alriteY!! lemme surmarise whateva dat haf happened the pass few days....
sat had PM! a powerful one.. in E362.. den follwed by steamboat... guess its jus a steamboat..
nth much happen.. we dun haf frnds either.. yup.. each person $7 bucks aft all da calculation..
sunday we had svc den strikeforce.. urgh~ borthered by tt matter again.. so.. yea.. wasnt myself again.. sianz.. we did the strikeforce dance.. tho i was a lit slow.. hahaha! but i manage to la.. nadine dancer seH~ hahaR! but stop rubbishing! haha.. yar yar!!! n quek pass me this prezzie.. guess wads dat?! haha!!! its my sickening foto!!! me while playing at the indoor stadium.. thoits ugly.. but overall, after all da things they add onto it.. it reallie looks NICE!!! *tumbs up*
thankew tim1, tim quek n rou yang...

monday i was working... reallie thank God for favour wif men lor.. its like.. i feel so much more cheerful in holland den in cecil.. yar.. so much more livier.. prob bcos i know more of da things dere.. hehehe.. yuPS! looking forward to know them more..

today.. went shopping wif xiao en, swee and jocelyn... actually i told xiao en quite some time ago dat tue we go out for shopping.. but den.. cos i was thinking i got lots of things to buy why not i go wif jocelyn cos she can give me more ideas n everything.. but.. it seems like.. i told jocelyn ok.. tue we go shopping... den xiao en msg me the night b4.. hey so tmr wad time! i was like.. oh ok. erm.. lets go tgt.. but haiz.. i jus feel its so boring n dull.. they dun tok to each other. so.. yea.. kinda sianz.. most of da tym.. buying dat xiao en's clothing didnt even haf time to shop for my own stuff.. duhZ- nvm la.. helpher.. but bought this shimmering blusher n this bursh set frm body shop.. haha i spend a $35+ sia.. yup.. guess dats all.. den rush to church.. saw this gio shirt.. hee think i am getting dat.. haha... went to church aft dat.. del gave me my belated prezzie... oh so sweet!!! its was frm jocelyn n her.. i reallie love da watch man... itz so... nice! thankew gurlS! hee.. sermon was gd but i didnt reallie get it.. why? cus i was tired.. n its quite chim.. yea.. ended late.. was so hungry! alice tempted birdie.. for supper again! n for ice cream exhibition.. hahaR! k.. dats all... oh yeah.. know wad? it could actually bring a smile to ppl whenever ppl takes pic... so smile guyS! =D

8:22 am

yESH! b4 the clocks continue to strike 4 da next min... tardar* its 2:22am now!! yea... n i am still conscious.. tho, felt quite.. der* -.-" aft some discussion bout cg stuff.. but nvm, will see how it goes. neway, happy to recieve the news frm steffie dat i dun haf to go to work today.. hahaR! cos i tod her i gotta leave bout 6... so yEp, i stayed at hm slacking.. didnt do much.. watch movie.. slp n eat most of da time.. piggy lifestyle.. wanted to meet swee n xiao en for some shopping but.. no i was simply too lazEe to move n get my bum moving.. so... haha i went bk to my dreamland..*
so yep, read tru some of my frnd's blog.. quite interesting tho, its gd to know wads happening now n then.. yeah lor..! kZ, den dad came home! got him to acc me to jp cos we needa get our winter clothings!! yeah! i am flying... hoo lalala (*.~) yep den met kelvin, he pass me da steamboat thingy.. arh! its so heavy.. wonder how to bring dat thing to work.. but nvm.. recently, i haf no mood to do many things, be it.... things dat i usually look forward to do or things dat i reallie hope to haf.. seriously out of qn. urgh~ mood swings~ PMS! haha.. its juz like i wane go shopping but yet i am so sianz whenever i step into a shop. hahaR! k la.. i m toking nuTS! nvm bout dat.. i m gg.. bye guyS!

