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alice.. trying to motivate me to excercise..
did something crazy today!!! LOL..
she bought lots n lots of tibits to my house today... she's crazy!
claiming tt the more i eat the more i will want to excercise..
anyway i nv eat much lor! LOL.. crazy her!!! buy so many!
yeah she was watching phamton of the opera while i was sleeping!
lol.. watch till i sleep.. OK! i must admit i am the very NOT TV person..
haha! today nv touch books at all.. jiat lat!

k, tmr den i'll start to study! tmr meet aileen go JJC.. sneak in again heh heh*
yeah! jia u bah! study hard!!!

God.. can u remind me? lots of things to do..

11:38 pm

many a times, God place people in your life for a reason!!!
BIG time reason.. yeah yeah yeah!!!

For wonderful friends like aileen and alice...
ok, lemme briefly tell u ho wi got to know aileen..
we were complete strangers.. in sec schools. she thought i was a malay!
we chatted throught those hot days.. *MIRC*
yeah.. in our sec sch channel.. bam! we click.. n we chat n chat..
soon, i invited her to CHC.. she rejected me thousands time..
until i told her hey CHC have shifter to jurong wane come?
she agreed.. n so we met! for the first time issit?
she stayed and we soon left for diff cell grp.. aint it too cool to be true?
arh yar.. now.. she's one person i pour out wadeva frustration wadeva joy, wadeva lame thing i can think of to her.. cool har?
i think its jus simply amazing lar!!! woo.. God is good..

As for Alice, LOL.. the super rebellious gal.. mind u.. she made lots of problems for the teachers during the pri sch days.. MIND U, IT'S PRIMARY!!! yeah.. ermm well, so as her problematic look, the first look she gave me was literally ARGH! GO AWAY!!! U're not welcome in my class! lol.. dats bcos she wanted to transfer to my class.. yeah!!! BUT.. GOD IS GOOD.. very soon, she found one of my very goodie bud. JOCELYN.. my longest frnd ever. n bcos we're in the same clique.. so Alice joined us.. haha!! so yeah, frm a complete strangers with a super stuck up look, we became friends.. (NO CHOICE!) LOL* i remember vividly, (alice, not tt i dont forgive u) once, ermm.. bcos of some gossip this gal YH told me. i went to tell Alice, bcos she is my frnd! haha.. so.. things worsen.. YH & alice.. cannot get along.. MY MOUTH (AGAIN!) was the cause of everything! my tcher scoulded me BIG BIG time.. i cried like tap water flowing... the sight of Alice makes me want to vomit.. she's simply annoying, such that she actually betrayed me.. oh wadeva those were the days.. LOL! interesting incident actually.. yeah.. den erm.. we headed to the same sec sch once again.. ermm i think we felt akward la.. well.. i dunoe why.. we didnt talk.. DEN, conincidentally, we were classified under the same blue house.. n WAH.. zong toto oso not so lucky.. we were in the same group during the camp!! WAH SEH.. LOL! but the situation turned around.. we had so much fun.. jus like now! ahaha i got to admit.. i told lots of nasty things to christine n chai ting.. as i know that they will be promoting to alice's class. i still ask them to becareful of alice.. she's scary! LOL!!! yeah.. very soon, i odo dunoe why they became such good friends!!! aiyoh!! then they were in the same clique!! AIYOH!!!

very soon, i brought alice lim to chc.. eh no idea why she was so enthu to come initially, but den i rmb one very SOLID excuse alice gave me.. hey dun wane lar i got no money to eat! LOL.. look at the poor alice at those times... yeah!! she say i only got $2/$4 la.. den i say i treat lar! she was like.. dun wane la.. she bu hao yi si! so tt week was a miss.. after a while.. ermm.. yeah she kept on coming.. but with the blackerdi FACE! super black.. seems like the whole world has owe her money! lol.. she been throught lots just to come.. seriously so proud of her la.. she overcame all odds! n now.. GREAT WOMEN OF GOD, constantly asking questions.. LOL.. so is there dinosaurs? oh wadeva.. so giving.. now no longer poor instead kept blessing me! woe.. just another blessing in my life.. Once, i kept telling myself.. WAH! ALICE.. God must have place u in my life to test my patience! hahaha.. but now.. i am testing her patience.. cos i am always late when i meet her! LOL!!! hahaha.. constanly my source of laughter, my coach.. (SHE FORCE ME TO EXCERCISE), my alarm clock (always giving me early morning calls) everything.. cant live without her in my life.. heheheheehehe!!!! =))

