SICK N TIRED OF DOING THINGS!!! MAN!!!!
BURN OUT. GIVE ME A BREAK!

3:03 pm

awww... sch is draining my pocket money!!!! because of that cute little canteen that 5600 Republicans are all squeesing in. So for the past few days, although i did went down to get snacks still, we ordered food like mck, kfc to class. therfore, my pocket money just aint enough to cover my expenditure. I must say i really love going new school because everything is new! I was one of the pioneer in fuhua sec, then chec although am in year 2, then now Rp new school once again, however, there's always something bad about being ina new school, which is the facilities aint ready, everything is still in the "TRYING" process, which thus leads me to the point, GUINEA PIG! aww.w.. sports complex aint ready, the bistro, the other 2 canteens, n that pathetic library that only has got a few books. HAIX, God i pray it'll be up real SOON!!

alrite, my day was great today, b'cos we simply could solve the question just by a formula.EVERYONE IN MY GRP REJOICE! AND WE SLACK!! hah. headed down to meet max at city hall first den to orchard to meet up with alice n gang. we had sakae n it was alice's treat! aw man, anyway she had some really ugly pics! LOL!!! but ugly in a very nice way. LOL!! n we bought her bikini! n she loves it! we had so much fun dat people kept looking at us in funny funny manner, especially the one when we pass around the sushi!!! AW MAN!!! super hillarious. anyway, its a good long time when we last caught up with each other. yup!!! ALICEEE HAPPIEEE HAPPIEEE BELATED BIRTHDAY! i hope u really enjoyeddd our company n enjoyed wearing the wrong side of the bikini! LOL! u know harrr... =p

11:25 pm

i could hardly open my eyes wider.
am super tired physically.
was snoozing all the way la today!
cos knowing dat dad will send us to expo!! WOO~ once in a blue blue mooON!
had brkfast in da car n rch on time!!! 920am i think! yeah.
the sermon was suppa hillarious! pst kong roX la!
had word power aft dat. man..
lemme practise what sis ping ying taught us to recite when ppl ask u, HEY hows the paper?!
"I admit the paper is abit difficult, but i have done my best and i know God is in control and he will do the rest"
WOO~! so encouraging..

but.. seriously i am sorry i didnt realy put in effort la. i dun wane give any excuse. bcos its not excepatable of u to say NO TIME. yup.. k take it as i m lazy!

had lunch with minette den headed down for PT at kallang wif the strike-Y peePz, man was late la.. 330 reach i think. so there was robin, sean and eugene, miao hua and me! we were like super lost, not knowing where is everyone! so we did our own jog. MAN! they ran supper fast can. LOL! robin is from waterpolo national team leh. siao siao! hahaha. k la. the stretching n everything was wah! okay la.. gonna be fitter! =)

went mck had a meal and felt so sinnful!!!! i am still considering wad cca do i wane join la! dragon boat only makes my shoulder even broader.. and its a no brain sports! wakeboarding.. sounds cool but aint too sure. or mayb i shd jus take up lifesaving frm there? haha! dunoe la.. i saw the dragonboaters jus now. there are MAN! huge. which is very ugly. haha!

oh yar, i learn tt my sats will be burnt sooN!!! which is to say LIFESAVING class HOW? i am like just starting n NDP is coming!!! man, God stretch my time!!! make my timing all in time! solid time-management!!! heh..

benedict send us back, drop at clementi mrt, i wenta search for my frndz at prima deli.. suan ping n hui zhen n their funny boss.. hahaha n many peepz kept thinking dat i was one of the worker there. man! haha!kk, dats abt it.. i needa start jogging!!! i needa build up my stamina!! gym anyone?

OoOya, today is my dearest MAXIE's BIRTHDAY!!!!!

HAPPY BiRthDaY! my dear GAL!!!! i know u had fun! hahaha! so yar love ur bikini!!! =D

11:05 pm

am on cloud 9!!!
well, things turn out fine despite the fact tt i lost my precious phone.
b'cos ultimately i know i can still keep in contacts with my friends tru the many connections and i know i will never bring it to heaven with me! hah.

i dunoe why but i just feel happy despite the fact that jasmine scoulded me bcos i was 15 min late for yao wen's class. LOL. he didnt say anything tho.. he plainly said ok, do ur warm-up first k. n his funny jokes started. class was fine but there's like so many lifesaving temrs i gotta rmb! MAN!!! not easy! i needa go read dat bible! kk.. am tired! gotta slp!!!

the joy of the Lord is my strength, i will rejoice and be glad in it!