10:22 am

ritEz... i m gonna be jobless again!!! haiX... breko at cecil court gonna shut down..

no longer hafing business on dat day.. *orh.. sadEd.. somehow or somewad.. the emotional ME* feel for it.. yep, gonna lose it.. its either i work at other branch if not dun work.. anymore.. ar.. no idea how? cos if i were to go over there.. it wld be quite...
inconvinent.. cos of the camp n my kora trip.. yuPZ! =( so.... ar.. wed gotta gif answer le..
neway, ytd went for strikeforce... for the first time after a long long time.... my KArzAzee... behaviour appeared.. oO.. no 'yi tai' LOL!!! denZ.. yeah.. disturb nadine!
she's nutZ!!! yea.. FUN! but i gotta face smth dats not so pleasant la.. but. nvm i did the right thingy!!! hehee...
okAYs... yea.. suddenly very happi for some1, she's alWays so attractive..
attracting ppl .. wOE!
k la. till den, bye folkS!

7:09 am

reJOice~! my bdae juz pass.. Ow.. so fun.. i dunoe why la..
nothing much actuallie happened.. but... bdae is juz diff frm some others day la.. so.. yEP! k.. we went work in da morning.. tgt wif.. aileen, reid, meng chin, del,hilda
yUP!! we messed up many things.. hahaR!!! den den... went city hall to makan...

aileen thankew so muchie for tt supposed to be 'treat' but nvm, i lurVe u!!! hahaha den as for xiao en n barnie.. i reallie thank them!! they reallie make my day loRZ!!!
reallie... esp barnie!!! when i saw her i was like reallie happIE loR!!! heeZ!!
small n adorable... den... we went pasta mania to eat.. shoot treat!!! =D everyone i mean..
hahaha.. supposed to be vice versa.. but anyway... she insist. den we went walk walk..
xiao en n barnie.. so funny manZ!!!

Barnie: Hey! which necklace u think nicer ar?

ME:er.. depends on what kind of person ur friend is lor..

Barnie: hmmZ.. den how? ( to xiao en)

Me: If the person is the feminine kind, den get the pink wan lor.. if the peson is not so, den get the brown wane lor..

Barnie: hahaha! but she sometimes abit femine leh!

Me: er.. den get the brown wan lor.. can use for diff occassions.. LOL!!

Barnie: OK! den we get this lor..

after 5 mins of payment n everything...

Barnie n xiao en: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! THIS IS FOR U!!!!!

i was like.... OH GOSH!!! so fuNNY!!!!!!! can u imagine.. its so embarrassing..

i feel so dumb sia.. hahaha!!!

k.. den aft dat they chose 1 for su ting.. a pendant.. hahah!!
den.. we went to esplanade walk walk.. was too noisy so we left the library..
went to.... err.. this cafe to makan.. not very nice.. we had mud pie.. french fries, potato salad, tiramisu n lotas of drinks.. LOL! think the waiter n waitresses cant stand us..
den... we gotta leave cos the person need theplace by 6!! so...
we went out took picS!! hee..
den.. me n swee proceed to n233 BBQ!!!!!!!! YEAH! hahaha.. while xiao en n kelvin went back to church n su ting to frnd house for steamboat.. WOE~ i haf put on many kilos.. LOL! k. la... bro needa slp! stay tune for the fotos tmr!! btw, nadine, i am not so full of myself.. LOL!!! i juz louve taking picsss!!! hahaha!!!!! bye folks!! =D

8:52 am

today..... is the eve of my birthday n i aint feeling a thing...
not excited bout it.. or anything... not sure y..
initially, have been look forward to it.. but.. too bad, so sad..
aint expecting anything much tho..
feel so dumb* boo..
=(