yeah, another gal.. i cant forget.. is miao hua.. One really strong gal.. haaha! she told me this dat i felt so touch just now.. U always seem to appear when i needed someone, when i am at my deepest.. yup yup! how can i not be.. althought she dunoe much about me.. but i know lots about her!! dats bcos i always force her to share!!! haha. people need encouragement u see, sometimes its all the support from the people around that keep them going! yeah.. seriously, STrONG GAL! i never once see her in tears, although she told me she cried in front of her director! LOL.. yar.. how strong can one be? relying on ur own strength? nah.. u cant go on for long.. =)) yar man! anyway, i got to know her like for really long-time la.. back in childrens' church.. woe.. very long! those time she still had her red hair.. which i tod WAH! SUPPER HAPPENING! very not u.. haha! cos she looks really guai.. yeah! but ahaha.. looks are decieving. mind U! she's from canoe polo! haha.. yeah man, recently, seriously cos lots of things happen to her. it was a crush for her.. deep deep down valley.. nvm God says: tho i walk tru the valley of death, I'll fear no evil! =)
so, keep on keeping on miao hua..! bala's always here for u.. am just a ring away! yup yup!!

n of cos, not forgetting other people la.. my sch clique.. mikki, jasline, maxie, zarah, jocelyn!
my cell grp membs.. sis su ting, shi ying, stella,xiao en, swee min n the guys!
my sec sch friends: yvonne, suan ping, ting ting, bernice, yan zhu
the strikeforce people: sarah, ian, reid, audrey.michelle, nadine, bro luke, bro boon
my zone people: natasha! (my screaming partner) xiao li, delphine, joycelyn, shi ying, tim quek, adam, aaron, sis jerb, sis jin lian, bro edmund tan, bro joseph, n lots more!!

arh.. lots more, well... just too tired squessing and oozing out the brain juice la. too many to remeber!!! haha. anyway!!! guys, u rox lar!

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early in the morning at 8 O'clock.
ali and bala went for a.. JOG!
30 mins to 8 O'clock ali called bala to wake up!
UP come bala, to open the door, she was slightly late to meet ali.
ali is crazy so she took some foto, so that she can make herself happy!
she told me that's edvidence that i was late. eh.. so near yet i was late for... 10mins?
arh.. wadeva.. i plan to do so! haha.. anyway..... yeah she was crazily taking pictures of me..
jogging.. eh.. we wanted some before n after pic.. which was totally dIAO!!!
she made herself happy by running pass some1 n shouting :TONG GUO" means pass by!
n yeah.. she met a challenger.. a guy tt's super fast so.. happily she ran to chase tt fella. n guess what... she hid somewhere to take my pic! dumb right? LOL..
ok.. wadeva it is.. we had *FUN* alice saw? well.. most of the time is she tt entertained me..
OH YEAH SHE SAID:
"LIKE GOD, I LOVE U TOO MUCH TO LET U REMAIN E SAME"!!! LOL!
GOD, if u cant make me thin... MAKE ALICE FAT!!!!!! so tt she will swim with the dead pig n kena bite on the butt by the pig! ok.. private joke.. dun get it nvm. =))

yeah.. she's foreva a generous freak la.. giver-attitude.

so yeah.. svc.. zhang chun came!!! happy lar at least she came but i felt she was feeling really uncomfortable.. mayb bcos of the language barrier plus pual is not toking to HER!!! we're all speaking english!!! yar man.. tsk* am i can tell there's lots of *QUESTION MARK* ???

nonetheless, jus keep praying tt she will come back bah. today, eh.. hahaha! everyone left so early!!! left the few of us.. erm? xiao en, swee, chun kiat, jia sheng n myself.. we ended up playing bluff.. n u know wad... when u play bluff and u dun bluff it is very very sianzzzz!!!!
haiyoh just a game... just bluff ur way tru la.. all so honest! lol.. in the end.. wah i kept opening.. n i was the loser!!! LOL!!!! den ermm.. lalalala.

a desire, a dream, a vision, if u dont work hard for it, you will never get it, your route will never be like a bed of roses, just keep on keeping on. do not give up.

