R is looking for a direction in life. She finds it difficult now to fit playing and resting into her schedule because it’s now very difficult for her to incorporate all this in her life. She felt that she’s unable to do the things that she did many years back now!


Firstly, she remembers that studying in her RP was such a breeze, she could score well, she would hangs out with her friends till every canteen shuttle goes down, she would linger around in school and play true or dare with her classmates. She also remembered that she had many pretty friends in class, so she had peer pressure but to dress as according. She would swear to herself that she’ll NEVER wear FBT to school but on occasions, you would still see that silly girl wearing that ugly FBT to school. She really miss dressing up.


Next, she claims that she misses her night life, she would hang out with her aquatic friends and CHEC mates at club/pubs. She would then be able to differentiate who are the good friends and the bad ones. All the crazy nights spend was truly memorable. She would love to go again if time permits.


Now, she claims that she miss wakeboarding, she misses people like JY, Daph, Tracy and P. People who makes her feel so welcome and warm. She really enjoys wakeboarding with them out in the sea. Like was such a breeze, it was like a bed of roses then. Everything was look into, she did not have to work to earn a single cent.


Currently, She leaves home at 730am and reaches home only about 10pm everyday. Monday to Friday. Other than that, she would then be studying like a geek at home, peeping into’s people’s blog, getting ready for the next day, going to church, working as and when she can find a time to fit in, else, she might be half dead by the time she gets home.

Well, with all this factors in mind, discuss with your team and help R get back her freaking life.
Share your findings during the third meeting.

11:42 pm

cheese.... if u don't already know, i lost my phone yet again! Argh. very frustrated with myself also. But nvm, i'll stick back to basics. I cant wait for june. Everyday is like going on a war.
School work is never-ending, FYP is stuck, codings, i really hate it. Could some kind souls help me with microcontroller? Driving is always a scoulding lesson. MAN! all this need to come to a stop. I need to be SHARPER, i need to use my time more effieciently, i need to conquer the fact that i can do the codings. Yup Yup. Alright, i am back to work. Very busy lately, everyday's a war. tired. cant wait for June. Aquatic Camp,torpedo camp and Bangkok! :):)

2:06 pm

9:34 pm

MAN. it was my first week of school and so many things happened. ARGH! pissed.
Well, many a times i tend to appear as though everything is okay because i am someone who really "KAN DE KAI" at things. Pretty sure it ain't easy to cope when school reopens. By the end of the week everyone is half dead. Especially now that we'll back to a 5-day week!

First: HP gone missing, 2ndly, my sales management grade.. :( MY email bounce back the RJ! ARGH!!! Imagine putting in so much effort and finally getting a C because of RJ. DUH! super duh.

okay, sunday will officially be my free day apart from strikeforce trainning. I am setting aside this time to go work out and to study! Do some revision. Yup yup.

Looking forward to a better week, i wan to go philippines. :)

10:27 pm

WEE~ it was Day1 in school. new semester, new classmate. If you don't already know, RP changes classmate every new semester. So yeap, i tell you i am so happy with the combination. Pretty workable people, definately expecting some "dream team" mates but other than that wee! so happy, all in the same class. most of us those in the same clique.
darren, prisc, adeline, suki, li hao n now NERVIN, BLUR BLUR and chi chin!

more than happy, what more can i ask for? anyway, i had trainning after school.
It has been enos since i went for trainning. it was good! Gd trainning because gary dun give chance. So in a sense, he pushed everyone for our best timing.Because its the first day of school today, many people turn up! Gary got to split us into Starter(S) 1 and 2. I was the starter. So, the funniest part was when we were doing fins, I felt a real cramp on my calves, YK then stop, LF, then, ZK, then ahhh i duno. LOL apprently, everyone of us had a cramp! Then we block the 1s and the 2s. LOL. a super funny sight.

try imaging, a 50m freestyle in OLYMPICS, suddenly in the first 10m everyone stop and started shouting for help! HAHA that was exactly what happen to us!ha ha ha!

k lahs, i am excited for school tmr again. I need to turn in early again today. OH YAR, someone jump down at CCK today! Thank God i reach on the dot lah. else i'm so going to get super pissed off. alrights, school tmr! :)

11:40 pm

Ever since i came back from Tokyo, i am pretty lost. I get super blur now, my attention is drifted elsewhere, i lost my direction very easily and i duno what i am thinking!

That fine day i was toking to kenneth who also went tokyo with me. He told me the same thing! We're on the same page! Well, i am just extremely blur, i misplace my things and i dunoe how to retrieve it. When i talk, it doesnt make sense and people ask me what i am thinking. I also became slower in actions, which appears to seem like i've also became more gentle. Must be the Japanese girls lah. LOL!

Seriously, now that i get back to my driving classes, i started becoming so girly and the driver would be asking me to be more GARANG. I question myself YAR MAN! where's my garang-ness? Then, i coach swimming, i tend to lose track of my line of thoughts. I started lifeguarding job at Sentosa, i was also very blur, i cannot remember the things that are ought to be done and stuff to look out for. I am just frustrated!!! WHY AM I SO BLUR!!!!!! ARGH!!!! I just feel so lost! MAN! i was not like that when i'm in JAPAN. what happen to me?! i need to get back to reality!!

garang-ness. no girly-ness. NO!!!!!

