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yup yup! really chim name.. thaidious, zavious, zack, nan xuan, xuan zhao, man yun, only common ones is vanessa, benjamin and nicholas.. i mean woe.. nowadays they really come up with super chim ang moh name.. LOL! which is very amazing!! anyway, exciting thing today is the food at my aunty house was WOE!! SUPER NICE!! the curry chicken is OMG! SUPERB.. i asked her to go open this "za cai" shop.. selling fixed vegetables.. they said yeah of cos will sell.. but my mama see those uncle that seems to be working in construction site.. she sure give alot wane.. so at the end of the day.. she wil still make a lost.. hah! so queue up for teban best curry.. it's simply awesome..! anyway, i missed the trip to ainsly house simply bcos of the irresistable lunch.. LOL! supposed to head down to serangoon fong mama house.. but ended up.. the rest of my relatives are coming to my house.. moreover its the cute little ones! so.. yeah.. i heck i went to meet maxie.. went her aunty place.. hahaha! i felt rather weird.. haha! but overall its ok.. den i headed down to vanessa place.. they had the "wu si wu long" i was truly amazed by the lion heads.. not just two.. not just three.. BUT FIVE!! MAN!! lol.. tho the condor is a little conjested they still managed to squeese in 5! seriously.. i wonder how much they spend each year.. had so much fun wif the kiddddds today.. they came my house.. check out my everything was so amazed when they saw nicholas on my wallpaper.. he said "AYE.. HOW COME MY FACE IS THERE!!" haha! so cute.. promised them their toy cars.. heh..! =D more to come tmr..!

130pm.. meeting the toys r us friends.. to aunty anna house for steamboat
230pm.. meeting my sec school friends heading to hui zhen's house..
330pm.. someone elses house..
430pm.. some one else house..
530pm.. someone else house...
630pm.. try to make it for strikeforce dinner.. (unofficial)
730om.. chingay pract!
...11pm.. balak kapong!
12pm.. reach home. SLEEP!

next day.. WORK!! (argh! -.-")

12:16 am

i've come to realised how people spend their chi new yr..

well, of course the very common ones are.. or rather.. they OUGHT TO...
go bai nian la!waer your new yr clothes den go collect ang pao.. chit-chat.. not gossip tho.. talkabout job.. talk about bf/gf.. talk about food.. arhh.. literally anything under the roof la.. yar these are the essentials thingy we do while we go bai nian!! CATCHING UP!! VISTING yea..

k, gambling, feasting, steam-boatING, watch TV, steal food, finish ppl's ferrero rocher, laughing at their silly photos.. playing with the young kids.. finding a small corner to bio at how much ang pao money that kiam siap auntie gave u, slacking, reading of their magazinez, wow-ing at their beautiful house..their cool necklace, their very nice ear-rings, hairstyles, clothings.. etc.. playing with their dogs..travelling from house to house.. yayay wadeva..

it's definately fun doing all this la.. anyway i didnt get to do any 'lou hei' this yr.. sianz leh!! I WANEE!!! anyone? haha.. n i haven been to any steamboat!! i want to!! n.. i haven been to chinatown.. i want to!! ya wadeva.. if i have the time la!!

called up benjamine, yin yin, felicia, max, auntie anna, lay peng and andrew.. n i found out smth amazing la.. kk yin yin, max, auntie anna and andrew is normal human being.. they go visiting.. felicia and lay peng goes to work.. some workholics man!! GUESS WAD MR BENNO WILL DO.. MAN!!! HE TOLD ME HE IS GOIN FISHING!!! HELLO!! fishing during new yr!! LOL!!! I AM VERY AMAZED!! looking forward to steamboat at aunty anna houseee!!! wooOtx!!

haf got many plans.. go ainsly house bai nian? follow by shaun's house? haha! den auntie kim fong house? else.. i'll stick to mummy and go my auntie house.. tho quite boring.. but the gambling table is always very fun wane la.. i dun gamble.. i jus help my uncle see his card.. cos he always believe i give him luck!! haha!! i help mummy play today! she won $12!! haha.. ya la... it's always fun hanging out wif diff people.. kk, today's ang pao money not bad la.. haha!! like wad shawn said: IN AN ANG PAO, IT's THE CONTENT THAT's IMPORTANT NOT THE QUANTITY!! lol.. VERY TRUE!! the more you have inside the ang pao, the merrier it'll BE!! =D

anyway, i am so jealous!!! my bro went to his gf house.. he got a BIG ANG PAO!! $100 OK!! i also wane leh!! haha.. i am 100 lesser than him NOW!! wootz, anyway, i love sitting at my bro's bike.. he chiong wane lor!! i feel very havoc when he drives.. it's like.. WOOTX MADNESS!! can i have a bf who drives bike....? PLEASE.. =p