SALVATION IS HERE!!!! HAHHAHA!!! =))

11:22 pm

i just love being aroung with great friends enjoying their company.
tho, i may like the BIG crowd kinda person.. but still, i will have to learn how to talk to someone in a one-to-one basis. wOo.. it's actually quite a big challenege for me. For me, it was totally akward to speak to someone in a one-to-one manner. haha! ok.. how did i lead to this..

back to the point. oh yes. in chec. i have great companies, jasline, mikki, siew ting, my cliques. i enjoy it. in fact they really make me feel part of them when i'm so out. cos we are in different class. yeah, ytd went beach with maxie, she lar! FORCE me.. LOL.. ooOps! =x ok, i went met jean yeah all the disturbing, all my nonsene, i am sure maxie enjoyed being with me! LOL.. thick skin but so wad.. i know she did! haha... den went for CG.. WOW. first time arh.. u know i felt yesterday worship was like a rushing wind, mighty army singing.. u know REALLY LOR!!!!
it literally felt as tho.. an army singing their way on the way for war. wah.. we playes, we suan-ed, we took pictures.. we pao bah hai zi.. yeah we literally had so much fun, at least i feel the sudden bond. haha! oh yea, ytd.. it was a mix of joy+laughter+sadness+'bu ser de'!!!!

yeah, i was supposed to go back to prepare for her cake!! den.. after announcement.. den we'll sing for her!!! den she was so happy la.. shorytly, su ting announced she's leaving to another CG... many were super shock that shi ying is going to leave our CG. tsk. good thing for her of cos! but arh.. who am i going to complain.. shout my woes.. argh i felt like.. aiyoh no one to lean on suddenly leh!!!! it is only recently that we became closer lor. haiyar.. its always liddat!

today, we had study group, hahahaha.. madness.. firstly i had a little chatting session with our beloved sis su ting.. hahah! she told me lots. totally motivated n impressed at what she say.. haha! but good one. anyway, was actually revising chemistry with stella, well, it literally reminded me of lots of things.. arh.. k.. wadeva.. we enjoyed each other's company.

went to taka meet aileen, went for our hair cut.. so fun la.. we had so much fun just by cutting hair.. it was at some high-class salon.. when we felt very low-class.. we aore till ermm quite 'lok coq' den... yeah just very out of place. Taufiq was there too.. hahha i took a pic of him while he was leaving.. hahaha!!! the hairstylist is good la.. she slice n slice n slice.. tardah it's nice!!! n moreover IT's FREE!!!! LOL... yeah.. good n shiok right? hahaha! k.. let me recommend u..
Le Salon.. tho, not cheap but it gives u a good feeling after u leave the salon! hahaha!!! it's at taka level 1! =)) shiok.. my bestie!!! I ENJOYED UR COMPANY!!! HAHA

YEHAAAA.. how nice issit if u can just enjoy everyone's company.. and dun haf to worry if whoever is left out.. being with friends that are open and not afraid of them backstabing u.. ok thinking too much. haha! wadeva it is.. woO.. i'm loving it! =)

10:51 pm

orite, i've written 2 post. but i felt not good posting up.
harmful to people reading it. yup yups!
words really do kill. Seriously, at times you just spilt out somethings dat you know you should NOT!!! but you still did.

BALA's a very 'I' person so many a times, i say things without thinking. So, i would just spilt out something i should not say!!! Once my classmates were joking about the movie "the maid", den i silly-ly commented HEY! KATE! must be you right.. the pilippino mad come and scare people. when i realised many eyes was on me. MAN! i knew i had said something realy dumb, but i regretted it. argh! yes words kill, i apologised after dat. thank God she was fine with my lame joke.

Grace once commented: OK! in POLY life, i am not going to open my stupid mouth, i just wish to be isolated and be very quiet. tsk*

Of cos, so many a time, i just wish i was mute, didnt have to open up my mouth to spilt out some non-sensical dont make-sense thingy. but yeah like i say its just a wish.

