Colorful World.

Posted at Sunday, January 27, 2008

i found this super lame ad. GOVERNMENT HEALTH AWARENESS. Don't swallow gums if not, when you fart, you will look like this. wah fainted. Anyway, Man today's svc was great! Pst AR Bernard. awesome. well, I am truly impress by some things so people do. well well well. perhaps we should all ponder on some weird behaviours we have. Great PM today. presence of God on the stage was woo~ powerful. Church-planters.. Jurong is going to grow. I remember when svc at hollywood was shifted to Jurong, revival from fuhua spark off. I pray for the same spirit to come forth this time round. But, give me some time.. for the time being, i will still be stuck at expo, hahaha will find Gladys and sit with her every week!!! i miss u woman! This yr is going to be a better yr! 2008. haven had the chance to sit down and pen down my thoughts. But here is it:

10 things i want to do this year:

1. Be committed in strikeforce and take part in my first ever gig.

2. Get my advance open water diving so i can venture to phuket to dive.

3. Fly to Switzerland with Jocelyn.

4. Get the Official Swimming Instructor cert. (Get over and done with)

5. Get serious with my school work and get a GPA of 3.5

6. Win a medal for RP during our lifesaving competitions. (HAHAHAHA!)

7. Finish reading my bible in 1 years time. Spiritual life up by one notch. W302 will multiply.

8. Take a boat license and hopefully in future i can own my own BOAT! (my wish from young) also, that driving license. (GET OVER AND DONE WITH)

9. Did you know my ambition was to be a POLICEWOMAN. (it's still pending in progress) So, i pray that by the end of the year i would know what i really want to do this year.

10. it's a secrect! :p not telling u!

10:21 pm

Posted at Saturday, January 26, 2008

My phone's a bitch. sigh. all my contacts goner, because i accidentally pressed on the backup system. Today's a real bad day. 2 students cancelled their lesson. Went over to my niece place and there was some miscomunication problem. Had some problem with the coaches. Deep inside, i really do not wish to leave. Ultimately, it's not up to me to decide. Haix, i miss my dear kids. It's as good as telling me, hey, you're fired due to the many changes i have made to my work schedule. God. Service timing has shifted from a sunday to Sat and i am really having some problem there. I need a solution out. sigh.

11:19 pm

Posted at Thursday, January 24, 2008

10:31 pm

Posted at Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Understanding the problems foreigners faced.

i walked into my myammar friend's class today, and i got to know a few more foreign talents. I guess i have got a gift of listening to my friend's woes and almost everytime they would end up in tears. All i do is listen. Well, this girl whom i don't really know also told me so much about herself just now, and brought her to tears. I was pretty shock. Gave her a hug then i left.

Back to class, i saw Zhen Xi my china classmate, oh man. her situation was 1- times worse. try imagining losing your passport, IC, ez link,POSB,contact number, student pass, key. EVERYTHING. goodness gracious. it definately feels like illegal immigrant now. With absolutely no way to go get cash since her ATM was gone, no identity for replacement. Man, my heart really sunk. She's flying on the 30th. and her passport is goner Just in a few more days and such things happen. Bad things really happen to good people. she's really like one of the kindest china girl in RP i met so far yet in my life. Well, pastor always says find a need and meet it, find a hurt and heal it. I did the simplest thing, i kept her company the entire night since she has no key to go home except to wait for the landlord to be home, then she could knock down that door of hers.
Poor thing, I literally tried to cast all her attention on other stuff, i brought her shopping around, finding food and asking her to take a bus back all the way home. I was glad i was there to help her though. Poor gal, told me of her stories of how her parents would ask her not to call home for help and not to ask them for any more cash. They are just as helpless as her, mayb that really explains why she works doubly hard in school to get such good grades.

God, help this gal i pray.

12:25 am

Posted at Monday, January 21, 2008

the very happy rulang kids

woo~ i see tofu. do u?

my braces gal, i still rmb u

waves to the camera!

hello everybody.

my fav class.

many hugs and misses.

123, let's jump!

bloop bloop

finally.

