was messaging some awesome peepz last night.. till the fact i fell into my lalaland..
o wells, woke up on the wrong side of my bed! apparently, this long list of sms flooded in..
and all i go is.. Ohh no..! okays, anyways. i knew i had a UT waiting for me!

still, i dily daly, rock my old grandma's chair and went to school! with mummy's love. my sandwhich! anw, i saw this cute little classmate of suya running down the green patch field.. i then stood in awe! OH MAN! this cute little thing! we board the same train and MAN! i am hella slow!! I've got UT waiting for me and i am LATE LATE LATE!! capital "L"

n guess who i saw while walking to school?! HAHA!! SUYA! she's L too! n guess wad.. we look at each other! 4 more mins before the UT key expires!!! nnnnnnn... with our lappie, we RAN! the feeling is jus fantastic~!

HAHA! with jus.... 20 mins? i finished 3 qns plus la! and thank God i finished that chi-square question! MAN!! dat was the lesson i missed! and thank God i could do that question!

anw, culture results are out. My team-mates all had a B, and thats like the best grade for the day?! thank God. However, i still feel injustice for my classmates who got D and F. Seriously, they don't deserve it! I guess the teacher had some PMS? She literally screw us upside down! Anyway, i apologise to those other 2 teams who felt that we dont deserve a B, yes we did our last minute change at the defination part because at that point in time, we had to change! She stated that she was expecting something different from us! However, we did our part by really putting in effort. YEP. point proven! SO well, i am sorry if you think we should not deserve those Bs.

science lesson...DNA.. genes, chromosomes.. n some crap! it was interesting! n challenging!!

OOo btw, i downloaded real player, can someone tell me.. issit illegal??
i downloaded it just to watch those movie S sent me.......!

3 days...... of full-fast. awesome!!

9:14 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!
yep yep, i had a very family day today!

holiday for all of us!! got woken up by mum at 9am!!!
headdown grandma place for "TANG SUI" a.k.a tim sum session?
something liddat la.. den went down to cousin house to pass her my necklace..
had a nice time chatching up.

head home got ready to go swim. dad and sis came along..
saw yong zhen there.. as lifeguard.. hah! we commented on the "black sea"
man! unbearable sight! Gross out.

had a budget lunch.. for once we need to spend carefully! and we literally use every bit of the cents we have.
went home with 10 cents.. bcos dad didnt bring enough out! we had our mixed rice all kept at 2.30 per plate and just a can of 100 plus to be shared among 3 of us..
ahah!! so budget!! but nonetheless, it was great la!

went down to sing some birthday song, help around, chit chat again... ate some cake and head home again!!

den...... dinner again!! as usual at the same place.. the food as good just lacking my favourite ceral prawn. alan and qing yan both brought their girlfriend! MAN!! all attach liao laa!!
Guang jing also.. Shi Ying.. Bro.. who else? man!! now that we have 4 huge tables. we soon need another table for the girlfriends and boyfriends..!! n if my brunei uncle is back we need 6 tables!! awesome!!

hui min taught me something which i alll along didnt realise.. if u eat rice dun eat potato bcos its super starchy and its very diffcult to break down the carbohydrates.. However, if you eat potato you becomes very energetic!.. and this it explains why i am sooooo hyper! hyped up!! =))

yes, i have a huge family tree at both my mum n dad's side. mum has got 8 bros and 1 sister. she is the youngest.. n dat explains why the family tree is so so huge! =))

had such awesome night plus nice food.. tumbs up!

9:29 pm

HEY PEEPZ! puasa is finally over!!! rejoice!!

n i know you guys are so HAPPY! anyway, somehow somewhat i got so into this festive mood as well, R gave me cookies, my long lost neighbour too, i love her! then after school we went down to Ravinder's place for devapali dinner. It was awesome la! Chapati.. i tell you their culture is just so awesome! his house is like speckless. Very little things, super neat and.... the cookies are just awesome!!!

we ate chapati, chicken curry, mutton curry, rice, cucumber, fried chicken wing, n i dunoe wad else la.. seems foreign to me! haha! his bro has got this hot hot hot girl in his room! N mind you, we were so in awe at the sight of her. She got the figure, sexy and she's HOT la!

anyway, had a red packet from her mum. How nice issit... man! chinese new year you guys come ok? i jus need to clear up ALOT! LOL!! u guys know harr... heh!!! =)=)

12:39 am

I think everything is quite true...

