work of God in school, heading to work, i get amazed by how i am able to survive with no food and pure madness working. I get sick of travelling but i kinda of like the work load. Time just flies so quickly.

After work, i will look at the amazing number of smses and missed calls i get from my clients and friends.

It has somehow become a routine.

When i am home, i get amazed by the catching up i need to do. Assignments and bible reading catch up. I am always playing catching up and i don't like it.

Amazing Amazing Race.

2009-05-03T21:05:00.002+08:00

Argh, blood boil. Change of students again.
This time round to a bunch of babies.
Honestly i hate it when i am so comfortable with this kids already after adapting with them for some time. Protest ah. Why is it when there's an instructor that leave, they did not find a replacement for this person? Argh, so irresponsible(not her fault but why co. nv do anything?) so irritating!

I am highly irritable now. Rahhhhh...

I love my family.

2009-05-01T23:55:00.004+08:00

Thank God for a supportive family.
Although we are very much "asians" who find it hard to express our love for one another.
We never do hug, kiss. Maybe when we were younger, but not any more.

I would never need to worry about going hungry because i know my parents would provide.
My dad would chauffeur me around for CGs, Swimming lessons, school, bring me shopping.
I do not have to worry during my birthdays because they would always remember to get me a cake every year.

I feel very protected and i know that if i fall, i would have someone to fall back on.
I am thankful, i really am.
My next step would be getting them to spend that eternal life with me.

:):):)

2009-04-27T21:05:00.003+08:00

God is good!
Honestly i was really upset and down because......
everyone seems to be getting calls and letters for Uni Admission.
They even went down for interviews, tea-session.
I got none of it and i was utterly dissapointed.
I did not do very badly.

SO PTL! today, someone from SMU called.
Yes, the missed call i got some day back was from SMU.
I missed the call! Anyway, yay, shortlisted for interview!!! :):)
I was in the office when i got a call, it was soooo quiet, even if i drop a pin, it can be heard.
So there i was happy and excited. I called nicholas to share my joy!!!

SO yeah, this thursday. I am going down. I am so going to read up NOW NOW NOW!
All good to go. God is Good!!!
I am halfway through...
Make it or break it. :P

2009-04-25T23:06:00.004+08:00

I found some all time classic pics. soo CLASSIC.

I was dancing with my Gopal behind the tree.
here i am introducing some chicks feeding on the cow dunks.

this poster is classic.

so innocent.

korea

I was setting a timer for dad and i.

When suddenly he lose balance and he fell.

I did my ever nortorious act. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!

taken with Melvin when we went India together. We were like dancing on the boat?

Happy little ones after braiding our hair.

we all look so young and hip.

my very nortorious family.

lol.. this is classic.

sis's hat and i purposely pose with flowers.

i cannot help but to laugh also.

It can be very discouraging

2009-04-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

I've been a christian for so many years.
I've seen lots of people come and go.
Some may stay some may leave.
Don't be surprise CGL leave too.
I've seen it too many times.
Even the closer ones.
You never know what will happen to these person.
It's really saddening.
I cannot deny, i have many friends, lots of them.
But how many true friends? Not many.
How many broken relationships? a few?

I need a breakthrough.
One breakthrough and things will be different.
keep going. keep going.

driving makes me so high

2009-04-12T22:29:00.003+08:00

I am very happy driving reduces the burden of long hours travelling and waiting. It can be crazy waiting for a parking lot but i very much enjoy driving now already. Although i am still working on my sense of direction. More practise to be more consistent.

Coaching for 8 hours in 2 days is no joke. I had a full strength for all my class this week and i am almost drain out. Muscle ache. It's really like swimming for 8 hours non-stop. That feeling is tiring. Of course i thank God for grace and favour on my life for this precious students. They are my rice-bowl, my source of joy and something that i would want to look forward to do.

The progression of the students is very heart-warming whenever i see them learn from scratch. Amazing, i love swimming!! :)

Give up and Escaping..

2009-04-12T01:05:00.002+08:00

Past few days have been madness, rushing here and there. In and out.
Just today and the day before, i saw 3 serious accident. Thank Goodness i am not involve. I see many people giving up because of the piling programs, the never ending agendas. Never ending meet-ups, birhdays.

Is it really the way out? Just throw the white flag, walk away and give up?
Honestly, everybody wants the easy way out of getting something out of it but doing everything it with little effort. Come on, get into the boat, don't give up and quit half-way. Humble yourself and start walking right.

1 Cor 9:24 Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may obtain it.

Emos.

2009-04-11T00:08:00.004+08:00

I cant help it but.. i am feeling so emo on this good friday.
It has been a while since i am feeling this way. I've got no idea why. Prolly some hormones reaction.
I tired to catch up with some solid rest yet again today. I slept alot and i felt that i wasted lots of time. I should have used the time to read up. I've yet to catch up on my bible reading schedule and the books that will be due for assignment. Honestly, i hate reading.

I hate reading *10000000000

yeah. It's more of a stress factor to me.
okay, so I've had all the fun, the prom night, the graduation day, the special award, the photo-taking session.
It felt so good at the moment, but once it's over it's over.

I am slap back to reality. So now, all's over. Where next? At the cross road again, did i put down the right course for the admission? Did i fulfil the criteria? Alright, fear not i comfort myself.

Hoestly, i hate going out now. Especially for chalets, firstly it's far, secondly, there's nothing to do in a chalet setting. The time i spend travelling is longer than the time i spend there. So, it's crazy. I rather stay at home to read books. I like to hide in my own comfort, my nest. and no, i don't want to go out. I'm physically and mentally tired.

Everytime i am feeling this way, i feel there's a need for a break.
A good dive trip with the right group of people is essential, an overseas trip will be good. But, i doubt i any of my wish can come to past at this current moment. It's only 2 weeks of SOT and i am thinking of going overseas. Ah, HELP!

Upset

2009-04-06T21:10:00.003+08:00

Upset with friends. Very upset indeed.
They have no idea what you are going through and all they do is the mouth action of criticising. Obsolutely oblivious to their speech and tone. Well, i must say i am utterly dissapointed and i still am. Some kind of friends.

CC, maybe you should just keep quiet. Talk to me no more. You do not understand the meaning of enough is enough. The sight of you pissed me off.

Praises

2009-04-04T23:33:00.003+08:00

Praises are important.

I have come to realise how a praise can lift someone up.
Asians are always very small and stingy with their praises. Even if they feel that you are really looking good. They just keep quiet.

I had my PROM for the School of Engineering. I must say it was such a waste of money. Bad planning, bad Mcee, and not-so tasty food.
Overall, SEG prom today was pretty dead. MCee tried really hard to hyped up the crowd. RP really needs to outsource lah, students CMI. got lots of vouchers to give out, that is.

Not many pictures taken, because i was late. Dravyn came and pick me up and we flew down Orchard. Very nice of him to send me back. muahaha! HOT INDIAN AH NEH. thanks ah!

Desmond won the MR GLAM because he is ever-popular. I was having a great time with Melvin and his Aerospace friends because there were quite a few number of songs we could relate to. Promise to upload pics soon! :))

1st day of school.. SOT

2009-03-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

Great! Orientation for SOT is over. I survived through. :p
Honestly, i didnt have a good rest last night because after the BBQ, i was feeling so bloated, toss and turn till 2am. I decided to wake up and i force myself to vomit out everything. So, the sour taste was so horrid i toss and turn somemore b4 i actually KO-ed.

Tomorrow officially mark the start of SOT. Many hours of teaching, honestly, i am one who will get very fidgity during the word because i can't really sit too long. I am thinking of how to balance out my schedule. Gosh, SOT, work at AIA, coaching, cell group, ministry. I need 37 hours a day.

I met the new people, very intersting and i think i like the team dynamic. :))
Constance is our leader, eugene our 2nd IC. Many other foreign delegates. HAHA. Thank God for Singaporean being rojak. English, mandrain and dialect.

So we've 2 jap, few malaysians, some from taiwan. So, communication is a little challenging but wow, it's pretty fun. :)) will upload team picture soon!

till then, 7am tomorrow!

work.. calls.. feedback.

2009-03-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

I am feeling the stress and woek load already.
I am not someone who can handle stress very well. I am someone who will break down when i cannot handle such huge task. But none the less, yeah that's me.

