I came across this quote on the move.
Before borrowing money from a friend, decide which you need more.

woo hoo, strong and powerful.
anyway, Jupz production is bad!!!!
I work for them once for an event at Mossimo Dutti during the June season, supposed to pay 4 months later that is around Dec'08. But till today, i have yet to recieve anything. Everytime i call and ask for it, they will procrastinate. This is really getting on my nerve, this person by the name of Ju Ping who claims to be the boss, told me she transferred the money to me but i recieve nothing. With this, she tried to shut me down. ANGRY!!!

I am going down to find her one day and ask her to show me the receipt. So irritating!!!

10:49 pm

Mighty to Save.

Awesome, i love Michael W. Smith.
savior he can move the mountains...

this few days has been pract at Joo Chiat for mini-emerge.
Busy yes, super. especially after the long and tiring Pst Mike meetings.
I really love laughing. :) Indeed he's the joy of my life.
It's really laughing uncontrollable till my stomach ache...

Anyway, NEO is gg back south Africa after SOT.
so shock!! Sat in his Mercz, and we head back west. Thank God.

I am ready for more tmr. casting out of demons? Woo, this is really getting exciting.

12:17 am

I LOVE PST MIKE.
everytime he comes, i do not scream i laugh my heart out.
n i feel so good after that. Laugh and laugh and laugh.
hehehehe!

10:13 pm

In case you are not aware, that only HOPE is gone.

I need a break, a long break to think about lots of stuff.
my path. what's next. I feel dejected, lost and upset definately.
I work so hard but why, why, why?

God told Paul he would eventually go to ROME, he went through so much before he landed there. Eventually he did, but he went there in chains, to the prison in ROME. :)

I will of course get it but it's just how i work my way around it. My path is always so tough, i do not know why. It will always take double or tripler the effort as compared to others before i get to my destination. Okay, enough of complain. I move on.

I move on. :)

9:33 pm

The children are the most innocent when it comes to divorce.
Every other week i go over to their place for coaching. It has been some time i visited their place for lunch. The little ones always seem so happy. Vanessa seems to be wanting to tell me something but yet a little reserve about whats happening. I am definately upset to hear about all this very sad news. The couple, the business man are going to go on a law-suit, a divorce, yet another disfunctional broken marriage. Very very sad.

Everything back to square 1. It's really dramatic. Business has stop for them. the mum is hurt she is very hurt, she was being chased out from home, maid was told to lock the door so that madam do not come back. She has hired a detective, paying him @ $200 an hour, to check out his where-abouts. He has been with the foxy-fox for 2 years.

Business has been bad for them. I just hope to be there for them, my little ones, a hug, an sms, anything. Honestly, i know how affected they are but i am in no position to come and interfere.

10:04 pm

So what if the food that were once that very yummy were placed in front of you?
Dad bought durian and mum cooked curry chicken. But i don't feel a bit HAPPY AT ALL.

1. I want him to pay up for his BILLS. settle it once and for all.
2. I want JUSCO to pay me my money for the work.
3. I want SMU to send me the application result.

waiting for it day and night is just irritating. They are keeping us in suspense!
In that interview of 8, everyone else was from JCs and 1 Poly grad i am.
There was one girl from NUS, who is already in NUS school of econs. According to her, she got accepted but she has no intention of entering! I mean come on man, why in the first place did she come and apply?

why is there such people? I asked her why did you come for the interview then in the first place? She dare not answer me. WAH. sick!

1:42 pm

I have been a bit more daring this few weeks.
Venturing out on that vehicle more often.
I knew i needed some form of boldness to take the step to step on the accelerator.
It has been good so far! Narrow multi-storey car-park i have overcome.
It's no longer that scary. Just need to be a little wee bit careful.

The weekend is officially over and I am happy i caught up with lots of things.
Truout the week i was just feeling so lousy. Unable to cope with the pace of life and i was constantly playing catch up. Today is MAMA day, haha my mum whip up a good and shiok curry, i mean i wanteed to cook something nice for her but i was just lazy plus i do not know how to cook a nice dish. hahaha!!! So yup, celebration for Mother's Day was done in church and i believe she is deeply moved by the drama. :))

I work in an environment with lots of guys. Or rather, i am left to be the only lady amidst the swimming instructors. I realised i was the only one going to the ladies to wash up.
Yvonne has left to camelot for attachment. Panda is hardly around. With a whole lot of guys, what more can u expect than the many dirty jokes. I am so hoping that we can all go for a dive trip very soon. LIM ZHI WANG please save up!! :))

okay, i am off and i'm a happy girl! :))
b'cos we talked.

12:43 am

Good. and i'm loving it.
Everyday is waking up in the OH, CANNOT BE LATE, time to rush for bus.
The buses have a fix timing so if i miss it, i will have to wait long long.

Honestly, it's not about how much head-knowledge you get out of it.
But rather the closeness and the experience you get out of it.
I have never felt this close with Him before.
When you say rely on His strength, it is really about 100% Him and 0% of your strength.
This few days we had prophesing, healing and many more fun activities conducted by Pst Ming.
He's really one all time funny man and i love his preaching. It's so funny, funnyX100

The banana joke is classic.
super funny, using banana to book seats.
Honestly, i also want to sit in front, I want to be up-close and personal.

I am glad i am glad i am glad.
Today is Friday and i can finally catch up on the books and BR program.
:))

Oh by the way, when i say rely 100%, honestly, i was close to tears yesterday when i was lost in CCK. I was so afraid that i would be caught in the jam and i hate to be late for lessons. It's just too unprofessional! Well, so i was rounding the CCK estate in search for the swimming complex. I was devastated, i was thinking of calling my dad to rescue me out, or making use of tt GPRS in my phone but.... i realised i did not bring both my wallet and my HP out!

Then i came to a point whereby i know i am far off. Bukit Gombak MRT? So i tried to go into the small lanes so that i can find a place to do my 3 point turn. Well the clock struck 8pm and i know i am late, this time round i was totally reliant on HIM whatever my heart prompts me to do. I did it.

To cut the long story short, I finally reach the place. It is definately an incident worth remembering. I came from the opposite direction and i am delighted i found it.

So, the cashless Rachel went around asking for cash by exchanging my car-park coupon with cold hard cash to enter the pool. I was made rich after an hour of coaching. Praise The Lord.
hahahaha!!! It was really a bad day but it is really times like tt i relied totally on Him and be obedient to the prompting.

I am so ready for more. I am loving it. Seeking and Enjoying the presence. :))

12:39 am

10:35 pm

Argh, blood boil. Change of students again.
This time round to a bunch of babies.
Honestly i hate it when i am so comfortable with this kids already after adapting with them for some time. Protest ah. Why is it when there's an instructor that leave, they did not find a replacement for this person? Argh, so irresponsible(not her fault but why co. nv do anything?) so irritating!

I am highly irritable now. Rahhhhh...

9:05 pm

Thank God for a supportive family.
Although we are very much "asians" who find it hard to express our love for one another.
We never do hug, kiss. Maybe when we were younger, but not any more.

I would never need to worry about going hungry because i know my parents would provide.
My dad would chauffeur me around for CGs, Swimming lessons, school, bring me shopping.
I do not have to worry during my birthdays because they would always remember to get me a cake every year.

I feel very protected and i know that if i fall, i would have someone to fall back on.
I am thankful, i really am.
My next step would be getting them to spend that eternal life with me.

:):):)

11:55 pm