HAH, i've got norminated for some sports excellence award. shocking.
only been for that trip once. i asked around who got it but apparently no one got it. weird.
anyways, i need to develope a fruit of patience. I really ought to. I've been a bitch. God put someone in my life to get on my nerves, train me, test me. hur hur. :p

My students are going for their NASSA bronze next sunday. I am really excited for them. Pretty sure all would pass. Maybe just a little worried for my youngest girl, nabilah. It's really a sense of accomplish on my side seeing the kids phobia to the water, to holding noddles, holding my hands for the sake of gainning confidence and slowly being able to swim 1 lap, tredding water and now.. going for bronze test.. 8 laps, 1 min drownproofing and 3 mins tredding water and etc..

it's amazing. well, perhaps to letting go of them is really something not easy on my side.Emotionally-attached. It's like seeing a baby grow up and now putting them into hands of others. Man, this is crap. But God is still good, in spite of all the changes i been through, i put in effort in coaching these kids, my pay increased, my kids began to grow even closer to me. WOW. that itself is heart-warming.

Recently, wei de build up a class for me. I began to slowly enjoy their company, they are the kids whom i will look forward to seeing them everyweek. Just so adorable. My little caleb and amelia. wow. it will be a pity if i leave them. sigh, sunday here i come. pretty sure the kids and parents would look at me like as though i am some alien, appearing from nowhere.

So much so for wallowing myself in self-pity. I am so going to deal with this problem. Ain't going to avoid this, going to face it. I need a miracle, i need favour. Alright, rachel is off to bed. goodnight.

12:11 am

Posted at Saturday, January 19, 2008

ERASED.

12:36 am

Posted at Wednesday, January 16, 2008

It was 1am and i was super helpless. I always thought there would be many late night owls but to no avail. None picked up. Really feeling super helpless. Called up James, Miao, Jasmine, YX, none picked up. I started praying. God show me how. I regretted those actions. Haiz, upset. V pissed. V worried. sometimes, i just think i am too scared to speak up. Alright, for now, i'll just lift everything up to the Lord.

10:45 pm

Posted at Monday, January 14, 2008

TOKYO, HERE I COME. I AM SOOOOOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS TRIP!!! WOOHOO i check out the place that i am going to stay and i tell you, its sooo exciting!!!COMMON BUNK! http://www.toukaisou.com/ yeah!!!! SUKI, i pray you will come together with me. HAHAHA. we'll then be good buddy, i promise not to bully you cause i need you to interpret jap for me. LOL. i look at everything and i go -.- HUH. SIMI LAI?

WOOHOO, super budget dom, as described. wee~ first round interview i got in. I've got a second day camp in school this tues, pray it'll be smooth, then i can say GOODBYE SINGAPORE HELLO JAPAN!

:):):) wee, RP rocks, so many overseas trip!!!

haha, see this trip got me so distracted. I got my last anatomy UT to go but yet.. i've got no motivation man. i haven started. :p alright, goodbye for now!!! NARKATA AIRPORT HERE I COME!!!

12:05 am

Posted at Saturday, January 12, 2008

this is one of the nicest pic i took a year ago back in india.

colourful, very classic, under the coconut tree.

Jin said: sometimes she wish she could be an indian so that she could be close friends with me,

well, perhaps! :) HAHAH.

i blend in pretty well huh? BOLLYWOOD. CAN?

i love u kids.. krystle and natalie!

haha, not ready. but u gals looks good, esp the one in pajamus. :p

torpedo coaches says... KONGO!

the ladies!

my fav little girl. ANNABEL LOVES IT WHEN I SWING HER AROUND.

bitch, you know i love you so.
you can always find me if one day you need those bangles! HAHAHHA

jenny, a friend who comes in times of need.

who says the right thing to wake u up.

whose wise in her actions and decisions.

:) love ya!

50m freestyle relay girls. rockers!!!

HEY, YOU SUPERB SUPPORTER!!! MR CORAL REEF!!

GIVE THIS MAN A BOTTLE OF BEER!

she only swims faster when people gets on her nerves.

the big time BITCH.

it was dad and myself over at swissotel.

that very smart little boy.

NICHOLAS, give him a coke!

one fine day over a holland V!
super gong.
did i mention? Pasti was working there, so we got many free drinks!!

yeah!!!n alvin has yet to change his center-parting hairstyle. :p

hey babe, get out the pool, get out the pool i say GET OUT THE POOL!
UT is coming!!! mon and tues, i pray that i'll do well, last UT for all thiese 4 modules then it'll be over!! IVP OVER!!! yeah.