I am being recommended by Meng to this guy to work for him. Lots of P&C documents, so a lot of times, i dare not ask openly just in case i leak out some information. Very careful with my conduct over there since i'll be there for like 4 months? The person there aren't exactly very friendly but most of them seems approachable?

I am put under a very good looking boss and the dress attire is formal and just for this agency, the dresscode is black. I almost flop because i only have 1 set of formal wear. Thank God for Hui Qin to my rescue. Went to her place to loan her formal tops and bottoms.

Well, i would think that i am able to learn alot from this place, hopefully it shall really come to past? Yeah, i'm good to go. Honestly, i do not know what is installed for me in this period. 4 months and it's really hectic i would say. I'm all ready to go! :)

chan mali chan.

2009-03-25T12:28:00.003+08:00

YAY! let me see... i woke up early today because someone woke me up for brunch.

He claims i'm the first in the CG to see him wear his uniform. So yeah, smart little kid. macho?

what say you. :p

FEAST LA! POH PIA. ZUI KUAY. CHICKEN PORRIDGE. SOYA BEAN.

lol. Okay, that is it.

2009-03-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

I've been very reluctant to go out and meet my friends recently.
Reluctant because i don't want to spend money. Reluctant because i am lazy to go out. Reluctant because i have lots of things to do. I am back to my busy lifestyle which is GD! So here i am.

I went for the SOT prep course! FUN. bcause... pastor Meng was the preacher and he is sooooooo funny! The time pass so quickly although it's pretty dry but the jokes he input ah. wah seh, FUNNY FUNNY! Usually, people would say their "yes" and "amen" For me, it was.. HA HA HA! SO FUNNY!!!! yayaya, i love to laugh so yeah Pastor Meng is the funniest, i am looking forward to hear more from him man. Its so fun! :):)

Strikeforce Amazing Race

2009-03-23T02:02:00.006+08:00

It's 2.02am and i am glad i am still alive.

Coaching was extremely tiring today because i had so many kids in the class! I almost flop! 2 instructors had something on so i had to take their kids. and it was 6 beginners and 3 intermediate swimmers. I had to give them something to do but yet look after them so that they do not feel bored. Then again, my 6 beginners really require close supervision.

I was really exhausted by the end of that 1 hour. The weather made things worse. Thank God for the next hour the kids were happy jumpy kids and they all could swim pretty well.

Service went of well and Tim is as usual the funny fella on stage. Great Job Tim, this adds on to a new suanning move for Kenneth.

Then, i move on to the most exciting part of the day. The Strikeforce Amazing Race. Honestly, i dread it because i am exhausted from yesterday and today's coaching. Plus, i am supposed to be the leader and i was supposed to guide them. So, well done Rachel, a pat on your shoulder.
I lead the group namely: "MAY" of which i thought in the first place.. who is MAY? why am i under her? :p So, Praise the lord,May won the game with a whopping 140 points! Inspite of the independency by the fellow new recruits, with a not so enthu ME, with no guidance for their cheorography for their 1 min creativity, they still emerge and clinched the First.
I am glad they all got their first pair of sticks as their prize. Hard work paid off. :)) So Here's some picture for viewing:

This is the word: STRIKE! Plus the supposed-ly "powedery effect"
They all got a pair of sticks printed with drumfeast logo.

Wu Dang Pai

Most creative pose

Boon's very loooong speech, at least for today, it's very short already! :p

Yu Hong, not only the sai-kang warrior, he's also a babysitter!

Great job bro. :p

Our South Africa brother, Neo sharing his testimony. :))

The very serious picture they took inside Yamaha.

A fun shot and happy shot.

a little lag time.

I like this very much. :)

Last but not least, presenting to you...

MAY

A series of things happened today.

2009-03-23T01:54:00.002+08:00

This few days i have been very led to do certain things but..... I chose to sweep it off since i feel it's not too important.

Today, i felt that i should take the reciept from the cab just in case i left something behind since taking the reciept would cause me nothing. But, one of my leg was already out of the taxi, i decided perhaps not. Then again, i think back, okay, i should take down the car plate of the taxi driver, just in case, but again, i did not. Well, usually i would quickly note it down on my HP.

So, what happen was.. Esther Left something important in the boot! She totally forgot about it and there goes the taxi uncle. I feel so frustrated, why did i not obey the prompting?

It has been happening quite a while! All the time i was just not so obedient, OH MAN, what is happening. I need to be more sensitive to promptings like that. OBEDIENCE. I am really convinced of how He moves.

patience... patience...

2009-03-22T00:23:00.004+08:00

a v blur picture taken by a shaky photographer. :x
:):)

slackers corner

kaira kaira!!! :)

you're the reason why i want to give birth!!! HAHAHA!!

God!!! bless me with the fruit of love, patience and long suffering.
Honestly, i'm struggling in this area. I hate it when i flare up also.
Yes, i get agitated whenever some things are not done the way i felt it should be?
I get pissed and frustrated whenever one stupid comment is mentioned?
okay, forgive me if i am being very ignorant to your silly comments.

It has been a long day for me and will still be tmr. *.*

Romance conference was great! Thank God i was serving. HAHA!! I escaped the orange dot.
Well, i counted the eligible bachelor and it was easily less than 10. That's dissapointing! But, Owell, honestly, i wasn't looking for one over there but rather i was looking out for the happenings. HAHA!! There's so many new couples! I am so shock to see some holding hands. My eyes almost POP out! Jaws drop. Yes, Lai Meng and i was simply amazed to see how God can bring 2 individuals as pairs. Perhaps, this is why we are still single.

Strikeforce GIG was at NTU. Well, NTU is a pretty nice place, but the thought of the indonesian guy haunt me. I saw 2 of my RP lecturer there! doing their masters! Gig was great, i am happy i am one gig down. But, my stick broke the moment i hit my 3rd hit, and wah la! I am left with a broken stick for the rest of the performance. To make things worse, Darryl's stick broke also! N since, he was playing a bigger instrument,which also means he had a bigger role, i passed him mine, and i ended up with 2 broken stick!!

So, instead of playing, i was wayang-ing!I am also very happy that at the parts that requires the pose, stamp, pointing at the right moment, i managed to get it all! GREAT!!! So excited. I want to learn FHW! :))

Office job is just not my cup of tea

2009-03-20T00:31:00.002+08:00

March 19.2009 - Researcher at Shenton Way. (1 day job)

I was all excited! I am attached to XXXX and Co. a consulting firm located at level 50. WOE!
I woke up, dress in my FYP uniform. haha! Make-up, heels, a handbag and i look into the mirror. Okay, i am ready to go! All smiling and excited.

Since, i have never work for such a company like that. Formal attire, very nice pantry.
I was told to meet this lady, Sherlyn.

So, i was EARLY and yeah, i thought great! Gd impression! I sat at the recept for 15 mins! My smile :) slowly became a frown-.- . Sherlyn had forgotten that someone is waiting for her at the recept and the receptionist is just too ignorant about my presence.

After 15 mins, she RAN out and brought me to a cubicle. I almost died, it's soooo... confined,stuffy and small and i began to wonder how am i going to survive her for the entire day!It's like a store room!

She showed me around and i go.. WOW nice place. I glance into the bigger office and they look at me like... yet another staff. I bet this company must have lots of politics.

She was thinking between which cubicle should she put me in since another temp is coming over later. As soon as Sherlyn placed me in that confined area, a phone call came. I was hesistant of picking up since i knew nobody would call and look for me since it's my first day and only day!

So, i ignored and let it ring. Then, the same number called again. And i go, okay, maybe the call is really for me. HELLO, priyani here, so i go.... OK... indian accent! Gosh, she told me my to-dos and asked me to start researching.

I look down the list on the google and i thought to myself.. wow this a very anoited computer.This is because the previous person obviously is from CHC. He/She has been searching for chc songs, knowing the culture of chrisitianlity in INDIA. So much so for leaving history behind, aiyoh!

As soon as i browse through the many websites, Bobby came in to introduce himself. He's that another temp guy that i was talking about, I thought oh shit, i took his place, now what should i do? He pass me him name card and we carried on our WORK.