>> > Chestnut Tree (the Honesty) -- of unusual>> > stature,>> > impressive,well-developed sense of justice, fun to>> > be around, a planner,>> > born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of>> > others feelings, hard>> > worker, sometimes acts>> > superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely>> > family oriented, very>> > loyal in love, physically fit.

wad say you? =)

9:29 am

Dear diary...

so many thoughts are running through my mind.
i have so many to do but with too little time.
i have so much i wish to do but with little capacity and intelligence.
seriously, i just hope to take a break. i hate this hectic life of mine.

It's truly hectic, its only you people who do not realise it.
But on the other hand, its really how one manages it right?

n yes, so many things up my sleeves..
its so many that i do not even want to think about it.
yes, i do enjoy my life, my hectic lifestyle, however at times it get so stressful that i don't know what to do and get so discouraged. oO well.. diary arrr diary..

had a little chat with horn sau, my new classmate that day. Told him about some stuff, he lifted my burrden, encouraged me with alot of verse and even the story of the footprints, grateful to friends like him that would be that angel flapping his wings and to stand in the gap when you truly need someone to be that listening ear.

Had a talk altogether with N163 together, and some discipleship here and there, it was sooo.. i feel so demoralized and heavy hearted when sis ping ying addressed the issue, deep down, i need to repent, so many just so many thoughts ran through me.. have i been the one making the difference? have i been the one breaking through? I promised that MM, when is it going to come to pass? Am i accountable to my leader..? the answer to all that is NO. i have been stagnant and living in my own world recently. but yes, i am stretching myself.. and hoping to do more.. no more complains, no more backening, no more complacency, i got to move ahead! lead the rest! Step out in faith, overcome that mountain that's in front of me, STEP OUT! MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!! argh!!

n i wanna sing.. CHANGE ME! I DUN WANNA BE THE SAME!

yes, a cry out from the broken soul.

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3:42 pm

HAppy Birtday Su ya! N happy belated birthday ZaraH!!

Many birthdays!!! n mine is coming!!! haha..

went to zarah's party last night, drank some absolute volka. HAHA!!! i cant hold liquor!
i was a little tipsy. my whole face were really red and i can feel that burning sensation.
haha. just collaspse in the train while on the way back. Woke up with a headache. haha!!
awesome.. class was fun today. i try to be quiet so that faci would think i am serious laa..
cos i realised last week i haven been making lots of noise and got a B for most. Sigh..

Ya neways, finally su ya's book is done. And i am so awesomely amazed by the artwork from garfield and Grace. Awesome thank you people!! it was great we celebrated in her class..

n oOOya, funny! JAS message me jus now!! haha!!! she told me happy birthday! i wanna laugh! its nov 20 for ur info.. OOooiii!! yarrr.. =)

1:27 pm

dear diary.

i am so excited. It's zarah's birthday celebration tmr!! her inivitation itself was so cool! dress to the theme! it's beach time! bikinis and boardshorts! awesome!!
can't resist it.. i bet its going to be fun!!more catching ups!

its. 12.52am and i need to rest...
goodnight my diary.
i love you.
keep those secrects to youself ok.
i trust that you never leak out anything.. =)
love ya diary!!

12:54 am

9:47 pm

Leaving apart those elements and principles that we have touch on last week. Let’s move on to the context first. Looking into what kind of styles there are in this world! There are varieties, a blend of the wealthy and the poor, the peace and wars and the entire upcoming change of the entire world. Awesome! The one word sums it all!

I apply it by being more observant of the surroundings just as how I observe an art, the amount of changes there are as the clock ticks. Thinking about how one would adapt or react to the change so quickly, at least to me in such a hectic country. I like challenges and I learn to overcome it as time goes by.

“Content” – The world is proven to be not flat. It is created for a purpose, it is unique and it has the ability to change time from one point to the other. It is awesome to see as a whole, some move on, some don’t. Some becomes wealthier and many don’t. Take North Korea and South Korea for example; just a border apart, one country, all you could see is famine, disaster and diseases. Just another border away, you see the richest town in the world, one of the fastest growing economies. Isn’t it interesting?

Look at the world, who is those wonderful audience? Those who watch people succeed in life and wish to be like them one day. From young, kids go to school and that’s for? The government wants them to be a “someone” one day, thus, they have to acquire some knowledge. Then as they grow up, enter workforce, many live life fighting and wants to be up there someday, and that’s again to be someone successful! The thing pass on and on.. from generation down generation, and it continues. Awesome! Now I see the history of the world. It spells “Success”.


OH CRAP! i actually wrote this piece of crap for my culture RJ. n mannn!!! i used pst kong's ananlogy, bcos it tod it was great! oweelll, wadeva, k sara sara, wadeva will be will be! She said balance! Hopefully she doesnt think its too long-winded AGAIN! i need my dinner now. cya folks!

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