5:53 am

alrite, cg celebrated mOI bdae... it is so not 'surprising' LOL!
hui shan leak out.... when she turn to me n told me hey remind me to take candle later..
i was like... er... okie.. hahaR!den over at the house... kelvin was so loud..
hey u got lighter?
me n su ting just play along wif dem act as tho we dunoe.. lOL!! they bought me a pair of slipper n a pair or earing.. reallie thankew for their effort.. so ncie of dem.. yeah!!! den.. they bought su ting a top.. quite nice tho.. hee!!! anyway it's michele n hui si's bdae!!! happie birthday peepZ! i dun think u guys will see this.. hahahaR!! anyway i kinda get mesed up whether today is the 18 or 19 lol.. so urgh.... i tod now is 18 n save the sms to wish serene n yiu loong.. but realised tt its over ardy!! hahaa.... blur me.. *sotong certified*
yup.. but anywa.. i am so tired today, no strength to smile, haha.. cg was nice todya
ok... i guess dats all.. i need to slp!!!!! gd nite folks!

1:36 am

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character. A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong. She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it. If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling. She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially i! f she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career. She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered. Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress. She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew. If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman. She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she! can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody". If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

7:38 am

yuMmies, lemme sumarise... wad happen ytd,
went to send clarissa off and many things happened, =D
all da weird n funny ones like... all the communication prob..
we waited at last cabine n adam was at first cabine..
den we alighted at bedok.. den adam went into the train again...
terence they all went up oso.. oh!! funny.. finnally reach airport, called swee min n bernice tgt so to acc me.. dun wane to be wif all the guys! den.. yupS! met xiao en.. at tampinese mall n yiling joined us for dinner... well, went to take neo-print like.. so *rare* haha!
n guess waD!!!!! they came out wif surprised for me!!!
they brought me presents!!!! for my coming bdae so cool!!!!
hahaha.. clarissa oso gave me smth which is reallie NICE!!!
they bought me those cute lit stuff.. oh gosh n a card!! i am glad..
mani mani surprises.. i love surprises.. =D

k... today ar.. went orchard wif da sang gang, adam, xiao en, kenneth
went yoshi to eat 'lunner' den... met mei jia n bird later.
so aft we went starbucks to crap.. yup! adam n kenneth went mad..
after when i reach home.. ar.. all the funny funny thing appeared..
weird calls came in.. urgh~ but afterall i pray dat nth will happen!
yep, gg sentosa wif reid,adam,kenneth,xiao en, bernice, swee min chris(reid's frnd) n darren, looking forward to it!! hee.... k.. till den, take care

10:16 am

ITS THE REASON WHY I SING!!!!!

oh.............. days just sweep pass me juz liddat!!! cooL... days in strikeforce is tiring, yet fun.
althought it may look like a minstry dats so..... FUN~
but.... deep down... its like.. u must see da hardwork we put in..
all the late night rehersals in indoor stadium...hectic schedule, lack of sleep and everything..
wOe~ presence of God is so strong.... now i miss the service....
i'll miss everything manz! well, Overslept today... felt super bad, cos bro jeff was supposed to come n pick me up.....
they were searching highg n low for this gal in black.... but she's still slping... den... urGH~ was awoken by aileen's sms! THANK GOD! when i woke up i knew smth was wrong... den i quickly woke up to bathe.. den called shirley to ask for alvin's no as ytd i cant rmb wads his no!!! hahaha.... this body guard reallie lifts up to the name manZ!! *gao da wei men* hahaR! kZ, letme recap for the past few days.... k... mani things happened btw us...
like michelle,adam,myself n other lame stuff..... oh terence tOO! obsessed over gurls.... den michelle is due to some... erm? smth dat cant click lo... dat reallie make us reallie annoyed.. yeP! n... arh i think everything is okay ardy bahZ... yeP! met many new frnds.. some gave me reallie strange looks like... i m frm outer space.. well i guess i mix too much wif the guys n is too playful.. even bro desmond commented.. hey u are the one dat kept on smiling wane rite? den i was like????er.. is dat a compliment or? haha.. nvm bout dat.... but seriously, when i see cindy, irenaus, jennifer it reallie feels as tho i am so... *weird* today irenaus tok to me... we went to catch a movie den yeah everything was soso late... every1 was tired... den somemore tmr we are sending charissa to the airport.. yea... so... gotta like reallie.. not spend too much time outside.. let them rest.... hmm yeah! alrite,,, i am dead-beat after this few days of intensive rehersals..
IT's ALL WORTH IT!!! amen. =D