I tell you today was a pretty great day. i was soooo tired b4 the competition. caught some sleep before coaching. Who knows today's kid was soooo adorable. I had caleb, amelia and friends for my first class. Oh man, they really make my day. SUPER cute childrens. i gave a girl a nick name calling her "zua zua" because of some reasons, but then felt that it was rude calling her nicknames so i switched back to calling KAI EN. So one day i was asking the rest of the classmates whats her name when this little caleb blurted... "zua zua"i literally fainted. LOL. it was not meant to be that way! But tt was super funny. SO that explains why i love those kids. Then i had Jinger, Yee ling, Ben, Nabilah and Zhi Wei for my last class. I tell you, everytime i see them i feel a sense of accomplishment!!! They are so good i tell you. I taught them from a super beginner who did not even know how to swim to where they are today. Pajamus, swimming many laps. Woo~ awesome feeling and that class is ever ready for new things! Man, i so love my swim kids! MANY HUGS!

8:14 pm

Posted at

Sometimes i focus too much on the fact that i am tired and unconciously i keep saying i am tired.
Actual fact: I think i'll never get enough rest lah. Singapore is such a buzzee city, even resting too much would allow oneself to feel super tired. SO yeah, i am tired and sis is hugging the phone in the room chatting with boyfriend. Yes i ought to rest NOW, competition tomorrow, i don't think i am all ready. Pretty scared, i just saw my trial timing, woe. scary. i always thought i was slow after looking at the results on last monday. Nevermind that, i am going to do my very best tmr!!!

Recently, i realised i have temper problem. I used to be really nice and people would take advantage of me when i am younger. So, perhaps after the many tolerating, i've came out of my shell and now i see the world. Pretty much a short-tempered girl. So recently at home, i've been frustrated with things, with whoever that nags at me, i blurted out KPO to my mum last night when she sort of invaded my privacy. SO she flare up, picked up the phone wanted to slam into my head. I was stun, super shock. Being ignorant, still with my rebelllious self, i ignored and walked into my bedroom and sweep another problem below my pillow. Aint good but argh, it happens everytime.

Today, i went home, i saw my cousin along the way, so he walked me home plus i need to pass him something, mum immediately walk to the door thinking that its some guy, and i got really pissed again. when can all this STOP? argh, super duper pissed. ALright, my new year resolution, i'll be really nice, i'll stay calm in such situations, i'll smile and laugh my head off. ALRIGHT happy competition swimmers!!! WAY TO GO!

12:32 am

Posted at Tuesday, January 08, 2008

our double cheese burgers,

the ladies.

the banana power

Yesterday was Swimming IVP for all the various Polytechnics, Universities and ITEs.

It was one big day that manyof us was looking forward to. Of course with lots of trainning behind the scenes. Doing many many tumble turns, many plunging, and many many laps of swimming. I must admit we did lost focus at the very end. Everyone was slacking, the group eventually became very scattered because somehow there was some problems lingering and attitude problem with some swimmers.

Well, some events that were given up to the stronger swimmer was wasted. The polo boys did not turn up, sigh. People gave up their events for u. O Boy. sigh. Xiao Shuang, our star swimmer weren't there too. WHAT HAPPENED? taking everything too lightly?

alright anyway, i pee-ed when Jessamine and i was going to report. I was that excited and going with anticipation. We were waiting for the event board to change to our event number. We waited so long, of course we got so into the few events earlier, we missed it. I MISSED MY EVENT. 200meters freestyle the man reported, we both look at each other and was pretty dissapointed. We were too late. I missed it. the long awaited day.

We walked back to our team-mates and out advisor, they did not utter a word until Jin asked.. Can you all saysomething? Sigh, a lesson learn. Sat, no more of such blurness, 2 more events to go.

8:53 pm

Posted at Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Issit true that when someone gets attach, they gets whinnier? Phew, maybe i should look on the brighter side. Man, ever since my sis got attach she's alot more whinnier now. Happier and busier on the phone, so no one to find faults with me! SO i am pretty happy in this way. That means less quarrels. hur... :p

On a lighter note, i am thinking of ideas on how i can celebrate my 21st. It's coming.....!!!!!! Though it seems like another 11 months, but still i tell you... 21st! i want to make it memoriable. HAHAHA. Aileen's wan is like coming... FEB. ALl the best alien. :p
Alright, and you know i am already thinking of what i want to do when the big day come, who to invite, what i wish for? (CAN SOMEONE BUY ME AN OAKLEY SHADES? HALF JACKET TITANIUM BROWN CUSTOM WITH MY NAME) lol........ PLSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
okla, throw me some ideas leh.... a party by the yatch? a ballroom party similar to the philippino's concept like zernalynne's? normal boring chalet? hahahaha, party by my smelly canal? a short get-away at bintan? a long overseas trip with jocelyn to europe? celebrate bdae in a pub?

all expensive parties. Anything more economical yet memoriable? What say you?!

10:53 pm

PHOTOS!!!

Posted at Tuesday, January 01, 2008