12:45 am

I must say i really admire your courage of stepping out inspite of all the laughter behind the scene, the extra effort you put in, the want-to-help but yet dunoe-how-to-help attitude.
You guys are simply awesome!
Seriously, i take it as a culture-exchange. Like i said, two is better than one, more people also means more brains. MAN! OK, i am sick and tired of presentations after presentations. i get so numb by now. SERIOUSLY. tsk tsk* it's gonna take another 2 yrs plus can!!! arhhh... ok.

Anyway have really been quite pissed with the weather the passed few days, it just kept pouring and pouring.. and everytime at 4! when lesson ends.. YUP!! how irritating! and the worst thing is.. today i was supposed to rush for cell group. i was caught in school, held up by the rain, got super frustrated! got sheryl to run with me to the shelter and she's all willing. i must say this pass few days, i felt most comfortable with her. seriously, i love her to bits!!! daphne u rox! hahaha.. yup, she can really listen my boo hoo hoo just like GRACE! haha!

lost my hp ytd while on my way to suntec for bs with bro ed. HAIX super sad can. shant talk about it. should not cry over spilled milk. i feel handicapp. i missed out our chc meeting today at the library b'cos i had no contacts of theirs, haix as long as no HP! everything cock up! n i hate it!

i had a bad encounter today, well, dad was driving a diff car today and i told him to pick me up at lakeside mrt, and he said ok. he thought i was at chinese garden mrt. so i waited for quite some time i got worried. wondered if he is waiting for me at the other side. i had no HP! so i approached this lady who obviously seems like she owns a HP! i asked her if i can borrow her phone to make a phone call cos my dad will arrive any time. She told me, i dont own a HP, i was like!!! ALRIGHT, it's OKAY! n before she told me there's a public phone inside i shut her and say IT's OK! so nice of her.

i approached another lady, she was so nice la. she say oh ya sure. aiyar how cheeky can i get! take her phone n run away?! i called dad and told him i am waiting at lakeside mrt! n while i am still on the phone, the lady's friend was there ardy waiting for her, she didnt hurry me or wad, she just asked her frnds to wait, how nice can this nice smaritan be?!

so loved. Sometimes i just wonder how bad can a friend get?!
i feel really comforted when i need really nice people.
for e.g: i alighted at lakeside wanted to go over jas's place.. when it started pouring. one superb nice gal saw me and asked me if i want to share with her the umbrella. n we started chatting! =)

but again, i thought haix if only people is nice and good, my hp will not get stolen. blame it on my carelessnee. one thing for sure i am super upset is what dad told me: YOU LAR, WHY SO CARELESS! EVERYTHING YOU DO ALSO SO CARELESS! it makes me just superbb sad.. =(

*mum still do not know of my lost phone. tsk* God i pray dat my phone will fly back at my doorstep. =D

10:52 pm

OK! great day peepX!

henry mentioned thati seem like i had got a dreadful time yesterday in school. So, i shall jusitfy myself. Yes, yesterday was boring because i felt so lost.. and with a pair of scary eyes constantly looking at me, i felt really uneasy! LOL!! it felt like my first few days in chec year 2, phebe just cant get her doggy eyes off me. LOL!!! agrreee peepz?

yup yup, i had great team-mates today, but yesterday want was powerful, i was blown away maybe thats why i shut-off and freak out. LOL! today was with nicholas, liang jun and shirley, no presentation but instead we were supposed to do a role-play. well, it was.. ermmm FUNNY! b'cos it's all impromtu!!! i said almost everything!! the rest did nothing. oOo well, ee en commented about my hesterical laughter. poor thing. i never leave this silly comments. Calyn told me, her friends said i look malay. once again, I AM NOT A MALAY!!!! no offence to them tho. =))

went for dinner at causeway at pizza-hut with ee en and calyn, it was fine. my new friends! haha. sheryl escaped. hahha!! was fun sharing our life with each other tho. went down to spotlight to help jing ling look for her stuff, pray that she'll do well for her pract test tho!!! JIA U JING LING!! cost u $25 leh!!! hahaha.. jia u!!! =))

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9:50 pm

First day of school in republic poly was quite boredd!

man, its so different from CHEC.

anyway, i think the facilitator mr Adrain Quek is quite nice..

we've got into our groups.. i was really quite happy when i saw that calynn was in the same group as me.. u know at least there's someone you can relate to.

well, i must say i am bad at researching.And at the point,i was totally helpless and felt super lost. arh shant elaborate. not a very good first day in school tho.

arrrhhh....... missing out kbox with suan ping n all..
cos they'll sing till 1am? yar..

