selfish
Posted at Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Naturally, human beings are selfish people.
No matter how hard you try to be generous, deep down you still have a selfish-self.
Be it sharing of food, sharing of your ideas, sharing of your things..
people tend to think twice. I am sure everybody is guilty!
Owells, some thing just cant be shared.
There are some that are just saliva conscience and yeah, they feel uneasy when they share, this i can understand. Some are just afraid that the food that they bought are not enough for their own consumption. Some thinks that when they share their ideas, credits would not go to them. Some are just selfish and do not wants to share whatever they have due to whatever mindset they have. Maybe they just do not like the person so they just cannot be borthered to share their things with someone they dislike! Some only care for their selfish desire and needs and do not even think for the rest before coming out with a decision.
This i must say i am guilty of that because! We actually decide to go sentosa tomorrow in that split sec during class discussion. Yes, we are going and we are just so in the holiday mood. Oh well, yes to my selfish desire, i want to go there to relax and have fun! Especially we have tons and tons of people who are going, that would be PICTURE PERFECT!
However, We did not think of people like sunshine shawny, pasti, didi and many more who always go missing in class! And thus, to them tmr's lesson is a cannot-be-miss-thing. So yeah, to me. I feel bad. SO HOW? decision made. Selfish desire fulfilled. Sigh*
8:47 pm
Posted at Tuesday, January 30, 2007
DABORINGFAMILYTREE.
mah uncles, auntie, grandma n grandpa
the cousins n siblings
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n a cheers to da cousins!
my grandpa ;)
my grandma ;)
sis.dad.mum.me(bro's missing)
dad n me.
lastly, mum n me!
above is the family tree. n i thank God for every individual one of them.
everybody talks about how wonderful their mummy is.
my mummy is different. in fact very DIFFERENT.
hehehehe.
SHE BRINGS many funny thing home. once, an octopus.(believe me)
she freaks me out.
she pissed me off when i see another furniture at home.
she's a technician, superb workaholic, works 7 days a week.
she doesnt go shopping.
She went down the canal by my house just to retrieve a soccer ball.
She pour water on me when i refuses to wake up.
She doesnt do the chores.
She ...... n the list goes on.
SHEISMYSUPERWOMAN.MYROLEMODEL.MYSOURCER-ER.MIGHTYWOMAN.
10:00 am
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I have an AHLIANBRINGITONHAIRSTYLE NOW! SCARY! eww..! cant help but feel paranoid!
ANyway....... i have been getting very random remarks from my friend recently. like ermm.. things like.. EH U LIKE HIM ARH? not jus once, twice but so many times. man! n i am clueless how they came to that point of assuming tt i had some funny infatuation on tt particular someone. HAHA. even the attached BB officer. Like c'mon, I strictly do not have any cursh or infatuation on them! n stella, OH PLEASE. i seriously though u would know me better. LOL.. give me a break man! today was a loooooooon gn tiring day. I ought to deserve a break. A Loooong one. yeap! another long week! oweell. hope all is good. :)
12:05 am
Posted at Sunday, January 28, 2007
*sweet mix wif a lit bitterness.
grab this after service. Oowell.. Tsk tsk*
It was a drag outta my house today. God knows why.
Alarm rang so many times but i was just tOOoo tired and lazy to pick myself UP!
So.. anyway, thank God for wei wen! called and told me to wake up. cab down tgt wif aileen down expo. Ooo sigh. can i tell u, i am so dissapointed wif da Cg attendance, at the moment i really feel like breaking down. i mean c'mon! ARGH! it's 10am and i only see 3 pathethic souls. n dat includes me. yeah. i can sigh till the cows go home..
at times like this, can i still rejoice with the Lord?
anyway, forget bout dat. we managed to fill the entire row with people before worhsip starts. So thank God. I sorta predicted fellowship will be kinda pathethic since there are so few of us!
