i *teAr-ed!!! i did, i realLie did.. i was the first one.... hahaR!!!

oH manZ.. reAllie emotIonal!!! cannot take it....

arh manz... a wod or advice: always treasure wad u have now..

else if u miss it, it's gone forever!

hahaR!!! so u guyZ! see la.. nv treasure me..

OH JK!!!! haha *bhb.. not lar i was refering to the cell grp.....

yep lOr.... diZ cg is reAllie diFF loRZ......

we reaLLie.... go tRu everyThing tGt...... i m exPectIng moRE......

chalLengeS ahEad maN..... dUN wAn tO be iN comFort grouNd......

alriTe, goNNa enJOy mY lasT servIce wIf N233 dIs suNDAY!!!! *huGZ*

gOnna miSS bro jOseph suanNing..... *orH.....

he's nice LAr! reAllIe..... wilL miss him, miss his preaching, miss his scoulding..

miss his naGGin! (cUz i alwYz late!) mis..... ehZ? literAlly everYthing.... nth much dat i dislike him bout!!! =D

yeP! oKZ, basiCaLLi, toDAy is a bUsy dAY! so i m dEad-bEat!!! *tiRing*

alMost rusHIng from place to place.... even while working i oso gotta be fast n alert n sharp!

too bad, today i super blur reallie blur...... instructions pass down i nv listen so in the end......

kenA scouldIng loRZ...... nOt enUff worKers tody, initially saw the manager frm bugis dat came over to help.....

i waZ thinKing.... OH MAN!!! dis is the torturing mangEr dat tortURed my siZ de other time.. MANZ!!!!

yea!... but.... i am wronG! he helP me so mUCH! so thankfuL!!!!

haha.. so as a result of my blurness got scoulded quite alot of tYms!!! haha....

deNz.... eveRythiNg turn out gD!!! hee....

thANK goD!!! thankew eileen for coming my place to help cOOK! hahaha!!!

nice refreshment today!!! *serDUP! *tuMbs uP*

met edwin on da way home.. chat awhile den left hm.... he haf changed man! no longer...

the amazIng edWin.. Ks.. nvm.. ppl do change hopefulLi its for da beta...

deNz.. yUP! goiN bladE wif en en , swee n lili tmr!!!!!! yeah!!! finaLLie.. hahahaha!

hOpefUlli, it wilL come to PAss!!!!!! yeaH!!!!!!!!! k. till den..... rocK oN!!!!

1:05 am

thank You abba father!!!! today work was great!

hee.. er. but dunoe y jenny told me bout the tag thingy...

i mean so busy... where got time to care bout all those things?

yea lor... so i felt so weird.. haha anyway, quite fun bah... learn new things..

reallie at least i work here i feel happier cos i can learn new stuff manz! haha

yeah tmr CG! its gonna be my last CG.......

*soBz* N233!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *muAckZ*

reallie excited maNZ! woE.... =D *tumbs up*

hopefully tmr i'll learn new stuff and do other things man....

so bored always doing serving....

ehZ? i got electric-ED sia.. eyes so glamouriZing.. LOL! *dOink* dreAm siA....

kZ... lamE.. hAPpY toDae.. tiRED!!!!! huRRAY! another sunNy day awaiTing!!! +.+

9:06 am

oh.. all i can say is.... i feel so clumsy when i am tense up..

arh...... i dun wane de.......

but.........

ok.. i didnt break any plates or wad-so-eva...

hahaha.. but i dropped a fork on da floor n steffi saw it... urGH~!

den i serve on da wrong table once.. aiyOh.. i literally felt so BLUR!!!

i mean.... ar.... dat lady la..... told me yaya its mine when its not hers..

thank God da gal dat didnt get her sugar syrupt didnt make noise........

so itS OK!!!! hee..... but still i feel so clumsy sia....

i scared i break the plates... moreover its like dealing wif ppl dats of....
-C.L.A.S.S-

gotta be polite... i smile until my face cramp till i frown sia.....

den the manager asked me to smile! =D *arh........ tiring mans....

yet earn little..... k nvm....... anyway i enjoyed it.......

but pray hard dat God, let me haf favour wif them and be alert n smarter!!!