7:12 pm

man... its really quite terrible when ur members are all young.. i mean seriously..
anyway, eng hui came for the second service and none of the members came.. which is quite saddening.. i had to intro him to our zone-mates and when stanely asked me.. so where's ur CGM.. i was quite sad.. like argh! where's everyone?! kk, wadeva it is.. we've got to grow this cell man!! N163 grow grow grow.. wld be expectin ivan and lizhen tmr for service!! haha! happie dat they are actually cominggg!!! oOoh anyway, really happy eng hui came. really. heheee.. wei wen knew him so they kept gibberishing.. good! common topics!! tok alot bout their fuhua past.. n oOo ya, i must say.. LUCAS... i really love to introduce my friends to u.. u just make them awesomely WELCOME!! u never fail to help me entertain them!! hahaha!! =) i must learn frm yarrr!!! kk had a really tough day today.. another one tmr!!!

fight fight fight...

12:26 am

shopping at bugis... wif yin yin at a very impromtu timing...
haha! den met quite a few peepz, k finally done with my laptop bag..
ok, i save $10.. boring boring..

decided to go jocelyn's house to sleepover aft much thoughts.
haha, k, anyway dad didnt want to send me there la.. since hes ardy in bed
so being a good daughter. i decided to journey to her place MYSELF. hehe. independence.
well, many things happened on the way..
shant elaborate, else u'll fall asleep..
but ugliest of all is, i nearly trip and fell when i came down the bus and there was this huge group of guys infront. haha!!! yeah so.. very embarassing!

anyway, yea we jus kept talking and we ermmm.. "ACT CUTE" haha!!!
not us acting cute la.. but trying to think of ways how to act cute.. kk dat was lame..
oOo ya, jocelyn jus cant fall asleep bcos of my gibberish glabberish..
lol. she claims dat i kept making vert "teh" noise. LOL!!!

ya la.. overall very fun.. haha!! lol, i jus cant wait for SHE meet-out later.. haha! its gonna be so fun!!! we're all in jackets!!! haha

oOo ya, ENG HUI agreed to come for easter!!! wOo!!! hahaha!!! maxie.... so come laR! k! =))

11:26 am

what IF someone call you and say......

may i know who is this, why did you kept calling me jus now?

well, as for me, my reply was.. ok i am rachel, and may i know who are you, bcos i dun have your phone record.

he said: why should i tell you who am i when you were the one who kept calling me..

me: how i know why i called you if i dunoe who are U! (starting to get pissed)

He: but u called me what.. you should know why you called!

Me: argh, forget it den. (HANGS UP)

ANGRY!!!!! i mean, argh!!!!

ok, after a whort while, the guy called again. i rejected his call..

den he sms me: HEY! rach, its me la RAYMOND!!!

den he called again!!! OMG i wane kill him can!!!! PRANK CALL ONMEEE!!!!
ARGH!!!!

yar, anyway, he's jus so funny la......
i ask him to go tgt wif us to sentosa tmr.. he told me he "LAI NA GE"
i lauged uncontrollably, i mean a guy telling u dat.. WDMY( wo de ma yar!!)
so hillarious can!!!!

yar anyway ben, max and raymond's bdae all coming up la.. which is to say more presants !!! ok, its more blessed to give then to recieve! heh! =D

alrite, met sis py this morning for Bs, very determined, OK! it's gonna be with sis ping ying!! cannot be late.. else, pls chop down my head.. yea anyway i was not late, in fact she msg me to come later haha, k we met at mck, she gave me bs.. i mean man!!! ok i admit i felt akward prob cos she's jus so loving n i am not used to it.. at da same time.. she's just so nice! she talk to me alot about my life and all lor.. really personal guidance till i really felt like tearing.. but i held back those tears heh!!

walked around to look for my laptop bag but its jus awesome expensive!!! $25 for one.. argh! i dun wane to spend this money on a bag.. yar.. went back to find margaret at mck den headed down church for POS pract!!! today we got another 2 8s.. wOo! nice nice!!!

met many new people.. carrie is our new Ic.. heard frm her dragon boat the gals are abit NUA.. so yup........ mayb i wld jus take up wakeboarding.. tho expensive but.. i wanted to learn it all along!!! heh heh!!

went down clementi to meet jas, jes and eugene to NUH to visit the "big kid" ALVIN!! hahaha,so funny.. he's really like a big kiddo lorrr!!! sitting on a wheel chair spinning about.. lol n dats really the time darshen could do his rally! hahaha.. kk, sis is chasing me outta of my comp!!! cheers!!

more frnds for easter!!! jia u bah peepZ!