9:31 am

so so tired!!! k.. went to watch movie tgt wif swee, barnie, amber n clara.... ooo.. priness diary is 'okay' onli actuallie.. heheR! boring wane actually.. like expected.. den when we were abt to go out... amber drop her waller wifout realising.... den i heard smth so i juz look down.. den.. woe.... its smth black.. camoflauging<- if i spell correctly, yeah.. den... she oso blur blur.. ohoh thanks.. den barnie rush to toilet.. n i can feel... *miscarriage* xiao en's term.. LOL! so yea.. eeekZ!!! den... swee suddenly siad.. oh no wheres my fone!!! we were like.. oh no... so i called.. den the vibration was heard.... barnie came out frm the cubicle shouting... OH NO!!! where's mine oso?!!! den i called.. nth seems to happen... she rush back.. thank GOd no one took it.. it was on da floor in the theatre.. woE~ sweat~ another movie.. another fone gone.. hahaha! kidding..

den... amber taught us how to give bible study.. hmmz its not easy of cos... i keep 'stuck-ing' haha! n yea.. amber help me.... gosh i feel so... slow.. so not 'eloquent' so... tongue-tied!!! urgh!!! i need to read more bible.. know wad i am toking... hahahR!!! yea..... God help me!! more wisdom.. oh God.... yeah man.... gotta practice more.. jia u caijun!!!!!

yup.. den went strikeforce.. cool... i am wif michelle!!! hehe.. so happi actualli.. cos... i feel michelle is always a reallie encouraging person... very persistance abt wad she says.. tho, smth its so wrong! hahaha... but gd la.. she got confidence wan lor.. yeah! always look up to her tho she's younger... yea lor... hee hee. i gotta pull up my socks le... keep on keeping on!!!

yeah! praying for more frnds to come..... God i ask, u give okie? amen. =D

9:31 am

THIS GURL MIGHT BE READING THIS NOW!!!

swee.. read dis at ur own risk.. (hahaha!!!!)

yeah... she want to stay but yet she cant cos... due to some church policy.....

we are not supposed to.... i was like u!!! 0.0"

yeah lor..... so yUP! being da accountable mOI.. i've got no choice...

i cant jus stay ignorant bout dis MaTTer... =) *smile guRl*

yeP! neway.. got real big trashing frm boss today.... arhhaa.. cos i fail to...

rmb those recipe for the drinks.... urgh~! i juz feel so complicated.. of cos to them, NOT DIFF!!!

but to me... i still very new loRZ! wad u expect me to do.. duHZ-

so in e end i kena scoulded... till i nearly cry.. but i pulled tru telling mOiself i CANT!!!

so yUP yup!!!! =) hee.. dun care ar.. theres always a learning ground for moi... yeAH!!! =D

k.. enuff swee, take care! tataS!!!

9:21 am

today was a great day!!!!!! again another ooc day infront of - - ... but nvm, i guess its so gd!!! service was *tumbs up* worship was woo! i haven feel the presence for some time le.. n today i dunoe y i kept focusing.... yuPs!! n zOoom... came in! hee... great encounter!!! God i wane more of de fresh anointing!!! k.. den met pst audrey... yupS! she's so nice. hee.... den went coffe shop fellowship.... woE~ barnie came!! small n cute... hahha... den we went to play captain's ball.... n.... cool.... gd game! i finally sweaT! lol.... den took cab for strikeforce..... eh..... i miss xiao li!! haahaha.. ah menG!!! si ying, hui ping, samuel,juliet, del, bi mei, ah hwee, jeremy!! BRO JOSEPH!!!!!!!! hahaha....... he's gd!!! reallie very gd!!!!!!!!!!

hee.. ok...... n den strike force! bro tan boon was there!! oh great! hee... k... tmr shd be going watch pincess diary!!! finally!!! hahaha k.... till den.... adeious!!! =DDD MUACKSS!!!!