N yes, as predicted.. there was left with malcolm, yun ting and me! 3 of us.. we decided to go bugis for lunch.. managed to drag nicholas to join us! Well, it was good fellowship tho. we had like so many cranky jokes.. frm how naughty the little caijun used to be. and the RK house jokes.. n yada yada.. small group but it was great!
the guys left while yun ting n me headed down to SHOP! n it's WOO! happiness. HAHA! we bought da same TOP! haha from S&K tho.. but who cares! its nice..! so in tt shopping mood!!
As far as i remember, i haven bought a top after my trip back from bangkok. yeah, dat loong..
apart from the B i bought tt day. yeah, so today i had a super fruitful day. n i'll show ya the *YESHA* sign! so anyway.. proud to present...
simple n nice. bugis street! HAHA!
a simple black billabong board shorts. shant tell u the price.
else, some ppl will kill me.
checkered blouse added onto my rack.
n the lego ring for $2.50 haha. some rubbish toy i bought from bugis street.
*btw, i met shopping queen while i was walking ard. SCREAMS.. CHU LING! WAHAHA!
10:53 pm
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YES! IVP officially over. so no more intensive trainning in school..
actually it aint intensive la. I dun feel stretched.
HAHA. i am sure u'll ask me how we did?!
lol.. can i tell u RP didnt win any medal. how sad.
i think the best swimmer is *drumroll* ASHLEY! -blink blink-
he's just 2 pulls away. ARH! wasted! Fast sia!
Anyway, for our relay, lol.. let me tell u the good part la. we broke our personal record. 2 mins 45secs.
at least for jin and me. her personal best and mine. 36 and mine 41..
slow i know but still.. ah dun judge dun judge! :)
thank goodness it rain after the last event. Yeah. thank God.
my first competition and it feels great tho. LOL! tho we didnt win anything..
but still.. nice experience! so long as we do out very best?
WHO IS TO JUDGE? n bystanders who dares to judge..
c'mon la, if you can do better then us, jump down the pool and show it to us!
dun jus do the talk. yeah get it??
spend the entired half of the day waiting for a supposed to be rebonded hair.
SIGH! it was super cheap but super long.. in the end i didnt do. super pek chek!
dye n highlight instead. n WOE! free cabbie home. cos one of the auntie stays in jurong..
so mercs cab! SO AWESOME!!
12:08 am
Posted at Saturday, January 27, 2007
let's jus be very random.
random. random. random.
random. random. random.
i am feeling so high now. post-sydrome of competition tmr.
was watching sepet jus now. one word to describe "LAME"
skipped lesson today. simply bcos i was LAZEE.
towned wif mark. O well. "fruitful"
bought a bikini. "nice"
saw eeen's frnd. the gal wif the missing ribbon.She changed it into a butterfly..
Saw Mervyn and swenn at town. :)
Pissed off by the many task tt are yet to be done. *sigh*
supposed to meet aileen, but God knows why out time jus clash everytime.
egoiste gave up on me already. "WOW"
told mummy i have never had a chinese bf. she goes.. "UH"
Tell me about it.
12:06 am
APPLAUSE
Posted at Wednesday, January 24, 2007
competition is coming on sat and i am so so so so soo... EXCITED.
yeah. can u tell dat i am excited? it's like so scary.
indeed like what people say, "tai shang san fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong"
That 3 mins performance on the stage has got 10 years of hard work. behind it!
yes yes, it's like so scary! I jus learn my plunging.. and i jus wanna plunge a million times to perfect it! The feeling of standing on the plunging board is i must say scary.
I am so looking forward to seeing jasmine this week. Heard she took part in butterfly 100m?
MAn, dats pro. i cant even do butterfly can!!! yeah, so anyway, its not a nice feeling tho to see her standing beside me ready to plunge b'cos she has been my all time swimming-partner. She'll be the one tt tells me how terrible her trainning was.. How her coaches tekan her and the different ways to improve.. and not forgetting, the goggles she gave me, the TYR warehouse she told me about. yeah, she's just one swimming baby.