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HELLO!!! IT'S NEW YEAR!!! i cant help but to get really exciteddd!!!
was really captivated by what pastor kong says.. really be the light that shines..
hee.. anyway.. jus now i had my tuan yuan fan!! woe woe woe.. it was great! obviously the food is tapai.. SAMEE!! mostly meat which is SUPER SIANZ!! so mummy came out with this idea of breaking tru.. eh.. how bout potato salad and shark fins? haha!! and so we did it!! my first attempt to making of the potato salad was a success!!! it was nice!! =D

well.. after squeesing in that tiny min table.. mind u, my family is BIG!! 8 uncles, 1 auntie plus mum is 10 althogether!! so all in all.. it's 10 familes + grandma and grandpa getting togteher squessing in a house leh!! so.. yup seperated into 3 tables.. squeese our way tru the food.. LOL! afterwhich we proceed to our usual sofa area which is to actually watch TV!! my cousins are simply TV-holics... never leave the TV!! so anyway, i fell asleep la.. did i drool? LOL!! yarrr.. supposed to go chinatown but man.. thinking about the crowd.. the transport and all!! da only word is SIANZZZ!!! tho i loves crowd.. hee!=) yar.. wadeva issit.. I AM SO SO SO EXCITED FOR NEW YR!!! but i jus got breakoutsss!!! hahaha!! my cousins( DA GUYSSS!!!) were commenting!! HEY, pls drink more waterrrr!!! hahaha.. wadeva.. tmr use concealer.. wadeva tt can cover COVER!!! hee!!! lalalalala~ ang pao here i come.. n........ my people my poeple... i'm gonna shine this yr!!

10:37 pm

messed up account department...
haiyoh!!! thank God for my very rich company..
really rich.. felt like a grown-up working at tt kinda of environment..
bearing some huge responsibility, being the super careful rachel aint easy..
anyway i did some mistakes.. or shd i say MANY!! not sure if they want me to stay any longer! haha.. well.. its a matter of time.. moreover i kept taking off plus i cant stay OT.. so not of much help to them either.. haha.. but still, hey i am rushing many payment vouchers.. errr... so we get to see what the company pays for.. and we touch our own pay oso! can u imagine? haha!
each of us got our box of mandrain orange.. kua zhang right?
awaiting my ang pao!!! hahaha!! lets pray tt this very rich company will give a big ang pao! haha!
kk,,, i needa start doing my DA SAO CHU!! i dunnoe where to start frm siaaa!!

nvm, anyone wants to lend a helping hand? haa...
i m working hard to go......... TAIWAN!!

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the days are tiring..
the things you desire is not coming to pass..
the problems kept appearing one after another..
the fruits aint staying..
the mountain is piling up..
your destination seems so far..
you're not doing it for money or for fame..
you gave your precious time up for somthing that's worth it..
the times you got to reach home very late and all you get is scoulding from parents..
the one who reaches the earliest and leave the lastest..


yar.. ever wonder what who goes through all these toughest time..
it's none other than all thses wonderful leaders..
who recognises those hardwork.. every sweat they put in..
every problems they try to help.. every time when you're in trouble..
the ones who appear like the angels spreading theirs wings..
the unconditional love they pour for you..
the seats they book for you everyweek..
the many thousands phone calls they call you..
the visitation they make when you are having exams..
the effort they take to call you to pray when you are sick..

yes.. these are the faithful leaders of City Harvest Church..
woe.. ever wondered why are they doing these? yes many a time i did wonder...
i mean its sacrifice.. a BIG one.. for whose sake? well..
it's not doing us a favour.. they dont get paid for being nice souls..
they are just being obedient to God's calling.. no doubt whatsoever..
it's truly not easy to climb to a leader's position..
been tru valley, heaps and heaps of obstacles..
yes, they been through all that.. really strong!! GIANT!
stronger than their physical being.