I was struggling with the task given because it's beyond my knowledge, researching something tt i have absolute zero idea about. Plus, there's so much to read and so little information to draw from. I began to feel frustrated so i went to log onto facebook. :p

I guess at that instant, someone was at my back and tt was Priyan and she caught me facebooking. Opps. :x But anyway, she didnt say anything. So ya-da ya-da, i tried to research and gave her whatever she wanted. Not easy but do-able and i hate it, i concluded that i really can not do this anymore.

6 hours of starring into the computer and reading through tons and tons of pages. I had lunch with Bobby this NTU guy, and he was very nice to tell me the history of this company. we exchanged email and i cant help it but think he's a little cranky. but thats ok. Work officially ended over at shenton way, to conclude,Shenton Way is not a very amazing place to work at.

office job is just not my cup of tea.

frustration pass on.... on and on...

2009-03-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

After a long day, i must admit i was frustrated and loaded with lots of stuff.
And i am sorry. I guess my frustration was passed on. So, i was too pissed with myself i went to do my quiet time. It was a WHY LIKE THAT session. I did not have a good night rest though, simply the fact that there was still too many things yet to be done, i was flooded with like 6 sms-es with very very long to-do things and i go.... arh not again!

with calls bombarding, have you done this? I think i really need to stretch my capacity a little more? Using lesser time but with a great outcome? Everything is stil good i jus need to calm myself down, take things slow. Then i'll be fine! :))

Torn between SOT and HK

2009-03-17T00:52:00.003+08:00

Praise the lord! I am finally back for trainning! and i am glad.
After a crazy 3 hour chat with coach and Andy over sushi, trainning was madness.
Lesson learnt: Never eat till the brim before you head down for trainning!

Jeremy drove down so GREAT! we had free ride to school.
Entering back to RP feels a little foreign to me, things have changed!
It took me a while to adjust back to the instructions for the sets given by coach.

Anyway, i am bored and i crave for a good dive trip. But the weather nowadays is crazy,
so i am thinking it must be crazy to go at this point in time. James was really sweet, he told me he ain't going to miss out any more dive trips with me. So yay, buddy found. Jin no more, she abandon me for her sentosa mates.

Then Bro told me to go HK but.. the only time left to go is like NOW? March 30th is when SOT begins. I am like so stuck in Singapore, so bored! I SO NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE!

I look around, i ask around to see who are the ones who can travel with me and fly with me when i say let's hit the airport tmr? Very last minute notice, pack up and go? Honestly, i don't think i can find any. Everybody is so filled up with their own agenda. Well, you can say i am someone whose very irresponsible? But argh, if i don't travel like mad now, then when?!?!

I need a soul-mate tt can do all this with me!

SOT starting in 14 days time.

2009-03-15T01:01:00.001+08:00

SOT Orientation will be held on 30 Mar, Mon, at Jurong Church Basement 4. Registration starts at 8.00am. Dress Code: Smart Casual. Compulsory attendance is expected unless due to valid reasons.

:)) ((:

aweeeesum!

2009-03-14T13:24:00.004+08:00

It's a day off for me. Usually Sat is intense coaching for me. But Owells,
Ben is down with fever and the lit koreans have gone back. I would need to venture into new people! WooHoo~ I met nicola just yesterday, amazing. I think every almost every minute is tt important since you never know what opportunities could come your way?

Just a quick immediate swap of name card. And wa-la!

So, having said tt, i wanted to head down Sentosa since i have been missing lots and lots of beach trainning with the team. But, my lazy bones just stop me from getting up. So till then, it's a day you let down your hair and breeze through it.

zero agenda. Awesome. :))

2009-03-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

30 over phone calls. in a span of 2 hours.
it has been ringing and ringing and for some reason, normal human being like you and me do not like to pick up a call when it reflect 6xxxxxxx. WHY?

gring gring.. hello yellow. congratulations! You're in for a great time! this sunday! Bu Jian Bu Shan. :p

making good use of my time.

2009-03-11T14:00:00.005+08:00

As much as possible, i try to make this 4 weeks a great and fruitful one.
Everyday i'ld find something to do and not just rot my day away.
Anyway, everyday has ben good so far. I am counting down for SOT.
excercising , tanning and brushing up my guitar skills.
Sunday night was with Su Ting and the ex-W20.
Today, this cell group no longer exist. But the members still liner around.
To many of us, this is the first cell group and this is also the cell group that we grow the most.
1. Those days it was when Fuhua Revival spark forth.
2. Those days we always find it hard to look for a guitarist. As such, most of the time we had praise and worship without any musical instrument.
3. Belinda's fav song is.. there's a anointing in the air..
4. Belinda's fav game is the animal game. We are all so well-versed with it tt we could almost remember each and every one of our fav action.
5. Aileen and i would often head down to Orchard after cell group to look at the streets performance and stand amazed at how hip the people were.
6. CG was at Jason's house(Jurong East)
7. We had lots or prayer walk around Fuhua Sec those days.
8. We gathered to have prayer meeting as early at 630am in the morning at some secluded area and out of which, AILEEN would always be late. :p
9. We would often be laughing out loud whenever it's praise time.
10. Serene was the girl whom always gave the BGR problem.. Yi shen.. tsk tsk. haha!
11. The legendary hand of belinda is the trademark for most of our pics, everytime we gather.
hahahahaha.

So like i said, it was a great time gathering together, a great time of catching up, laughing at the past, singing songs tt were memoriable then. and the tiny little secrets we shared last time. hahaha.

the best of friends always have such queer habits of bringing funny stuff around.

on sunday, it's wang wang of different brand.
and this is the trademark hand we always talked about.
look closer, you see how distorted and gross bernice's hand is.

so tt's A, B and C.

Aileen, Bernice and Cai.

Alice.. where are you?!?!?!

tang yuan in the making.

lol. serene stand amaze at the animal action they were doing.

HEY, tts my fav action ok.

yeah, bestie!

su ting, the 20th Nov baby.

belinda and the nortorious ME.

:))

and they are happily enjoying the singing..

a self-taken pic without lucas(DRAMA), tim(DRAMA), adam(OVERSEAS), aaron(OVERSEAS)...

The sense of identity.

2009-03-03T12:20:00.003+08:00

Many clubs make Tee shirt and chop their identity or logo as a sense of identity for the team.
For the people wearing them to have a sense of belonging and a certain degree of pride.
What happens if this person no longer belongs to this club because of various reason?
They decided that they do not have the time to commit, they do not wish to commit to it anymore because it's a INTEREST and not COMMITMENT kind of activity for that person.

It the same reason why companies take back their uniform from their staff when the person decides to quit? So that these people do not wear their uniform and do silly things in the void deck and get an ugly reputation out of it? It's the tee shirt/uniform that you are wearing that makes a difference.

So how about clubs tee shirt? Isn't it the same? Honestly, i hate it when i see that someone who used to be part of us but no longer due to various reason donning our tee-shirt. That is really yucky, because YOU DO NOT REPRESENT US! By wearing the shirt, there is absoultely no pride, no dignity and you are no longer a part of us and you know it so well. So why still wear it? Unless you left LIFESAVING in style, with valid reason if not i think it is really disgusting to see you donning it and flaunting it around. Telling the whole world: HEY! I'm from LIFESAVING IG! -.- disgusting!

Yes i am being very critical but come on, wearing it on your birthday makes it even more questionable. If you've invited me, i would slap that question straight into your face and say.. DO YOU STILL BELONG TO LIFESAVING? WHY ON EARTH ARE YOU WEARING THIS ON UR BIRTHDAY? Don't tell me because it's comfortable. PLEASE FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

Tear that tee shirt away, cause i see no pride when you wear it.

After this incident, i think twice now that i suggested to Boon that we should have a tee for the newbies joinning us since we want to retain them and allow them to have that as a sense of belonging... Owell.. history may repeat itself. Will see..

funny funny funny

2009-02-25T10:27:00.003+08:00

I have a few alvin chia friend,from FHS and CHEC so i decided to check out who is this fella who tried to add me.

I thought Alvin Chia was trying to be funny, to put an "ah-long-look-alike" face on his display picture. Then i went in and see, true enough, he's this uncle.

But the question is who is he, it's a mystery. HAHAHA!!!

before everything comes piling..

2009-02-18T23:20:00.005+08:00

imgoingtoenjoylikethisperiod
guitarheros with max n jeremy

so, he keeps winning

and when maxie is bored, she snaps her own pic.