11:27 pm

If you think lifeguarding is as simple as just standing around, making your presence known, just turning your head looking around. You are so wrong! WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!

I had always thought lifeguarding is simple. Just sit at the tower, make sure no body drowns, and it has never occur to me that anyone would drown in a normal swimming pool. I was so wrong. Going to Rasa Sentosa as a lifeguard was a mistake i guess. It was my first day of work yesterday, i woke up at like 630am so that i can reach sentosa by 8am. They had so many procedures! So many doors, so many passage way, i tell you i was so lost! I nearly cried. I was denied entry at the security area simply because they don't recognise student pass. ONLY IC!

I tried calling the managers to help me in. No one picked up and i got a scoulding from the security because somehow i am not allowed to use the handphone in that place. wah double :((

I sat at the smoking zone, hoping tt some kind smaritan would call! Bernard came to my rescue although he was still in the sleepy tone. WAH i tell u. I had the urge to scream at the security lah! I really cant stand them lah! Always find fault with me! Esp indians security can?! pissed off. I went in.. no one brief me, some manager told me to go decorate my tower! LOL.

So i dumb dumb, went to really decorate with 4 towels. N my tower look like shit. It was just in a mess and i duno what i was doing! I covered up the side! LOL. nvm, they told me management rather prefer lifeguards to stay on the tower and not move around.. -.- wah, so i thought SHIT, i'll be stuck at the tower for 10 HOURS! so i really did! i stayed there for my first 5 hours! Many kind souls came and introduced themselves and that include this guy called "goofy".

He happens to the manager and from far he greeted me. HI RACHEL! i was shocked. I smiled and return my greetings. i was always waiting for the time to pass. Finally the time has come! 12pm, sam came to take over. he look at my tower shakes head then say go go go! go for your lunch. Once again i was sooooo lost! ah, cut the story short, sam brief me that rasa sentosa has got hell loads of drowning case. so i got to be really alert. Anything might happen anytime. Just recently, this girl perish in 6 secs, the lifeguard on duty did not see her. My jaw drop.

Ok, then there was this group of ang moh kids playing, argh! they were playing with the buoys and this General manager happen to walk pass together with his secretary and "GOOFY" the guy i mentioned just now? i don't know how he defines drowning, but they were simply playing with the buoy, he yelled, PULL THE BOY OUT! PULL THE BOY OUT! They were all lookin at me, because i was the only lifeguard there. I quickly threw my handphone aside. wanted to dive in, but just as i was about to do that, "GOOFY" dive in. pulled the boys back.

I tell you, these kids are shocked at why someone would dive in to pull them in. Suddenly we created this BIG HOO-HA. Well, i knew i was in deep shit. some manager then called me into the office to have a chat with me. argh. i felt so sorry. "goofy" was all wet, he had dive in on my behalf. i was a little shaken after that. Close to tears. Goofy then appeared back at the scene, told me it's ok, it's not my fault, the kid is fine, everything is ok. Just be careful the next time.

ARGH. you know the nicer ppl is, the more emotional one would be? HAH. i remained calm and left for home in guilt. I went home to search for drowning cases in Sentosa and so many results pop out. WAH i tell u, i am now having a phobia towards swimming pools! It's like a killer-spot. I went CSC to work today, CARL used to work there he told me the pool is very dirty. gees~

the last thing i want to see is someone floating in the pool when you arrive. dang~! Ah, just be really careful. I am doing night duty tomorrow. Geesh, it's getting freaky!

11:03 pm

Hello!it's April fool day! I woke up from a very nice sweet dream. hands tugging onto Hiroshi San's arm and told him i'll miss him, dun wan return back to Singapore. LOL. this kinda thing only happen in dreams.

Anyway, it never occur to me that i'll be trick! I don't even remember today is april the 1st. I recieve this message from Nicholas, my fellow cell member. and this is how the message go: Hello, i pick up this handphone from NJC's bus stop. Do you know the owner? I saw your contact on his list. How can i return the phone?

I was shock. cos nicholas has misplace his phone for quite a number of times already or rather his phone is alway spoilt. Being the very guillable me, i quickly sms yuan xing to ask for shawn's number, since shawn was his direct classmate. Got his number, i called shawn.

and the conversation goes like this:
Me: hey shawn! Rachel here! Nicholas lost his phone right?
Shawn: -laugh out loud-
Me: eh, why you laugh?
Shawn: HAHAH. u got fool! HAPPY APRIL FOOL!

wah piang!!! I was really the biggest fool at that moment! Then Nicholas send in another sms.

"I think i have seen the owner in my estate before. He's tall, dark and hansome right? How can i meet up with him to pass to him?"

ARGH. NICHOLAS CHAN!!!!! EVIL!!!!!! U WEIRD LITTLE ONLY CHILD BOY!

6:19 pm