Not so CLumzy........ =DDD

alrite..... tmr is a beta daY! sMILEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! *.~

8:32 pm

hulalalala......... white chicks is SO funnY!!! oh manz.......

to think dat i can actually luff like no body's business......

which hardly happens during a movie..

ok......... neway, decided to put away all the scrathing of head bout JOBSSS!!! *urGH*

so.. met out wif jocelyn (MY GOODEST BESTEST FLEN) n swee.........

hahaa!!! bought a "BELT" cost me $3.50 n cost joCelyn a BOMB! *heart-pain* lolz...

cUz it cost her....................... $7+ just for a 1.7m long of riBBON! (trying to control my luffter*)

oei jocelyn dun scould me hoRz... ehehe =D

den took mani silly piCSSS oh........ so FUNNY!!!!!!!

scary pics......... ARGH!!! AC* pic......... lalala~

no idea how to post oso... so...... LOL... nxt time den post...

k... yea... dats abt it... tmr gonna start work at BREAKO!!!!!!!! wo lalalala.........

tho, pay may be low but i think i wld enjoy it! hee.. so wish be all da best yea?

*hop hop hOp...........................................* *waVes* byEEEE!!!!

7:29 am

juZ noW daTz was jUz tEstING!!!

psT toK boUt tithINg.. mANZ* soLid-packEd msG...

ChANge my minDseT of tiThing... u know.. actuaLLy i usEd to haf da mindsEt...

*tan qian shang gan qing* hahaR! juz LIke jeR!

aSk me gO buY baR cHor Mee.. in de eNd dunOe wHy he WenT n gET it HIMSelf...

so In de eNd.. forCE to eAt.. poOr thiNgz.. bUT hahaR! i paY $2.50 K?

he paid $0.50 fOr hiZ 1/5 eaTeN baR chOr mEE... LOLZ =D soRRie jEk!

yeAh.. weNt strIke-foRce juZ now.. woE so fUN! haha..

adAm, ClairE, keNneth,micHelle, Terrence, Hilda, Nadine, MichaEl, jEk wAS thER!!!

i was ACtauLlie nervOus coZ the few in front of Moi diDnt get selectEd...

bUt......

I goT in! firST attEMpT! *ahEM* ehehe...

tmR goIN praCtice n gOona lOok 4 joB... =( *siANz*

7:31 am

aye wadS realIe haPpeninG? haf not beEn posTing uP da nEw pOSt fOr qUite somE tyM..

GoT proB la.. ehZ? leTs seeSh..

7:29 am

juz came home frm swee's bdae party~

hmm.. think she didnt reallie enjoy herself but rather i enjoyed myself so much..

haiz.. and as usual dat gal... so fed-up with her...... came out with funny stuff manz!

ed-up! get on my nerves! ok stop rubbishing abt her.. gRRR....

bernedette is cute~ small n sporty... n da rest fun-loving!

haha small kc gals n tgks galz... prettY! kz.....

she's sick! poor lit swee... yup lorZ... kz..

other den dat onli dat small lit fella cause my blood to boil..

i think today was great! eileen came my house.. n yup! its fun la...

k.. nth to say...

12:11 am

todaeeeeeeee is boRIIIIIIIIIIIIIING~~~~ arhahahaha... well nothing happened much today.. went to gave hui ping tuition, very thankful dat hui ping didnt give me problem todaEE... hehee!! den yup.. without letting her know.. i went to meet up for lunch wif eileen at 4.30 LOL!!! *LUNCH* ok.. or shd i say early dinner.. yupies... we went running about in JP.. crapZ.. so lame look at so mani rubbish but yet no money!!! like so poor thing.. she commented dat today i was so quiet.. she feels very weird.. hahaRZ!