I am taking all this as a holiday. A 1-month holiday. Before April 1st, SOT begins.

SOT: 1April-August

UNI: August-on going.

There's not alot of time to rest. There's lots of travelling going on. Schmates are going taiwan. Maxie is jioing for bangkok with Jeremy, if not taiwan. Bro is jioing for Hong Kong to his place.

I am very tempted to go for diving trips. Lifesaving team are going Genting and i am going to give it a miss. Alan and Darren are supposed to plan to go Redang and no.. i'm going to call it a miss.

I love travelling and Beijing has allow me to see how tough a tourguide is. Prolly not, i'll just save up and travel as and when i have the spare cash. Which i don't think i'll be able to go for a trip in the near future because

1. BUILDING FUND.

2. SOT school fees.

3. I am surviving on my own during SOT days.

4.No more giro-link from my dad because the new EZ-link system is due by august!

5. More more student meal.

6. My friends are all working and they have spare cash to spend.. so pardon me if i think twice before meeting you guys out.

I am seriously tight and i do wish to travel with you guys but.. i don't have the time and cash. :)

For now, it's sourcing for jobs and sending out resumes and more university application.

Enjoy life

2009-02-13T12:37:00.005+08:00

I pretty much enjoying my life right now.

I have been heading the gym alot recently, because I'M SO FREE!
Since there's 1 week for PM for us also, so it was prayer mix with excercising and it definately feels good!

Feeling very motivated to lose and shed some flabby arms and to sweat it all out.
I had coaching with YY a 14 yr old gal. Very smart and brilliant, however she has this condition. a.k.a (Scoliosis) - a medical condition in which a person's spine is curved from side to side, shaped like a "s", and may also be rotated.

I am kind of worried sometimes when i ask her to do an action that's a little more challenging, but well Thank God, her mum brought her for check-up and they realise the condition is better after having lessons with me. That got me really encouraged when i heard the news. Her mum told me to look into this condition because there are absolutely no one offering such services to people with this condition, perhaps i could start a business with the not so boring swimming lessons.

So, first i need to read up, then consult other fellow doctors, do a tiny experiment on my friend and this student of mine and execute. Cool huh?

I'm also all so excited for SOT :) It's really cool to be studying with people with the same thinking, same set of principles and people whom are all super busy. So far, Jasmine Ding, Liang Hong, Nick, Yong Qiang, Pei Hwa... Wootz! So exciting. who else is coming along? MENG?

P-PLATE FRUSTRATION

2009-02-12T02:17:00.004+08:00

Gosh, Marvin challenged me to a game that requires your parking skills, your judgement and i suck at it. I have yet to progress from Level 2 and up.

I keep banging into cars. The more i play the more frustrated i am, and the more fearful i become. Thanks ah Marvin. :(

I was talking to Sheryl yesterday on our driving experience. HAH! She have her own story to tell, talk about beating the red light with a P-plate, it's good enough to say GOODBYE LICENSE. HELLO BBDC! I'm back again for my FTT.

After that messy place in China, i am brought back to peace and order in this place, i really ought to take some time to digest the proper skills once again. You know, this morning, i was crossing the road, when i saw the bus driver on the right side, i asked myself, EH WHY LIKE THAT?
wrong side!

Geeesh!On a side note, Korean babes are gg back to korea in April for good. I am so sad. argh!! I will miss this little babes, cherish the time we have now.

Back to reality!

2009-02-10T23:04:00.003+08:00

Welcome back to the reality! The moment i touch down Singapore, checked the mails, checked the smses, am feeling a little lost. I do not exactly know whats happening.
My trip seems like forever. My absence seems long... While i am still counting how many more days to go and have passed and enjoying the longggg trip. Well, not my longest trip though. Perhaps it is during this festive season where everyone is a little more freed up, so my absence made a difference! HA!

Anyway, back to reality, no agenda or whatsoever. I began to feel a little bored because this is so not my kind of life. I have always been busy with many things, trying to handle alot of things with little time. So monday was unpacking and washing of clothes then prayer. Today was still packing, then i decided to do a little gym and then head down for prayers.

THEN! Kelvin told me, hey NUS application will close on the 21st! NTU on the 28th! and.. SMU april.. so.... better be quick! Then Darren came.. Hey PROM! let's go! Then SOT! Then jobs! Then.. back to coaching! Argh, suddenly everything is flooding back once again.

That 2 weeks was a good break. A good stand still for me. A great time for family bonding. Seriously i enjoy holidays. especially LONGGGG holidays! I so want to pick up snowboarding. My next attempt! So, for now, i need to pick up skating from SKL.

I need to find my prom dress, i need to find a job, i need to settle all my applications, i need to pay up, i need to think of essasy impressive enough for them to look at my application, i need to dig out all my certs and tell them CHOOSE ME! argh, so frustrating!

Finally, i need to find back my love for driving. after all the crazy rides in CHINA, i am a little aprehensive when i start the engine. Very fearful now. argh.

Haerbin was fun, Beijing's better!

2009-02-09T11:48:00.004+08:00

the most talk about - bird nest
i am so enjoying the snow

rotten tomatoes!

the victory sign.

i am so enjoying it.

Coming back from a country that function on the left side,the moment i step into true homeland, i felt a little disorientated. In China, crossing the road is a challenge. In Singapore, we look at the right first before we move off, but it works the other way round in China. On the escalator, even the toilet is on the flip side. Alot of things that i would not have expected.

The temperature there is bearable. In fact, I really enjoy the cool weather, just put on more jackets and sweaters, wear the gloves, you will be fine.

I would never have expected the hair serum i brought there cannot be used! It has frozen up, the moisturizer too, even my lip balm, i have to rub it to heat it up. We had to wear mouth mask, ear muff was a must also, scarf, everything to cover you from top to bottom. It was so cold. The lowest it went was about -30degrees. Well, it did not snow when we were in Haerbin, but it did when we left. That is really sad. Well, but i believe when i was in Shen Yang, there was snow shower, just a very light one though. so i did touch the fluffy snow. Very awesome!

I never did expected the transport in Beijing to be so cheap, 2RMB regardless how far you are travelling. Well, at least this is a project for their local to utilize the public transport so that they can reduce the number of cars on the road.

The whole trip was lead by a local tour-guide who is a money-eater i would say. Beijing -> Haerbin-> Jilin -> ChangChun -> Sheng Yang -> Da Lian and back to Beijing. Of which, it was led by different tour guide for every city we went. Haerbin was the highlight of the trip, but apart from what was meant for us to see, everything else was not so good.

The tourguide was not very good, all she wanted was our money. There was a lady who fell down and needed to go to the hospital. She kept asking her not to, scarring her with the expenses, the things she might expect if she even step into the hospital. hais. she brought us to this shop which claim to be a warehouse selling all the shoes and all and it cost a good 220RMB when we saw it selling at 50RMB elsewhere. Everybody was so furious, it was followed by alot of non-sensical shops that theybrought us to. Always buying all the things and out of it the guide will get the commission.

Yeah, that is the bad experience we had with the tour but other than that the free and easy at beijing was the best!If you think bargaining at Bangkok is fun, try Beijing (Silk street), i am so having a kick out of it! Yong He Dou Jiang is my favourite, and the road-side stall food was great also. Shopping at Silk Street, Dong dan and Xi dan was so fun because my brother and i make a good pair when we bargain. HAHAHA. ridiculous prices, very shiok! Skiing was the highlight in Beijing and it was definately awesome! I will return again next winter hopefully. :)

Fow now, i am back to un-packing. Lot of clothes, lots of food, lots of emails, letters, need to send clothes for dry-cleaning! goodbye!

Reunion Dinner

2009-01-26T01:31:00.003+08:00

Kudos to those who are still busy working and cooking for your loved ones this festive season!

I am glad i fnish throwing lots of stuff, clothes, sewing machine, books, toys!
I finally see some light(if you know what i am talking about)
The dust are gone, i see something sparkling. then i wonder, why is it call SPRING CLEANING? and this is what i found out..

Spring cleaning is the period in spring time set aside for cleaning a house, normally applied in climates with a cold winter.
The most common usage of spring cleaning refers to the yearly act of cleaning a house from top to bottom which would take place in the first warm days of the year typically in spring, hence the name. However it has also come to be synonymous with any kind of heavy duty cleaning or organizing enterprise. A person who gets their affairs in order before an audit or inspection could be said to be doing some spring cleaning.