N no, i dun wanna compete wif her! cos she'll fly and i'll feel superb inferior. :)
N yes, trainning today was nice. Alvin Lee is encouraging! nice coach!!
kk, trainning tmr at 7AM! how exciting!!
10:07 pm
Posted at Tuesday, January 23, 2007
It has been another mood-swingy week.
Up and down i go. It's truly unhealthy.
However, well i guess that's how life is..
life would never be a bed of roses.
Anyway, i really think being a C is so difficult.
Times where by i look back and ask why am i doing all this?!
Why this why that?
What's the point!
This week's problem in school has allowed me to ask myself
many many questions.
I hate it when i have to remain calm and keep quiet in circumstances
when i am being bullied.
Especially in front of my fellow friends.
simply bcos i do not wish to make a big fuss out of it.
well, i must say i am very dissapointed in people like this.
Use chances like this to bully people.
How superficial n fake!
n this got me to come to the conclusion of..
HEY! DON'T TAKE PPL FORGRANTED!
*anyway, as the picture shows how one comforts the other in times of crisis. i jus wanna thank aileen for being tt sweet lit thing tt stand in the gap for me! :) love u to bits! my lit angel.
12:16 pm
Posted at Friday, January 19, 2007
MAXIE, MY AWSOME FRIEND!
love ya to bits!
9:26 pm
Posted at Thursday, January 18, 2007
SO happy! :) N so tragic! :(
let me tel u the happy thing.
After an emo day, i was lazing in front of my comp..
hiding in the room..
suddenly RING~ my phone beep!
Knowing that i have 2 melvin friend.. i tod it was melvin chia.. the guy whom i jus called..
anyway to cut the long story short, Melvin from my W24P called... n said something like..
eh we can go eat prata already! i was like wad toking u.. u coming cell group?!
den he say NONO! to india eat prata!! i was like.. WHAT! INDIA! u serious!!!
n he was like YES YES! go check ur mails! N YEAH! ran to ask dad..
he say OK! so yeah i am flying this march to INDIA! HEHE
n the not so happy thing is..
whatever happen has happen..
no point thinking over and over about it.
Will see how things go.. :) OOh man..
n regarding the class thingy. O well, HAix.
i've got no comments. whatever that is said is said in my RJ.
SO.. well, lets no care much.
just kinda vexed and frustrated with my busy lifestyle.
But YEah, everything gonna be good! i pray. :)
9:40 pm
cherish those around.
Posted at Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Yes, another real life example. and yes i feel sad.
Gladys messaged me to go visit RY on sat in the midst of open house..
i told her i cant as i got this tuition, moreover first lesson. Got to leave good impression
so.. i told her i'll visit him tmr. Who knows.. early in the morning at about 12+am.
Faith msged us, he went home with the Lord. i could not sleep for tt night. It was just so saddening. Imagine missing the presence. N da fact tt he's so young! It's just so difficult to accept it. So anyway the next day, we went for the wake. I was really holding back those tears.
So, all i can conclude is... take care of your body and cherish those around.. yeah! :)
Sch open house! How boring can it be! But.. i kinda like certain part. Very creative!like it! Love it! but still.. so open house oso mean i got 1 day off from sch! so it was a stoning day. met up wif max, went to swim, went for tredding and to her plc n supper over at bukit timah! yum yum! awesome!!! a must go! yeap dats about it! open house again tmr!! am expecting many friends to come visit tmr! yea..
it's awesome to be loved. :)
12:43 am
Posted at Tuesday, January 09, 2007
BE MORE ISSUE-ORIENTED! NOT TASK-ORIENTED!
n yada yada.. ms sumathi exclaimed.
man... the prob itself is soo.. boring!
ahh...! haha. i think i sprain my TUMB.
n dats so awesome! i question myself how i did it..
might have done a tumb spin while i was dreaming..
or maybe... i was sucking my finger like a little gal when i was asleep!