OK, main thing today is...... cUs like i said.. i dunoe why am i so moody~!i mean.... i am so not myself.. ytd at terry's gandfather funeral.. was happie to see him but... i am jus moody.. no idea why.. went to his place ytd.. got de baby cd! OMG it's so cute.. hahaR! ms selina kept playing it during our lesson.. haha.. so nice.. so cute!ok. yep! hmm.. yup.. back to this morning.. ytd got the sms frm caleb asking me to do transport.. i said i cant cos this sunday is my gandma's bdae so i cant.. yep.. he didnt reply.. *sob* it's da truth! den... sis meishan msg me.. can u confirm with me if u can start visiting on thurs or friday.. i was like... ermm.. nv reply.. called up bro joseph ask him to help me.. den he officially approved me leh! am happy but yet awkward cos i didn't know how to tell sis glordia n everyone about it.. i mean.. argh~ it's such a difficult thing to reject ppl man.. den this morning woke up with an sms frm angeline.. hey exams over.. can u start helping out in transport.. i was like...... er... gosh~ dead..... wad shd i do.. haven reply to any of their sms.. bro joseph tod me to speak da truth instead of like avoiding them.. haiz.. *tsk* difficult position.. n i dunnoe if this is the right decision.. i dunoeee!!!!!!! *tsk* kZ... gotta go swee's bdae tmr.. i wane blading!!! hee.. kz.... till den.. adeIOus!

10:13 am

toDaE is a reaLlie mOo mOo daE for MoI! haha.. finalLie Jocelyn was da one dat kept enterTainniNg moi.. cUZ i was reaLlie quiet truOut da trIp.. so rARe.. she tOld me.. haha sO she goTta keep talkIN n talKIng.. no idEa why alSo.. must be thiNking aloTZ again.. coZ.. i am realLie so short of caSh.. agaiN, declared bankrupt! need to hiRe lawyeR le.. kZ.. boughT dis flip flOps($8) this skIrt which is reAllie cheAp.. i shd say.. ($26) yeah.. flare kinda.. like da colouRZ! haha.. nice.. but dun reallie know how to mix n match.. not much clothes left dat i reallie like.. *hinTZ* b'dae coming soon! hhahaR! hMMz.. goTta hunt for more clothes.. but firstly, i muS haf more money! urGH~ God.. my provider! As for Jocelyn, she bought this adidas 2nd hand antique kinda bag.. cost a bomb man.. she hesitated for so long man... ($229) haha! we bought the smae skirt n oso the same flip flogs just diff colour.. hehe!! aLrite, gonna miss jocelyn.. she's goin for cruise tmr.. on till fri.. n yea.. regarding da job thingy.. itZ like mum wans me to work n i jus dun haf any lobang now.. i am running short of cash reallie! i gotta find a job dat allows me to go for cell grp on fri n svc on sunday.. haiz.. not easy n mum is nagging.. so reallie gotta try to find... arh!

alrite, just recieve news frm bi mei dat terry's grandfather passed away on sunday.. gonna go down to visit soon... thank God he recieved Christ before he passed away. God please take care of him! adeious~ resting time!! till den.. take careZ!

7:28 pm

happy sha la la.. its so happIe to happie sha la la.. hEE~ finaLlie examZ over~!!!!! but todays paper is over n everything is over.. suddenly felt a lost feeling.. cuz nothing for me to do.. n u know the feeling of.. 'nothing to do' .. haha! cuZ i like being busy n is realie used to it.. =D neway, went shoPpin wif maLia a.k.a ailEen tAn.. my part-time maid.. recently taking her short holiday after her exams.. hee.. actualLie haPpie but yet didn't show out cUs auntie came house-visiting.. so was busy entertainning her.. ya lor.. enjoyed catching up with her.. talk bout lots of stuff, we shop till left with only left with a dollar! bought min min a diary,cards 4 frnds,sticker for eileen a.k.a 'judy' and paid aileen a sum of money.. although tiring n broke.. but it's worth it! =D

gonNa go orchard tmr wif jocelyn.. gotta hunt for my gurl boXer.. itZ so kWel~ amelia.. issit limited edition or smth? hahaRZ! oh yea sunday bought dIs noda heels,Gio shirt.. n i am declared bankrupt! wondEr how am i to survive tmr.. God is my provider!*chEerZ*

heres smth lame i created:

Another day is gone->Aileen bought her skirt->Shop till we drop->Only a dollar is left->Poor and hungry we left->Thank God we are using Ez Link-> If not we will start jogging.

alrite.. lame as i can get... *toOdleS* adeious~ *waVes*

9:28 pm

I'm dead beat! crapZ! just came back not long.. didnt managed to sleep due to the thunderous snore manz! cant imagine.... its absolute thunder+lightning.. dat i couldnt slp.. probably onli for a short 45 mins hahaa! poor luke gotta squeese with Ken n enjoy the disatrous act of ah ken! haha neway, everything was fun! Ken rawks man! His friends rawks toO! esp those frm chc LOL! we prove ourselves different from how wordy ppl behaves.. *hurHurX* gotta know amelia n beryl even more! hee.. i mean i am glad la.. cUZ i like amelia alotZ! hee.. luf her style n everything! cOOL~! I luV her to biTZ.. tho, i felt as tho i sort of left suan ping, ting n zhu out.. i mean i cant possibly be with them 24/7 lorZ! kinda tiring... n they just kept sticking to each other! *tsk* reallie felt so left out when they 3 ignored me cus i was with amelia.. urGH~ gorw up manZ! ok.. lets tok bout the itinery for ken's chalet... we arrived at 1+ to shop for tt ken's present! manz.. super long.... couldnt find something in the end went to buy merci.. hahar! as usual.. chocolate sia.. den went makan at waterise.. chicken yucks manZ! tastless HEN!!! den took bus to NTUC! cool sia.. but finally decided dat we shall not go into wild wild wet as its nth special n so ex. arrgh! haha.. so asual.. didnt managed to go again! den... ask ken to come n pick us up at outside burger king.. only saw kenneth and Beryl initially den all came.. manz as usual, the shy me.. hid at one side... gave da 'dao' look n walk off.. hahar! onli in the chalet den we started crapping rubbish... n introduced.. den realised! adrain n samuel( came later) is frm chc!!! man.. hee.. samuel n i clicked! we started toking bout.. svc n everything yIIPIES! but he left aft bout few mins og chatting.. hee... okok.. back to chalet,they went cycling while i went blading.. urgh! kenneth is attach sia.. hee... not my business anymore.. i only heard some rubbish bout kenneth quick go! den i chao liaoz.. lolZ! ok.. met this cool guys dat are so... proven 'lightouse' guyZ! haha.. Luke, the tiny guy dat gotta squeese into ken's bed) kenneth (amelia's guy) adrian(CHC rawks) samuel..sharon(ken's gal), Rose(kenneth's sis) hee.. yeah we were back for bbq.. food was like mountain... tks to ken's father sia.. the food is nice esp chicken! thank God finally i ate a nice yummIE chicken.. den... jun jie n angie came.. as usual story begin frm tt 2 person.. LOL! den shaheeb zuraimi n alife came.. wif dat reallie ugly-lookin doll claimed to be brought by wawa.. lol! cos the shops were closed and theres nothing they could buy.. so here comes this disgusting middle-fingered naked doll... yuPZ!*THE GUYS* we went up to bathe n everything.. something eerie happen NXT!!! guess wHAT???
we went to the red-lighthouse!!! man.... there was this bee chang hiang bag hanging outside... its like a reallie scary sight.. why but hanging there? den some1 asked.. hey why is there the bag? we were like. errr... quick go! haha... the guys even dared us to go in to explore.. haha! come to think of tt time the camp fusion at least got david by my side.. this time round is one whole lot! so we are fine.. LOL! kenneth asked a funny qn... any1 got menses? LOL! amelia n i burst out luffing..den we went to chalet n slack... den took some pics wif amelia n frnds.... n hee... fun man! kenneth stupic tiKO! keep taking sia.. hahahRZ! ok.. den the guys went back home to bathe! ken was super smellY! LOL! he stinks like shiT! den we chat den guys came back n dats when the thunder started.. nxt day woke up the guys said we gals snored! LOL.. not me its sp.. i was beside her! LOL! crapz! so.. they left at 6+ i was alone =( nvm.. den packed n ken messed up the whole room n yuPS! we left i was nearly late for the last bus thank God the bus was late! yuPPies.. hahaR! k.. dats the end.. it was fun manz... it rawks they are ricH! haha! k... neway today is bernice's and swee swee's birthday! 2 gals whom i love love love them so much!!! yuPPIes!!!!! hee... HUggies HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED GALS!!!!! muacks muacks* service was power-packed pst ong was superb! testi was excellent today.. i jus love everthing.. heeZ* =D kZ.. tmr last paper gonna give my best shot! tC!!!! buAIZZZ