Anyway, after all the hoo-haa, my family head down Grandpa house for reunion dinner. This time round without my brother. Every year the food has been around the same, cantonese family, we cant live without soup! But, this year's a spread! We've Buddha jumps over the wall, which consisted of bamboo shoots, scallop, sea cucumber, abalone, shark fin, chicken, Jinhua ham, pork tendon, ginseng, mushrooms, and taro! We also had Abalone, shark fins and Xue Yu(snow fish)..

Inspite of the economy downturn, we're having better food year by year!
Good food, it's always very meaty also. I do not know why? There's only 1 vege on the whole table. Weird. So yeah, good company and I love my maternal family. We do everything together.
My uncles and aunties are so serving, that got me thinking, terrible what is the next generation going to be like?

Would we be gathering like that in future? Or would we be dinning at some high-class restaurant eating some western crusine? Haha! Anyway, I hope the teo family visits you soon!

I am so excited. I am so excited. I am so excited. Tmr's collection of ang pao and it'll be shopping at china already. I still have no idea what to wear for tmr lah! Wee, so exciting, beijing is -10 to 1 degrees now! Freezing! Enjoy CNY! :)

kuishin bo buffet

2009-01-21T22:11:00.007+08:00

Today was lunch with Cherissa, Zheng Lei and Kelvin.

I have never laugh so much during a lunch until today. It was soooo funny! Our table was flooded with food. And we thought that a table for 6 is too huge. But who knows, we had so much plates, we do not have space on the table. We place it on the chair! So yeah, so hillarious, it was a 60 min buffet so you can guess how much food we would take with kelvin around. So singaporean, or actually we're just super hungry!! So excited, so ran into the restaurant, and we gobble up some sushi and headed for more! LOL!!! We only had 30mins to take as much as we could , so we really took as much as we could, and try to finish up the food we took in the next 30minutes. The desserts were so yummy, we cannot resisit the temptation! Haha.. i'll let the photos do the talking, or rather there's not much of photo because we were all too busy eating. Good good! Good food. like seriously!!

We ate till we almost puke!It was a fun get-together. HAHAHA!

Half way through, still so much food!
zheng lei doing some macha ice-cream for me!

chocolate fondue!!! hahahaha, this is one funny part!

kelvin used the satay stick to poke onto the styrofoam cup to collect the chocolate!

soooo UN-GLAM!

the start of the marathon

so busy eating and so unglam kelvin.

see zheng lei and cherissa. lol, still got time to pose for picture!

the food is good la. tumbs up!

a nice card done by cherissa, so sweet of you lah! :)

forever gobbling down food. terrible

cherie and ah lei!

ah lei and ah cher

ah cher and cherie

food food and more food!

a grp pic.. no i'm not tt short

i just bend down, too much.

the 4 students who pon class. :)

when we left, all this were still on the table. LOL!

haiyar, cannot finish lah. KELVIN la... take take take!!

My Graduation Trip

2009-01-21T11:24:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy! I'm leaving on a jet-plane...
and i sing.. I'm going home, to a place where i belong!
China my hometown, yesterday was shopping with mummy to get everything else.

The neck pillow, diamotial(some diahorrea pills just in case i get food poisoning and die there), another set of long john just in case it's still too cold over there, long track pants, more jeans!

Wah, i am spending so much money on this trip. like seriously! Almost close to 1K just for myself and all this barang barang.

Havin said all these, i am good to go. Dad bought a really huge luggage and it's all for me me me to throw another "Huang Na" in.. Opps, i mean it's so huge i am sleep inside. Anyone wants to go skiing with me? hehehe, buy me another luggage then.

WOohoO, this year, no new year goodies, no need to really do spring cleaning, no need to ask daddy to drive me around, no chance to be princess, no need to buy new year clothes, no need to buy too many oranges, else my sister will die of overdosage of ORANGES!

oooh.. my sis will be the only one at home! so well, she'll enjoy all the food to herself.

while, i'll go pick up the snow flakes, literally snow flakes, i'll go and do the snowman, i'll meet husky also known as the sleightman dogs, who will drag me down the river, WOOHOO~ excited!

I'll listen to those boring history of china, i'll climb the great wall of china, i'll shop till i drop over there!! plus plus, i'm going to meet my brother there!! hahaha, i've been such an idiot. HAHA, everytime i'll msn him and tell him: PAPA miss you, MAMA is going crazy because she hasn't seen you for some time, JIE JIE says she wants to rent your room out.

muahahahaha, and he'll go every night you tell me the same thing! so hillarious!

okay, like i say i am really good to go, a passport and a winter jacket and now i am ready to flyyyy... i am going on the 27.01.09 0730am flight from singapore and i'll be back by 08.02.09 3pm flight from beijing.

Pray tt i won't be cold to death. It can go all the way up to -40 degrees! 0-0

Chinese New Year come early this year

2009-01-15T23:14:00.004+08:00

last semester, insurance agents look alike.

chinese new year come early on the 14th Jan for all Engineering students.
It's the day the students don on their new formal clothings, or the clothes they have been wanting to wear for this special occasion. It's a meet-up with everybody else. When all the engineering students come together. When the ratio of boys: girls is 3: 1 or 4:1??

When the ladies start gathering and begin scouting for cute boys and when the guys come together to begin screening for the cute babes. Yeah, all the hoo-hah is over! FYP is over! hurray!

It was pretty funny and quite fun. Everybody knows everybody and it was simply a showcase of our project. I am having so much fun in the last few days in my schooling career in RP. When enemy becomes friends, when strangers become friends, there's no longer a need to stay hostile, since everybody is leaving, no more strings attach! Woohoo!

When its the time to find out who is the guy whom you always wanted to find out since it might be the last chance you'll ever get to show face! HAHAHA! with that, ROY(our LABTECH) told me who tt guy is and even his email! amazing. Planning for lots of trips and dinner and outing and chalet with different groups! Prom too! Wee~ everything is so exciting.

I am so happy everything is coming to and end. A gd bang! WEE! I'll enjoy my last week of school while still slacking around. 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for J!! hip hip hurray! hahah! :p

picnic @ botanical garden on new year's day!

2009-01-12T23:38:00.006+08:00

a jump shot.

i like this. my dad looks like king kong.

my mum looks like chun li.

my sis looks like she just won toto.

i'm like ben 10.

now, i think i'm a very gd photographer.

u see u see! nice shot, taken by me!!

mememe!

aiyoh! whose leg..

like how a dog pee..

nice shot! :)

xoxo, cool girl. :p

aw, whose tt gal? lol. :p

hahahaha.. so spastic!

do re mi..

landing shot..

high jump!

no, i mean star jump!

okay, time for some picnic.

sit down, relax and enjoy!

more picnic to come! :)

2009-01-08T21:41:00.003+08:00

IT WILL BE OVER SOON!

soon soon soon.. :) let's go!

2009-01-05T19:38:00.002+08:00

Wah, it's amazing how fast thing changes over a span of 3 weeks during this holiday!

Vincent Zheng has lost weight, shrunk, but his chest is definately firmer. He has also found a gf from Israel while counting down at some party! Woo~ play safe. use safety protection. :p

The whole school has revamp it's image ready for OPEN HOUSE

Dilys has decided to play punk and not come for lesson. HAHAHA!

The initial plan of Taiwan is changed to Tioman, proposal is out and is now pending for approval.

Lian Ti Ying is seen back together! :)

OKAY, 3 more weeks. 3 more weeks. 3 more weeks.. :)

Night Cycling

2009-01-04T19:53:00.004+08:00

so many snacks! All from nicholas.

I shout... TIRING lah! It's crazy! Simply crazy! HAHAHA. so the journey begin.. Driving from Jurong to ECP and then found a parallel parking lot. It was handed over to kenneth to do the honour. WAHAHHAA. I seriously am a fearful driver.

We celebrated Tammy's birthday and we got the bikes, settle down, had all the rules and regulations stated out black and white then we embark on tt BUTT SPLITTING experience. I believe it was a good workout for many. Whoever who has been excercising a tad too little. All the cramps, thightening of calves, tighs mucles, strainning of their arms and of course BUTT cramps. I must say it was good workout for all; especially our butt!