anyway, i had a intense trainning yesterday.
i legs almost gave way. I literally felt like my leg was gone. total numbness.
it was sprinting for 6 times. SO everytime after 50m you get to rest 1 min.
den again.. u sprint. TT nus gary is wad i call.. "mo gui jiao lian"- monster coach.
n yes, it was an intense trainning.
today is a longgggg........ day.
and tyredddddd one.
coaching later! yEA
8:59 am
Posted at Monday, January 08, 2007
alrite, its so so so late now.
but i am going to cut it short.
i was kinda blur + tired + burrden + stress + excited + YAY!
yep, so many mixed feelings. It started off with stress i guess.. + tiredness
I really ought to learn how to release my stress.
I tend to take things kinda of personal at times.
Service.. and was kinda burrrrden.. MAN.. are the friends coming?
Melvin is not coming! Melissa woke up already? Yun XIN how?! Mervyn's friend.. how?
can jacky get mervyn? and.. i got to rush my breakfast! in tt 15 mins!!
2 pieces of prata tgt wif dad. he had his kopi..
aileen dad came to pick me up. Thank God man.
Soo.. knowing that Timothy is leaving.
I really cant bear to see him go la..
It's like he's really DE MAN!
i shall talk on him more next time.
Off to changi for.. mary brown. CRAP! its 7.50 for a 2 piece meal.
mary brown is truly tumbs down!
anyway, thats when the "YAY" part came into place..
some random guy "KELVIN" called. n while still complaining over tt mary brown's chicken
i pick up the phone. He introduced and said tt he was from swimmotion.. i was like. wads tt sounds farmiliar! HAHA.. n so the conversation go on.. n YAYA! i got an assignment! I got 2 students! So coaching starts on tues. However, the money aint coming to me yet! They will be absorbing 6 lessons from me first. SIGH.. sacrfice! but nonetheless, i am so so so EXCITED!!!
n dats my YAY part of the day!
had a mini meeting together wif tim, glad and faith!
MAN.. i can only feel even more.. stress plus excited. Well. mixed feelings..
so anyway settle many admin stuff and head down to meet up with the rest for strikeforce trainning.. i was kinda overjoy to meet up with them u know why!! COS I haven seen them for some long long time.. ! so yeah, today was a fruitful session over at joo chiat.
wanton mee with esther, alvin and.. ru yuan. HAH. It was nice fellowshipping la.. :)
HOME and yAY!
den my phone BEEP! n it was JIN. asking if we wants to take individual events for tmr.. i was like.. HMMM.. but IVP! its gonna be tough! but no harm man. so excited. trainnings start TOMORROW! stamina stamina stamina!
OH yar, i forgot my blur part...
ahhh.. okay forget it, i was jus.. put it into simple terms.
BLUR COCK! :(
anyway. yay. i cant wait suppering wif lee eng hui n cousin!!
updates again!
12:03 am
Posted at Thursday, January 04, 2007
Eww.. i detest the sight of rain because...
1. It gets my footwear all wet and gross.
2. I hate to bring an extra item out; the umbrella!
3. My appointment would either be cancelled or i would drag my feet out of my house
4. I would have to miss certain activity that i have always been dying to go
5. Sports woud be cancelled. Esp swimming and jogging.
6. All my footwear do have any grips n dat includes my converse shoe. God knows why.
7. I get irritated when my friend start whinning about their hair getting messy and their clothes getting wet.
8. I have to walk a long route in order to reach home and at the stil gets wet at the same time.
9. Outdoor games and BBQs would be a headache.
10. It gets really cold and terrible when you do not have a jacket around.
BUT..... at many a times i still like it when it rains because...
1. It's so nice to fall asleep (AWESOME!)
2. Another extra reason for me to stay at home
3. It feels great when you can walk under the rain enjoying the drops on your head.
4. Teaches me to be discipline; that umbrella thingy.
5. That's when you see kind souls that would ask you if you want to share the umbrella with them.
6. The fun that we'll have under the shelter
6:19 pm
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a lit colaboration picture..