4:24 pm

*tsk tsk* knew i shouldn't feel discouraged but yet... can't help.. urGH~ frustrating siaZ.. itZ like when its smth i wane to share but yet i don't even know what to put it.. and everything turns out to be.. crapZ!!I just know what to say but i can express myself.. arh... i am not da kinda where i can give ppl solution even if i do, i dunnoe how to put it,, haiz! why sia...... its like a hurdle for me.. prayed for calmness b4 i shared but turns out smth which i myself cannot understand.. but i am happy dat at least i took a step of faith to share.. yupZ! *grInZ*

yuPPies, going chalet soon.. man.. they must be thinking i thought she's in da mindst of exams? why still? er...... well left with poa on monday.. i gonna bring my ten-yr series there later.. haha! yippies going to go wild wild wet but look at the weather! its not cool..... i hope its not gonna rain.. n the song goes.. rain rain go away.. haiz.. read mernie's bloggy interesting. she's always going out! lol..... n i am still stuck at home! merd must call me leh! i am a lacker now lol!

actually haven been blogging, but well... i dunoe how and why i just dont like ppl to know wad crapz i am thinking n going tru bout i mean nowadays, i feel its better to keep everything to myself unless theres a need to because words do hurt ppl.. so shut-up! n mind the words i say.. jus gotta be very careful with things i say... so yup.. beta dun say n better dun share..... urgh~!!!! weird stuff floats pass again.. haiz cant help... alrite! gotta go prepare le! tonight cannot eat too mch mus control else eeeeeeeeK! how many sit-ups timmY? loLZ gonna enjoy myself wif them tnight ... shaheeb,yassin,alif,ken,jun jie,wee chun,angie, ping pong, ting, zhu zhu yiPPIes!!!! gonna tan tan tan... but no sun sun sun... so NUTS i go.... ARGH!!!!!!

6:19 pm

wooo.... gonna have my eng N level tmr! i am rather excited than nervous.. Unsure of this funny feelings, hahaR! properly i just want everything to be over... and i am long awaiting for my korea trip... wooo... dec3 here i comes... hopefully can drop by hong kong for a crazy shopping.. shop till i drop!!! yehoo!!!

I knew today's sermon is gonna be another exciting one.. because i don't know why.. cos when i saw the pastor, i just remembered the other time he came it was such a powerful sermon, today he did something that our church seldom does, he started off by asking us to sings the song "thou art welcome.." chorus then ask the sisters to sings and then the brothers... i mean the atmosphere really change... and he's so humourous.. i was amazed when he knows all the intresting places Singapore has. He talked about the good friends and the bad friends in life. And once again i was reminded of all the friends that surrounds me and i ought to appreciate them.

Again, i was reprimanded forthe late thingy again. urGH~! i also don't want to de.. but really have imporved a lot compared to the past, i mean at times i do but don't have to keep reminding me right? haiz... kinda pissed anyway. Also, bro joseph thought us about doing good follow-up and yeah.. immediately when i reached home i call ong ling!! heeZ* Glad she's alright le..

OMG~ ms selina just called me and told me that instead of her meeting me tomorrow, it will be mr kenny!! Orh man~! dunoe shd i be happy or...... lolz... gosh~ nervous! butterlies flying about..
ok... now i gotta really go and study!!!! stress sia... *sweat* kz... adeious!

5:41 am