so hereby i just want to say a thank you to the wonderful leaders who once was there for me.. who once encouraged me, pulled me through those dark valleys.. =D

when i first came in.. sis yvonne guided me.. eh celebrated my first bdae.. i was way way silly during those days.. i expected church people to be very nice people.. so being a small gal.. they will buy me presants!! so guess wad.. i brought many many plastic bags so tt i can bring those presants back home w/o using my bare hands.. LOL.. it ended up to be just a notebook.. i nearly cried.. LOL.. those were the days.. yes.. anyway, sis yvonne stopped me from the "bu zi dao" bad habit that i always say.. yupz, the times whereby she passed me those lippon tea bag.. eh cards.. eh.. or should i say "goodie bag" during my PSLE! haha.. centuries..

soon.. the CG grew we multiplied.. i went on to sis belinda's CG.. i must say she's awesomely faithful.. she's a giant deep inside.. she does things that totally amazes us.. yup yup! tumbs up!

den.. we merge with Jane's CG back to the w20 that we used to be in.. due to some problems that the CG was facing.. yup.. jane is so strong.. yes her words hurts me everytime she preach! haha..

n yes.. tributes to bro eddy, sis veron, bro eric, bro victor, sis shirren, sis hui xuan.. n many many more.. dis was during my time in pastor yock kiang's zone..

slowly we moved on from glory to glory.. we came into BRO EDMUND'S TAY ZONE!!
woe.. way too cool!! it was really a homely feeling.. everyone knows everyone.. the youth espescially.. i was still in sis belinda CG den.. soon it passed down to bro edmund tay.. he's a solid suanner!! haha! i can always rmb the joke how bro tay suan sis belinda.. da graps joke.. yeah.. den bro ed tan.. bro joe.. and now... sis su ting!! i must say.. she's one dat truly cares for her members.. their needs.. tho on the surface she seems like she dont care.. but deep down.. she wants to know.. if you dont tell her.. she'll find means to dig out.. yes!! i rmb once.. i was really dry dry dry.. to the bottom of the pit.. she pulled me back.. althought i plug out my telephone plug.. she still called like no body buisness.. she's constanly on the move.. pouring out unconditional love to her members.. i mean.. she's simply aWeSOME!! =D

not forgetting those leaders that impacted my life: SIS JERB ( I LOVE U!) , bro Jared( always TELLING ME: YAO ZHEN QI!") , SIS JIAHUI (superb encourager) , Bro Edmund TAY( thankew for those suanning.. haha!!) SIS ming hui (u go gal!!) SIS MICHELE (aww.. always very love by her) SIS jin lian (i love telling her my probs) SIS amber (chit-chat khaki.. never fails to brighten up ur day wif her smile & her kids.. =p) Bro edmund Tan & bro JOSEPH!!

c'mon.. let's give the leaders a round of applause!!!

12:22 am

tribute to Grace for this self-created skin! Aww~! thanks a billion! lets lunch tgt soon!! my turn to treat u!!! =)

my day is boring.. wad more to say about my office job?LOL!! like wad benn msn nick says: STRESSED UP ACCOUNT DEPT lol.. funny la.. morning his nick was morning blues.. den when everyone gets busy.. all get super stress and i will be super helpless.. lol.. like i say.. the very stress up dept is truly very stress! low in funds.. benn ask me den will we get our pay? LOL. yeah, lay swee my "boss" she's a superb busy lady... so when its peak hours she is super busy and i am super free.. basically its dealing wif many many debts.. lots of funny thing la.. really interesting to be working in such an adult environment... they work so hard but we seems to be like the kiasu peepz. 530 we start msn-ing each other!! HEY TIME TO KNOCK OFF! lets go.. LOL!! its really the crazy stuff dat we do dat makes working tgt so fun.. lol!! oh something interesting happened today.. there was a launching of a batch.. ive simply no idea what issit.. anyway.. it was quite a rare sight la.. this batch is supposed to be pulled by a "tug". Again, something dat i dunoe wad issit.. but anyway, its really shiok la.. we get paid to see such a ceremony! LOL! OT-ed today.. n i realised its $9 an hour! wOO~ hail to the king! tmr is another boring day!! haha!