Thank God there was no major incident tt happened along the way. It was merely some typical bicycle chains coming loose and some water bag busting, other than that, it was riding the bike from ECP to changi village with some frisbee session and soccer session and tibits session and then changi village NASI LEMAK! Wah, the journey is quite a sight.

We pass by Changi Airport and well, lots of heritage places, namely the changi hospital, SAF campsites, some commando camps, ferry jetty whereby all the army boys wave goodbye to their parents and a mini" GEYLANG SERAI" it was like a kampong area.

So yup, job well done! :) We conquered the ever-mind-torturing-never-ending-path, it was tough, it was laughable and it was definately not for the weak. :) Someone even commented that their butt were bleeding.HAHAHA! *keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding in love... " Alright, tt's it. Home sweet home and by since my phone was with annabelle and my virtual alarm(my mum) could'nt shake me up for coaching, i was late! 950am!! But thank God all is still good. :) ok, got paper tmr, i am ready for school! Good to go!

food at changi village

taking a break

the survivor of the fittest

A and Queen R. hah

Few weeks before you graduate

2009-01-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

There's a thousand and one thing you stress over few weeks before you graduate:

1. What's your GPA?
2. FYP, how did i fare? Or rather for me now, how prepared am i for presentation?
3. All the past tests, did i do OK? What are the grades like?
4. What do i do after graduation? (BIG THING at the back of your head, esp the girls)
5. What if i don't get into any local University? What's next?
6. How am i going to kill all the time i have in the world?
7. I am so going to miss my poly life, my friends, my teachers my cliques!
8. How do i go around writing a resume?
9. Who do i ask to help me write the resume?
10. How am i going to celebrate my graduation?
11. SOT? Am i ready?
12. I heard entry into university is 70% poly results 30% O levels! HOW???

OK FINE! I am just stress over the last few tests and the big FYP presentation i am going to have. Let me tell you how sian i am over this FYP. I totally dread myself to my computer, sit in front of the computer, quickly get it over and done with, finish up the report, finish up the end result and taiji to my friend. Called up laimeng and Yx to ask them out to shop to escape from the stressfulness of this thing. Perhaps it's just my expectation, yeah perhaps.

Sometimes i just live life day by day as it is, not thinking of what to do, what to eat and what to wear for the next day.

some of the thing i look back and laugh. :p

2009-01-01T16:55:00.004+08:00

realise the color difference? I was that tan back then.
some bollywood action going on, and yes, i believe i blend in well.

n yes, the saree... lol amazing la. how hard i try to be an indian lady!

lol, the all time classic. WOOHOO~

Mandarin

2008-12-29T18:48:00.004+08:00

I have never been too interested in the language: mandarin.

Until recently because i am travelling to a all chinese place. THE REPUBLIC OF CHINA
very inteeeeresting you say, i think so-so. Since my main purpose that drive me to this place is because it's so awwwww... COLD! and tt makes it the best place for skiing, on the real snow. awesome!

Well, I do not even know how to insert chinese character into my comp to search. I have problem reading a website that's filled with chinese character. I so want to scream out loud! Gosh, i thank god for my china mates who stays in China and it's easy peasy for them.

okay, my trip is to follow the tour for 10 days starting from Singapore -> Beiing -> harbin-> ChangChun-> Jilin-> Shen Yang -> Dalian -> Beijing... I have no idea wheres places like changchun, jilin all came from, very foreign, i feel so noobie.

During my trip from from beijing to singapore, it'll be free and easy for me. So, i had to look at the map and find a hotel tt's town, but according to my friend there's like 5 orchard roads in Beijing town itself? I am also supposed to look for a ski resort,well seems like everything is in chinese, and i might need alot of translation and time to figure things out. It's really one exciting trip.

You know when i ask around where i should go, all my china told me places like the museum, zoo, gu-gong, tian-an men square and they even ask me to go there watch them raise the china flag. For a moment i thought, WAH u patriotic chinese citizens. It's definately something something i won't recommend. At least for me, i'll tell them, come to orchard road and take your time to shop. :) okay, back to more chinese character, it's so exciting to do the planning all by myself. :)

2008-12-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

Let me say my thank you speech before i start doing the somersault and throw confetti and shout 10,9, 8..... 3.2.1!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

I thank my friends for always being around me.
I thank my parents who always listen to my whinning and pamper me.
I thank my spiritual parents in church who guided and taught me the right value system.
I thank my colleagues for always being very loving, kind and willing to share.
I thank my good pals who always lend that listening ear and go crazy with me.
I thank my facilitators, mentors and fyp friends for always stretching out their doraemon hands.
I thank everybody for making my 21st birthday a memoriable one.
I thank zhi wang, sab and bren for giving me a superb birthday run.
I thank Strikeforce for giving me opportunities to perform.

Let me reminisce the good ol' times of whatever tt happened to me in year 2008:

1. I got my driving license
2. Gotten an "A" for my FYP
3. Pick up guitar-ing and can play fluently now
4. Lead my first praise song.
5. Celebrated my 21st birthday with 97 people on a single day. It was a blast!
6. Gotten alot closer to my family members.
7. Got my Aust Swim Instructor Certificate
8. Got my 1star kayaking cert
9. Bought an underwater camera
10. Got my SSI advance diving certificate
11. Went to tokyo for study trip and is fully paid by edusave
12. Went to India for service learning
13. Haven fell sick for the entire year
14. Join a new cell group
15. Did well in school and GPA is on a rise.
16. Brought my family to church.
17. Completed Gossip gals, season 1
18. Pay rise from work

Also, some not so good things happen! Well bad things do happen to good people:
1. Grandma passed away
2. Uncle passed away
3. Found an enemy in school
4. Had the worst class in my entire RP life.
5. I have not lost any weight, in fact i gain a little
6. Have not move on, still single
7. Got cheated by a friend to sign a line for him
8. Lost my handphone at Mcdonalds
9. Lost my wallet at Burger King
10. Replace my IC, ezy link

Yeah, i really can't think of anymore. That's it. Thank God i've more positive report than the negative ones. So it has been a great year but not really of breakthrough, but nonetheless, i am grateful and am a happy gal! I've already planned my goals and i'm now all ready for more challenges that's coming along. YAY! HAPPY NEW YR EVERYBODY!

2008-12-26T01:32:00.003+08:00

"Have a blessed Christmas!" I ponder upon this sentence when Jacob wished me.
I begin to wonder, how to have a blessed christmas?
Well, at least it happened to me this year! Wow, not in terms of material needs, but wow. i am utterly amazed. For once, my bro decided to follow us to church. My mum came, my dad came and my entire family was there! i must say i am lost beyond words. You got no idea how happy i am, Truly a blessed one.

How nice it is to all go for service altogether. Well, i hope there'll be more to come. Amazing! Yes, i am beaming with JOY. We'll head down to China town to settle our trip. Yes, i'm leaving on a jet plane 27th Jan early in the morning 0730am. On the second day of Chinese New Year, that means my CNY will not be short change. HAHA, i will still get some ang pao! and i can go over china to shop till i drop! Yea, i am so excited! It's skiing and more sight-seeing and shopping and more shopping~! Weee~!

tell me, i am blessed. Indeed i really am. :)

Merry X'mas One and ALL!

2008-12-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

Merry X'mas guys! :) It's nice to have everyone around you during x'mas. It's like a reunion party! I miss the people from ET and this is the time you see everyone during this big event. The church is getting bigger, i am bumping into lesser people whom i know, but that's ok. It's a good problem. So, anyway it was great! Service was great, drama was funny, friends came and it's really not about quantity anymore, but quality. N yes YES YES, he responded. :) I knew it.

Aileen my is bestie and she will always be. :)

she's coming to my house now, for some slumber pajamus party!!

then we'll head down for service again tmr with our parents!

it's a lolipop sweet from dev. :)

devina, have a gd trip back to indo!

n my dad got 2 log cakes back! nice nice.
of which, 1.. i am giving to Maxie. :):)

bro brought back a cake too! woo! it's a season of cakes

then i found a turkey at the kitchen.

wah, it's HUGE! i wonder how is a family of 5 going to finish this?

a candle light service, coolness.

okay. true worshippers. :p
i'm not. i'm taking pictures!

ken & Qin.

purrrr....

happy lalala!