6:28 am

Errr...... i am tired! very!!!! felt asleep while worship today... maNZ! bad day for mOi....

First time pissed wif swee...... but come to realise actualli she's not in wrong.. ok

nvm bout dat.... =D *smiLe Over iT*

kZ.... today first day of new CG E362! er.... cant even rmb it sia -- =(

unhaPPy, uneasy, awkard, feelingless, not funny but need to luff, pastic smile.... errr..... i cant stand myself......

alrite.. highlight of da day was actualli takIng neo-prints wif dem.... guess datZ all.....

other den dat.. its all not so happy a feeling bahZ!!! tokNg bout BBQ.... URGH!!

fEel so OOC everYtym in front of bro edmund, always say the wrong ting wan lor..

haIZ!!! sian..... happy cos cg is quite united... werid feeling cus of my ooc-ness....

eee.... haiz..... k.... afterall i realised i am no longer dat me daat toks so much.....

juz now shoot make dat comment.... with caijun ard, 'na li hui quiet'

i was like.... HAHAHA! luff over it..... no lor.... i realise i dun wane to tok much.....

i juz feel like reallie blending in lor..... like wallpaper.... stick dere... n watch....

why liddaT? =( dunoe.... nvm.... anyway, i always rmb to please God n not men..

yesH!!! i dun wane to care wad ppl will think..... hMMP!!!!

8:26 am

Woe.... The champion iSh so nIce.... eh.. totalLy suCk me iNto da situAtionZ..

weLL.. i GuesS.. datZ like reAllie parTs n parceL tT one wLd go tRu...

hahaR! yeA!!! tMe goNna go waTch priNceSS diarY wif swee n en n delp prob!

yuPS!!! lOOking forWard....

weNt to eat pIZza agIN! woE.. NICE!!! kkkk......... *tiRed*

whiLe working i wrAp those kniVes till i neaRly fell AlsEEP!!! *yaWnz*

okI! tiMe tO gO to beD!!! gd niTEZ!!!!!!

9:32 pm

eHEHE!!! so html thinGy is acTuaLlie reAllie fUN!

so uplOadiNg thOse pIc arE noT so dIff afTeraLL...

Kz..... tOo laZy to bloG for Past feW dAEz......

TodAY! yEah! Off dAe fOr mOi...... dEn weNt to......

buGis wIf bIrd n JocElyn.. tHo thE comBI quIte fuNNy......

n thEy didN toK muCh eiTher.. buT newAys.. oKAy lA..

I OwaYS toRutre jOcelyN.. LOLZ! asK her wEar bIkiNi oUt to leT us sEE..

Of coZ she DidN't! loLZ... kKz.. iT has rEAllie beeN sOme lOng......

tiMe sInce i laZ meT biRD!!! yeAH.. k.. den we bougHt......

erm? bikiNi.... i mean me n jocelYn... i bought a halter n jocelyn bought a tee...

deNZ... wad elsE? we weNt Jp to eaT!!! OOw.. ban Nian isH so NICE!!!

arHAHA!!!! denZ.... we wEnt sepEraTE waYS...

HoME...... n i Went striKefoRCE...... ow lala~!

goTta know clarissa beTA! sHE's so niCE!!! so luCKY! stayIng in thOse..... 3 storeY hiGH flAT!!! woE~ bUt she's NOt satIsfieD... oOo.. nvm!

i shan't admIre tHis kinDA 'bIg shoT' thEY shd bE the One..... =D

eHee.... yeP! so Fun!!! adAM! cant trust HIM! lOL....... kidding..

he make everyone go lost ard singapore.. OH haha.. kk.. he got his reason behind IT!

so aDAM!!! forGiveN* wahaha!!!!!! kZ.. lOoking for wArd tO moRe prACtiCEs!!!!!

Kz... tmR goTta woRk le..... sHoo~ siAnZ -.-" Kz.... gO haVe 'relatioNShip' wIf gOd le! cIaoz!

1:17 am