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31 jan, eileen's bdae. ok, someone remind me please thankew.

happily fishing once again yesterday while working and once again the big boss walked in. man.. sianz half. always come in at the wrong time.. did one hr of OT while waiting for dad. woe.. they are just ignorant about how many OTs u do.. which is something good la!! cos OT is 1.5 times more!! yeah.. so anyway, dad came to pick me up after work, we headed down bugis.. walk till we drop. and yes i met with this shop assistant who totally pissed me off.. of cos.. i told her off.. man, i felt a sense of satisfaction after i scoulded her. she just need proper training. it was my first time scoulding some1 wif bad attitude tho. prob seriously you should go do some job dealing wif service line before you understand how exactly i felt. yup! shant go into details. anyway.. i cant wait for new year!!! WOOTX! but one sad thing is.. i dont think i can go bai nian on the weekdays la.. cos.. i need to work. sad la!! unless they are nice to release us..

anyway, i am loving my workplace peepz la, they are simply errrrm "nice" maybe i dunoe yet but.. bcos they are really grown-ups, no gossips were heard.. hui xian is frm chc, benn is from NCC, the gal beside me.. sherly is always busy using msn on her comp. aunty lay swee is simply too busy to even rest, she's a very nice laddee.. loving mum.. den.. li zhen.. sweet lit gal.. my supervisor.. Jason, supposed to be fierce.. but i dont think so leh.. that day i commented: "HE LOOKS LIKE A DOCTOR LEH" they laugh.. seriously next time if i have a chance i'll take his pic.. LOL.. nice nice guy.. the guy inside mr soh i supposed.. oso nice always smile smile.. big boss always see me fish.. he oso nv say much.. ok la.. basically nice working environment apart from those "best-friends" (a.k.a bangalah) of mine.

service was good.. tho i dozzzed off once again.. i am just very deprive of sleep!! urgh!! i need to rest and sleep well.. all those accumulated hours.. pst kong is always woo la la! BS msg was relatively long.. i was more awake.. hui shan nudge me twice.. i told her to pinch me and she really did.. thank God for her sweets.. lol.. in de end she oso cannot take it.. it was my turn to pinch her.. lol.. long day.. but fruitful one.. headed down to changi to celebrate sis jin lian's bdae.. haha so sweet of her CGM lor.. esp the card i must say.. it's so.............. NICEE! ravi seriously has got his hidden talents! yup yup, headed home.. and i still didnt have the time to sleep cos mummy is baking her cookies and i need to help! so.. being a nice gal i woke up about 10.. and tadar.. i am ready to hit the sack NOW!! GOD give me strength.. give me wisdom, Favour of GOD! =D

there's no stagnation! It's either you move on, else you are backsliding..

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i am begginning to love my job. tho, its really a super boring office job..
but.. the pay is considered good plusss... dad will send me there and back home provided there's no OT for me. if not, i can hop onto ben's mum car back home.. *shiok*haha! lunch is free.. plussss... wad else do i need to pay for?? so overall, lots of freedom tho, i can use msn and surf while workingggg!!! so shiok!! but.. dats provided i've got nothing to do.. ok, first day of work.. i was late! took 99 to clementi, took a cab, man.. i was so worried.. the queue wassss really long! anyway, i reach the place about 850 or so.. saw the environment and was abit traumatized. it was "WULU" there were lots of bangalah, the moment i step into the office, all eyes were on me. seriously, i wasssssssss SHOCK!! k then my colleagues added... HEY! why on earth are you under a contract?! i am only told to do for 1 month! and.. no signing of contract wadsoever!! anyway, there's one guy who came in like 4 mins b4 me.. is also a "newcomer" like me! haha, we actually "fished" together when the BIG BOSS CAME IN! LOL!! i must say the company is RICH!!! judging from the amount tts stated on those invoices.. woe.. i seriously cant accept the fact that i am actually doing such thing.. ever seen me dressing up like an office lady? haha it's weird.. buttt... ya i need to!! oh yea.. we are expected to do OT!! so.. ya.. am looking forward to my pay! LOL!! it's really cool working @ "KIM HENG MARINE & OILFIELD PTE LTD" LOL!! I felt so akward when i have to say... HI, calling from kim heng! LOL!! it's so.... u knowww!! kim heng.. my best friend!! =D

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