Mr saket and moi!

N on this very day, 24th decemeber is a special day. :) Your spiritual birthdate.

Yay, i am so excited, Aileen's coming and my parents are going for service together with me tomorrow. I am hoping my brother will come along! Hurray!

this is the season to be go on.. falalala~ falalala~

oh anyway, i had a great time shopping and fellowshipping with Annabelle, saket, Kenneth and Yuan Xing, haha the uncountable riddles and brain teasers and we all drove them nuts.

All hail the queen, i am good at this.

Drove Annabelle nuts.

and she now claims tt i am the true queen.:)

when A meets R.

XOXO,

QUEEN R.

muahahahahahahaha!

My x'mas gathering with fellow lifesaving mates

2008-12-23T22:55:00.004+08:00

presenting to you: ANDY! and his newly invented harversack. 2 sling crumpler and he thinks it's STYLE. MUD MUD MUD!
lol, and marvin says Jin is trying to act princessy. :x

JIN is trying, she really is. :p

and we say.. RAH!!!

thanks chris for this x'mas card!

R for rachel.

A for Andy.

wah lah!

it so happened tt we all wore pink altogether! :)

the lao jiaos! Alvin & James.

yea, chris is a happy gal.

salute to the fish, it's going into the guy's stomach!

goodbye!

n johann stop smoking.

tsk* it's kinda saddening you know.

STOP SMOKING.

i hope you're old enough to think ah?

OKAY, Great! It was great food at shodoku! HAHAHA. Affordable, good food!

I spend only $13 while, ZW spend a good $39 there.

He was literally venting his frustration, pouring his lungs out, pigging out.

I was just shock, double shock.

He was early, i met him at 6 chinese garden. But he was there at 530! So, yeah, but i managed to cheer him up a little, den we met marvin on the train and lo and behold, he was upset bcos we disturb him. Off the train he went and dissappeared. 'o'

Thank God he appeared at City Hall. :)

So, shodoku, it has been some time since we met. Not to swim or train, but to relax, chill, and feast. Gift-exchange alittle, cards from Chris and mashmallows from WS.

Esplanade to chill after tt, had a team talk, well said.

we're moving on. i hope.

will see everyone and anyone back at the pool when school reopens.

Jeremy, our new coach will be there!

COME BACK PETER, COME BACK PAUL!

HOHOHO! Merry X'Mas!

2008-12-21T00:27:00.004+08:00

It was a funny X'mas party i would say.

Of course it was fun! Of course it was engaging. Of course, there's games. Of course there's food. Of course there's santa clause. Of course there's prizes, Of course there's gift exchange. Of course there's friends. Of course there's songs. Of course there is laughter. Of course there's photo-taking!

Yeah, and the list goes on. I have attended my very first Christmas party in 2008. N there's many more to come, it's pretty scary! N especially it's a tradition to have a gift exchange and it's always nice to have a x'mas gift to the host since they invited you!The uncountable gatherings with different group of friends~! There's also your cell group friends, and your church friends, and your strikeforce mates, and your classmates and your friends, and your family members, and your colleagues, and your strikeforce mates.. and your swimming friends.. and your students.. the list goes on and on.

I can't help but to think OH NO! HOW?! This is crazy lah. It's a time of sharing and giving. It really is. Just imagine, 5 birthdays in a month is already killing your pockets, now you've one whole list of people to buy for. All the gatherings, all the gifts exchange! Gosh, perhaps my X'mas wish would be more students so the cash cow could cover up for the star! [okay, if you take marketing :) ]

Every year the ritual of gift exchange's taboo is......

(at least when we've all grown pass your youth days. Be a true adult! Give good and practical gifts)

#1. Photo-frames

#2. Teddy-bear(no hello kitty soft-toy!)
#3. Chocolates
#4. Handphone holder (LOL!)

#5. Cakes,Bread,Pastries

#6. Pens, pencils (at least the cheapo kind)

#7. Free samples given by facial companies

#8. Books tt you're intending to sell away to the karang guni

#9. Notebooks

#10. Cups(it's boring lah, how many cups do you need in your life-time?)

#11. No pearly bracelet

Terrible la!Hey come on, it just reflects how giving you are as a person, how generous you are. I also concluded that one should never mix your party with an adult group and a youth group. The presents that you will expect is just going to be scary. Imaging a 13 year old girl with a bottle of wine and a 50 year old man with a hello kitty soft toy/bracelet. Wah, the whole world come crashing down.

Thank God my gift landed on ruix and i got a solid gift. Woo, truly whatever you sow you shall reap. :)

To my special friend, JIN ZHUANG

2008-12-17T14:45:00.005+08:00

n we do crazy things during Glitz
tt sentosa beach patrol gal.

coloring our hair b4 CNY
looking like some cheena ah lian!

tredding after beach trainning!

countless self-obsessed pics

Jin's wallet has a toothpick, so i took it out to play with it.

n she kept snapping and snapping

even this naughty look tt i displayed is captured!

den she started to snatch from me. n i refuse!

looking shock. JIN, close ur mouth la, mosquito flying in.

THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND, JIN ZHUANG.

I LOVE U SO! VERY CRAZY SPASTIC FRIEND.

if you think i'm loud, wait till you meet Jin.
N you know, i'm always very happy being around with you! :)

Thanks for being my swimming buddy.

give this lad a beer!

2008-12-17T13:14:00.002+08:00

SOON. I'll UPDATE!

Strikeforce Thanksgiving

2008-12-15T22:08:00.002+08:00

to the guy whose ever-creative. For the LoooNG hours of motivational and inspirational talk.

He is awesome, taught us alot, taught us what it means to be serving.

Give it up to, TAN BOON.

HEE, baby kaira. She's so cute!

Everytime i tried teasing her, she will laugh and laugh and laugh.

so cute! Must be my darlie smile.. :)

When we all gathered for a time of games.
Where there is food, there will be people.

ANd the sharing session with Boon begins. :)

Yeap, Thanksgiving over at Newton place, Inifina condor? Nice place, very much like Boon's very own condor. It was really a time of catching up, and i realised we've all grown up.

Those days back in Braddel Westlake, the crazy hours of practise, the late night mosquito bites,

we're 4 years old now. At least for the majority. The good ol' days when we're all marching the streets and Justin coming up with cheorography for our Chingay parade.

Strikeforce has come thus far, it's really about engaging the marketplace. Talk about NDP, Chingay, performance after performance over in town areas, smack right in the middle of Orchard Road! I am pretty sure we've conqueored all parts of Singapore.
Strikeforce is truly awesome, a place you call home.

Together with all the creative ones, the loud ones. Very fun-loving.

If you think i am loud. Wait till you meet them. :)

The words that comes out from your mouth carries power & authority

2008-12-13T17:11:00.003+08:00

It has been brought to HER attention that SHE is slow to think, fast to speak.
Many a times, SHE just speak and care less of how others will feel or think. Totally arrogant and full of herself. At least it seems to be so.
SHE became very conscious and tried as much as possible to change or rathe to shut up.

If you have nothing to say, say nothing.

To be honest, SHE used to be worst in the past but when puberty hits, it all became better and things started to tone down. It was only recently, SHE absolutely do not know why, but SHE became very loud all of a sudden again. No, SHE is not after the attention, SHE just cannot control. SHE must be very "I". If you know what i am talking about.

I begin to wonder what is the reason why SHE became so loud and why it got worst? The kind of things that came out from her mouth? SHE knows that it's because SHE has been with friends who are as loud or rather louder than SHE is, because of the environment SHE became influence even in the way how her friends try to discourage people to allow their opponent to feel disturbed during a race. Truly iron sharpens iron. Well, not referring to anyone in particular but one thing for sure, when people are too goal oriented, they tend to say things that will bring down others and that is not soothing to the ears.

This mouth really kills, it detroys relationship, it causes people to turn nasty towards you, it cause people to shunt away from you and now, give HER some time, she'll tone down and she'll try her very best to speak positively in all situation, because it ain't funny at all. Now happy?

