I am doing good. 6 sermons done and left with 4.
I have to finish by tonight and my brain is already half dead.
Finished 6 last night, did till about 2 plus and today was half dead during lesson time.

I left work half way because i cannot take it anymore.
Sometimes i just hope my boss can be a little more organized.
Just super tired, so many activities happening in SOT.
I have 1001 things not done and it's very irritating when i see it lying around.
Owells, 4 more sermons, here i go.

7:36 pm

1:59 am

Is it ok to pretend that nothing has happened?
You get all emotional at one point in time and you just sweep everything under the carpet the next day? Is it a form of escape? Well, i hope not. :)

sometimes it take a while to reveal the truth and well the truth can be painful but if it's all worth it, so why not? The truth shall set you free! :)

I like pastor Bobby's example of that poor little monkey. This monkey has a long tail, and everytime when this monkey runs about, it's tail will always bang into stuff and it got the monkey keeper frustrated. So one day, he decided he should chop off his tail.

He realised that if he chop off one short it will be very painful, so he decided he will chop it off bit by bit overtime. It's just like what we do to our past, we refused to let it go all at one go, we let it go bit by bit and it's even more painful then letting it go once and for all!

9:57 pm

"All things work together for good to those who love him."

I must say in the midst of problems, things went pretty smooth for me.
I try my best to stay professional and teach my best.

1. I have new student called: Le Andrea and she's a lovely girl.
Very confident but she kinda pampered so it was hard for her to accept a stranger.
But anyway, my toys and tricks got her attention and soon she left the arms of her dad willingly.
Honestly, i do not know how i fare but her Grandma told me that i was awesome and she was shocked that i managed to make her listen to me! (Boost my confidence! ) Yup, so it was great! Plus, they are willing to pay alot for my coaching. So yay! New student!

2. Today, all my kids performed and i was really happy. :)) I have this kid: Justinn, i remember the first time she came, she cried because she's scared, she refused to allow me to remove her noodles. But today, she is swimming without any noodles laps after laps and she did tredding water without any form of help.

Justinn: "Teacher, you know why am i able to do it?
Me: Why, Justinn?
Justinn: B'cos i believe i can do it!
Me: (Totally blown away) WOW! You are amazing!

She really made my day. beautiful words coming out from a 5 year old girl. totally amazing. :))

3. I was really troubled with this guitar thing. Torn between Guitar class and Ministry.
My problem was all solved when i gave Tan Boon a call and he was totally cool about it. Totally awesome!

So you see, "ALL things work together for good to those who love Him and those who are the called according to his purpose."

10:14 pm

I have been struggling alot recently.
Talk about paying for petrol, i use the car, but i find it a struggle to pay for it.
Talk about Insurance, my brother is asking me to pay for it every month $160+
Talk about giving your parents part of your income, i am so not ready cause i don't have much spare cash.
Talk about passport renewal, i used dad's credit card and i just can't bear to return him the cash. HAHA!!
Talk about a family car, i find it hard if my siblings decides to share within ourselves. I find it so hard to pay up.
Talk about getting married in 5 years time, i am not ready.
Talk about earning alot, i once told Aileen i am happy with just HDB flat and earning 2-3K living a comfortable life,i'll be satified. But after joinning AIA and seeing the people in the workforce, i want to be a millionaire by the age 30. Don't laugh at me. :)
Talk about my childish character, i find it hard to be very serious. I am still as playful as ever and i know i need to grow up, but that's just me. I'm trying already. REALLY!

7:29 pm

7:40 pm

It was a great outing. On the wheels!
Kenneth, Seraph and mine. :)
So fun! 5 on each car. I need a GPS!
After we drop them at Orchard, we were so lost!
I kept follwing Kenneth and we go round and round and back to the round about.
I was so frustrated cause mine was a manual! Orchard was crowded as usual.

Wei Lie's party was like another reunion. Many people were present and we catch up a little.
Home sweet home! As usual the driver is the last one home.

knock out and tired.

3:23 pm

Alright, it's public holiday for us tomorrow! Hurray!
Every thursday at the same time, it will rain, and without fail, my lesson will be cancelled!
As a result, i went to my 2nd home, the JW church premise for international idol rehersal.
I am finding it hard to recall. It has been a while since i played flightphesy.

So tomorrow is cancelled and i'll stay home to do a wee bit of work-out plus catch up on my stuff.
I am sooo glad. The poor guys got to head back for rehershals tmr. Another long day, okay, i am off. I had a really great time praying alone in the car just now. Woo~ Feel so good now.

God is good, holidays! :)

CHEERS!

12:10 am

solve 1, 2, 6, 42, 1806, ____???

8:59 pm

I need to get back to my active lifestyle.
I love the adrenaline rush, i need a a release of endorphins.

I have been feeling really emo and inward looking this season i realised. It's not too healthy for the self-esteem. Since i am feeling this way, i keep things to myself, i only let it out to people whom i really feel is trustworthy. I was not like that some time back. But it's okay i think.
It's good to reserve some thoughts to people whom u can open up to?

I am glad YALAM called me and i told YALAM most of my struggles. hahaha! I am frustrated with that many struggles i am facing and it's awesome how we ended in that light-hearted mode of loving ourselves and feeling secure about who we are although we may not be the best looking ones or the smartest one. We should still love ourself and be contented with who we are. hahahaha! YALAM :))

like a see-saw, i laugh a lot, i feel really happy. but when i am down, i get super discourage that i know. okay, enough of self-pity. gd-day! I will have a better day tmr.

heart-breaker, eye-candy no more. (:

11:37 pm