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11:48 pm

i must say i really hate it when someone who teaches you speaks in very broken english.
MAN!!!! the guy who taught us is really quite mono and he speeds like a train..
no wonder we're off at 12! while the reat are abt 1+? aft their lunch
hahaha!!! orite, i made some new friends... calynn.. which happens to be also cherie's frnd, chiu ling, ee en, and sheryl and one mix gal.. jaslynn i think.. yayaya k la.. we had lunch tgt, den we headed down town tgt, we slack at the mck at shaw tower. hahaha sorry felicia i told u wheelocks haha!!! unfortunately there was no connection!!! yar.. so sianzzz!!!

ya la.. wadeva it is.. anyway, i am gonna stick with them for 6 monthsss!!! one whole semester! heh, so excited! saw mny many friends there... met irene, martin, soo chian and ermm liang li saw me? ns ... iyar many more frm rp! haha... n yeah cos i met sylvia's clone, sophia at the mrt station... denise was with her.. man!!! the moment she reach.. we just kept chit-chatting like no body's bizzz!!! seriously it's like non-stop till we reach RP! haha... man its hot n far.. kk, shant complain.. my neckis breaking!!! the laptop is heavy!!!

oOo ya, i told them my name is RACHEL, is dat a malay name? no right.. aiyoh! its just very funny!!! cos i sign on msn, and they were like... eh wads this caijun? n i was like.. ermmm my chinese name.. den one gal shouted HUH!!! i thought u're a malay!!! OMG!!! dere was this big commotion going on just now that the guy got to shh us.. LOL.. well well well...

yar anyway, got nice puma bag!! golden colour.. but not getting, am getting a puma jacket okay, by the way.. the service at taka's puma shop is super bad!!! i am serious, they are so attitude!!! forget abt going there. u'll just get pissed off! gg tangs tmr to get tt jacket!! =))

n oOo yar, still hesistating if i should go get my crumpler bag.. it's ex!!! but its so handy for me to dump my laptop inside!!! seriously.. arghhhh shoud i or should i not?

11:23 pm

MY MUMMY ROCKS LA!!

lemme try to recall our conversation:
anyway, she got really gaga-ly mad!!

DAD: do we have to help zhan peng (bro) to book the BBQ pit?
MUM: eh, today? confirm arrr?
ME: WAH!!! birthday bash!! 21st bdae BBQ nia? wah seh.. dun wan la!
MUM: den wad? wad u wane..?
ME: BUFFET LA!! BBQ so sianz!!
MUM: eh, but not alot of people are coming leh! bro is only inviting our relatives and prob few of his close friends.
ME: HAR... SIANZ HALF!!
MUM: but u can always get crazy!!! ask ur crazy friends la..
ask kor kor to bring his many officer friends.. moreover all officers leh!! all not bad de..
bring more of your girly friends n party laR!!! can match-make leh! like that time what happen during your birthday!
ME: WOW! u serious? it sounds more like my party rather than kor kor wane..
MUM: haha nvm la, tell your friends, kor kor is single and available on that day! ONLY on that day, the other days i am not too sure liao! LOL!!

haha, as you can see, my mum dotes on my bro so much!!! ya wadeva it is i just got so excited and told maxie, LOL!! ok, she's keeping that day free, am still brainstorming who else to invite! haha! anyone free? MAY 7! oOoya, cousins if you're reading this, keep yourself freeeee yeahhh!!!! misss u guys loadssss!!!! =D

p/s: PAULINE, if you're reading this, so as to keep my bro safe and sound, you'ld probably want to fly over? hahahaa and to claim that he's yours? even on that day? haha. kidding la! dont worry, it will never come to pass la! it'wld jus be another gathering dats all. =))

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11:38 pm

eh, quite excited tho.. tmr is FRESHMAN ORIENTATION!!

man, i just cant find a cushy bag for my lap-top, man, the bag that comes with the lap-top is "UGLY" , not that i am being choosy or wad.. but.. it's just ugly la!

tod of getting a crumpler bag... but it cost a bomb la..
n.. i wane a ipod nano.. argh!

dad have not been giving me allowance..! n dats how sad..
n once in a blue moon, he give me like $4? wad sia!! i am really broke!!!
i need a breaktru! no more shopping for meeee!!!!!!

11:14 pm

LIFE-SAVING CLASS...

very interesting! eh, new instructor, MR LIANG YAO WEN.
ACJC guy, Suppa crappy, but good good, he make the lesson very lively and fun cos of his very outspoken self, yup!! yuP!! give me my bibleee!!! haha, eager to recieve!! eh, i mean the lifesaving bible. yup! =))

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