Cross-road

2008-12-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

I am standing at the juction and there's so many paths i could venture into.
I am cluessless, i am unsure
I am helpless, i am lost

Until today, i am still tryin to explore if i am suitable in this field.
There's a series of jobs that i am looking into.
For now, after graduation, i am going to look into jobs that i could do for experience?
Very much to learn and not so much for the monetary aspect.
I had a talk with teacher, Kelvin Chua, bis student Suat, Tax collector Stephanie Tan, and i gain an insightful experience from them, different people have different kinds of jobs liking and very much so, they changed jobs to jobs just to find the job that best suit them. What your niche?

Still exploring, i might enter into relief teaching to have a feel.
I might want to venture into a marketing company probably like meta or tencube to learn?
Or.. mayb i might just follow torpedo and earn a good 4 figure salary if i am tt desperate for $.
Or should i try joinning those camp instructor team? Since i like all this fun?
Should i just enroll myself into the admin depeartment? HAH, go agency and fill up a form.
Or join an event's management team?
Learn how to be a tour-guide? So i can travel around! haha
Well, it's all still pending, i'm on a lookout.

any lobangs, do let me know.

There she goes...

2008-12-06T19:55:00.003+08:00

There she goes
There she goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains
There she blows
There she blows again
Pulsing through my veins
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains
There she goes(There she goes again)
There she goes again(There she goes again)
Racing through my brain(There she goes)
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains..

dang~ i woke up feeling terrible.
it has not been too good. But nvm, i shall be positive.
i really want to graduate fast. I was late on friday, first time.
participation was so-so. perhaps i expect too much from myself also,
the worse thing is.. BRAG IS CANCELLED! so pissed. very pissed. utterly pissed.
such a dissapointment.. I tell you i am speechless, beyond words.
Jin and i fought so much to bring our team together, i brought mine, she brought hers.
I even got scolded from Eneida because she didnt wanted to take part, but since i kept insisting,
n at the end of it, all this crap is all we got.

No lane ropes. lifeguard was clueless what was going on, my swimmers left .. sports club didn't know what to do. to carry on or not to? Tsk* It's a principle of punctuality.

Morning was crappier. I hate myself for not being C, i become so.. clumsy.
my driving skills ought to improve. i am very scared everytime i drive. i speak in tongues most of the time when i am driving. everything is just terrible.

insensitive shit. tsk*

perhaps i should move on, monday is love. :)

WHERE TO GO?

2008-12-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

Where are you going this year-end? Everybody around seems to be travelling! Man, how can I miss the fun? Sis and bf is off to Ho Chi Minh Vietnam, Ken is off to Melbourne soon, Nich just came back from Taiwan, Bro is off to Bangkok and to HK for 6 months soon, grandpa is just back from Melbourne not long and off to genting with uncles soon! Dilys is off to KL soon, the wretch is off to Hokkaido soon! I so I need a vacation badly!

My family is planning to China and all I want this Christmas is really to HAR ER BIN to ski, I haven touch real snow yet!But my mummy seems unwilling since she believes that she would not be able to take the coldness else she’ll be complaining her limbs cannot take the weather! I am still in the midst of convincing them. They have plans to go to jiu zai gou, and it is boring!!!!! All the scenery and what’s not, fountain? Alright, after which we’ll head to Hong kong that’s for sure and Hong Kong is in the winter state! So that means no summer sales, nothing of such. I might just head to Esprit warehouse and buy the whole esprit back once again.

Asia is boring, I don’t want to visit Bangkok anytime soon, as much as the tom yam or mango rice tastes so good, I am not going to go there to be stuck in the airport. There’s so much crisis happening in the country. Mumbai, India’s very own capital city being terrorized, and I read the newspaper, this guy from Israel whose there for a holiday trip died! How about Shen Zhen and Taiwan? They might suddenly have an earthquake? Well, a certain degree of danger everywhere you go.

Buy insurance k? AIA is desperate to get people to buy and renew their insurance. Haha, help boost their sales, perhaps they might recover from their crisis now? Okay, anyway, so I was planning for a trip to Taiwan with my classmate, a graduation trip there! Wee, it’s going to be fun okay, although amongst us are many blur ones.. hurr! None the less, I hope it comes to pass. Check out the price and the lodging already, everything seems exciting and good to go once we’ve the airplane money!

Amazing! I’m all good to launch out my net to look for a job now! So I can mai dong xi, chi dong xi! YAY!!! Graduating soon! 11 more school days, 4 more testes, 1 FYP presentation and I am good to go!

2008-12-01T15:51:00.003+08:00

It has been awhile ever since i return for lifesaving trainning.
I have been complainning alot, the flabbiness, the irritation of not being to make it for any trainning since i've been so busy with everything.
Actually i really hate to be busy la, it's so tiring but if i am suddenly free up, i become so uneasy.

For today, i am returning back for trainning. WEE~!
all ready to conqueor the pool. Okay, i am soooo counting down to graduation.
It's 18more school days to be exact. and since i've been good, i only miss 2 school days in this semester i can afford to miss 6 days! YAY, and in RP we call it clear leave. HUR!

hurray! Off to trainning i go, before tt, i am gg to load some carbs. BAN MIAN here i come! :)

Asia Conference 2008

2008-11-24T00:05:00.005+08:00

I was bored while waiting for the train.. when i spotted people waiting for train like this. I was a little shock, this ain't coffee shop, so i took out my camera and snap a shot.
So, it was hairdo by our very own stylist, millie! :)

the shaker ladies. My RP mate, my classmate, my strikeforce mate and my train ride companion! :)

It's all over! It has been great! Awesome. Mind-blowing.
I never thought we could have fireworks in the hall. HAHA.
I thank God i did not have to queue up since most of the days i was serving and helping out.
Still, the number of hours staying there was equivalent to the no of hours queueing up.
Nonetheless, all was good. I thought we would all be ushered to the overflow room after every thing was done but thank goodness, they had seats reserved for us.

Everyday is rushing from school to expo and from expo back home.
It ain't easy balancing this kind of life. School, exams, conference, work.
Woe. Tired like mad but all is good. Not yet time to rest, mon and tues there's pract for World Aids Day. Ah, busy busy.

The best night was on fri night, i caught something in the spirit.
I was all alone sitting at delta terrace and surrounding me is some delegates who seems uninterested, but i careless about how they reacted and just kept on doing what i always did.
Well, i jump the highest i could, i clap and cheered the loudest i could despite the fatigue.

It was went PK said: "The ones who are seeking to go up another higher level." Ah, desperate.
Today he asked: You hear people keep saying you want more you want more of Him. But why do you need more? I begin to think.
Ah.. shant say things to publicly. Let's talk about it privately if need be. :)

okay, time to rest. UT tmr. i need to score! A fighter fights till the end.

Prep for Asia Conference

2008-11-18T10:06:00.006+08:00

While everybody is fast asleep, behind the scene, the people back in expo is working hard to make it a big one for you over at expo. There's a saying in mandrain.. 3 mins on the stage is 3 years behind the scene, truly, there's so much of rehershals and so much of tightening. It's amazing whole lot of work to be done, no hiccups are to happen, really got to pray for safety for everyone.

I walk into Hall 7 and was overwhelm by the number of tables and chairs in the entire hall. It's really a QIAN REN YAN. feeding 6k people, i doubt so. perhaps i'll just tarbao food on my own. Yeah, everything is all good to go except the linning up of the performance and the coordination of video, screen and the person, well, not easy also. Was supposed to be there at 7 but i was far too early, so 530 so i headed to foodfair at expo! :) It dragged and dragged and dragged. By the time it's time for us the MIB to help it has already pass midnight. Tiring as it may be, i was still elated to be there being part of the team helping the least i could, i could see the exhaustion on the faces of the sound crew people. They had panda eyes so dark, inspite of the fatigue, they are still needed to be sharp, on guard and fine tine every single aspect. A big salute to them.
Was just observing the various sequence and it's mind blowing, seriously, the effects, the lightings and whatsnot, the events that is installed for us all. Make sure you come prepared ready to recieve something, because behind all this is really hard work, late nights and lots of money, lots of creative juice, appreciate it yeah, don't take things for granted.

our free time is to play with bradon, justin's little one.
behind the scene

aiyoh.. jasmine u eyes!

when irenenaus and i decided to do some contruction work.

i have a very wolfy face i think.

so cute!

this is the table for the QIAN REN YEN