2 teams.
finally a class picture after so long.. yeah!
n super candid! hee hee..
lol.. cannot help but to laugh at yan hui. LOL!!
he's always standing at one corner when he's taking a group picture!
so funny.
W24P yeah!
11:00 am
Posted at Wednesday, January 03, 2007
THE IN THING!
TAT SING CLAIMS TO BE THE "IN" SLIP ON.
It was a late later late morning! And for once, i ran to the station. HAHA! cos i was super late. Usually i left home latest by 745 but today i woke up at 745! i was supper late. I had a paper!! wanted to take a cab but...... i dun think i can la! I blame myself for not sleeping early last night.
So i came out without my swimsuit!
SO NO SWIMMING FOR ME!It was so much of updating, just after the paper i was engross in vernice's bangkok SCANDALOUS pictures, haha. den followed by a distribution of food from my classmates who went overseas during the holidays and including my faci who just return from turkey.
SO...... it was nice catching up. We head down foodheaven altogether and we had a great time laughing. Sunshine shawny is just so FUNNY! so much of lame jokes and all! XIANG LONG SHI BAH ZHANG. MAN, everybody burst out in luffter!N his slippers! like OMG! claims to be the lastestfashion in singapore, we should all dumb out brikenstock! den followed by being pushed into the guys toilet when i tag along with them. Madness.
indeed today is so fun! n the topic is interesting! DISASTER!!
weee.... off to movie together with SOME lepak khakis!! :)
1:19 pm
school reopens TOMORROW!
Posted at Tuesday, January 02, 2007
SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW!
Well... i am already counting to my next holiday. hah!
its.. 5 weeks to my next holiday.. so no worries. time flies!!
off to swim again tmr. yeah so excited la!
n i am gonna see my friends back again!!!
espescially my lepak khakis! i wanna hug them can! haha!!
had a fruitful lunch altogether with my cg helpers.
shared many things.. including our goals.. so funny..
get attach?! man.. we shall see la...
followed by gg east coast for a jog
after the steamboat yesterday.
man, cannot afford to eat n eat n eat la..
needa excercise!! so, was jogging with aileen..
we rest a little over at the cable 360degree to watch the pro surf.
man, jus feel like jumping in also la..
see, holidays so long.. yet look back, eh like not very fruitful leh!
den guess who i saw..... ahhh...
shall update hidhir tomorrow man!! haha..
lalala, getting ready to pack my bag..
well, no need to iron my uniform, wash my white shoes..
haha!! those were the days.. but well currently i feel like i am back to those days!
a need to sleep early make sure i wake up on time.
make sure i already have my breakfast for tomorrow ready...
making sure i have in mind what to wear for tomorrow and all!!
random thoughts.. EH, ever wonder why students start lesson so early? well.. dats bcos the parents can settle the stuff for them, send them to school and then head down to work! yeah, dats why........! Then poly, old enough to wake up overself and head down to school!
wee.. tmr got UT, off to study man!
BYE PEEPZ! enjoy your new year ahead!!
i seriously believe it's gonna be a tough but a good year yet!!
:):):)
10:11 pm
Posted at Monday, January 01, 2007
11:58 am
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11:50 am
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It's a start of something new!!
A brand new year! 2007...
forget about the past mistakes..
the past set-backs.. move on!
This year would be a better one.
Although times whereby you need to stretch
Times whereby things just look so impossible..
the grass is greener over the other side.
A tough year ahead.
O well, through it all.
I'll survive.
B'cos my God is almightly.
This is the day that the Lord has made, i'll rejoice and be glad in it!
11:41 am
my grandpa ;)
my grandma ;)
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a lit colaboration picture..
finally a class picture after so long.. yeah!
THE IN THING!
TAT SING CLAIMS TO BE THE "IN" SLIP ON.