Haf been talking alot to jasline recently, man her cg is simply awesome!!! AWESOME!!!
her CG is jus like sis amber CG. filled with cute little kids, little kids with BIG FAITH and a BIG HEART. haha! super cute. i remember that once, during extreme challenge, feeling so love by her cg. LOL.. they used this fabric paint to write our names on their faces, their hands, wherever, so cute la!!! to see my name on their hand.. AW.. i want to melt. and haha!
One taiwanese group saw the cute lit things, they came approaching them so we tgt shoot a video thingy back for them woO.. imagine our face on some taiwan thingy testifying of what God has done for us. wah reallie la.. ok, my part of envying. she let me listen to some song.. and guess what.. it was done for their leader!! cos sis cat's bdae.. wah sia la!! even i am involve, singing songs.. ermm wishing her.. bla bla bla.. wah really, somethin burrdening me again. argh! God, we need to do something!!!

God i pray for the peace of God to be upon my friends.. yes all of them. esp alice, aileen. =))

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vote for heidi!!!

bro boon's babe!!

http://www.tangerined.com/KZ_talent/WhatsOn/CutestKID_Aug_1_05.htm

12:36 am

wow. geography was a difficult one for me.
well, the whole of last night i studied purely geography.
N b'cos of the time-constraint, i could only study 2 topics.
i didnt touch a bit of POA.

so the moment i got the paper, as usualy i prayed GOD give me a paper that i can do!
hopefully the topics that i studied would come out!
however, as expected, high-tech farming confirm come out but i jus flip through and i didnt really know what is it about but still the rest i could do but argh! no time so i shoudl say i was way too slow. i ought to think and write faster!

break time. ms clara commented i seem to put on weight. LOL! yup yup. i jus smile and walk off. when ms tiffy shouted hey! rachel den join the california gym la! the student promotional thingy. want? i was like er.. wah tactic ar! LOL. very waste money leh. but worth considering la!since its going at quite a cheap price? california anyone?

i took the precious 2 hrs to study and flip through poa. well, i questioned heather lots of question and guess what everything that i asked her came out lor!!! tho she didnt mange to answer everything tt i asked but still i agar agar guess dat it WILL come out!

there was 4 compulsary qn n 1 qn dat we were supposed to choose from. the moment i flip through i was quite stun, WOW. all tt i asked came out. aiyar! so i did.. the first 3. well.. as usual. none of my balance sheet BALANCE! n if u take accounts. its is really really super irritating and frsutrating when ur balance sheet just dont balance! yeah so.. i look at the clock, the clock look at me, i look at mr Koh, he look and me.. i knew i had no time!! so i just rush through my 1 hr with the last qn n the 4th question that i totally have no idea!!!

ANdddddd guess wad... haha!! my last question balance sheet didnt balance AGAIN! lol. WAH SIAN. but happy is dat it just short of the $200 no idea where is it la. but nvm, i was somehow getting the whole thing right just a very small mistake. Qn4. the one tt i haf totally no idea, i didnt want to waste the mark, so i attempt it, still the balance sheet could not balance, super pissed by then n the difference is like 68000+ kind? its so impossible. so i look back. ARH!! i think its not like tt it should be like this. N BANG!!! i change this change tt n it actually BALANCE!!!!!! SUPER DUPER HAPPY! lol. den mr koh said 10 more mins. i was relieve. LOL!
jus happy! very happy! or should i use the word OH I FEEL SO GAY! (darryl's fav quote)

yeah, (i realise i like to start with yeah) i was sianz half after paper, knowing tt work starts at 6. so i wondered about like 'liu lang gou' went to search for present, wah! i realised being one birthday coordinator is not easy la! got to buy present tt u think the person will like! aiyoh, somemore got to hit budget somemore i am the kind, i better buy present that the person will like de, if not i rather not spend my money on some cheapskate and buy some impractical things tt the person will jus put aside. so BO SIM.

yeah, so i search high and low for presents. to no avail, i cant find! i saw this mirror, well, its pink i wanted to get for her as personal gift, but i thought wah super impractical leh! but if someone buy for me, i'll be very happy leh so i think it'll apply same for her. den i thought.. but hor if i buy for swee min or xiao en they will be happier right? but hor.. if i buy for xiao en dun buy for swee min then ermm.. not very nice.. or vice versa.. so arh! forget it.

i walk walk walk.. finally i saw a shop tt she might like! TARDAH! lol.. i found 2 dat might suit her!!! haha! HER* big hint! i bought the cheaper one so as to meet the budget lol!
den i continued my journey to look for another present, arh! k i cant find anymore else. i headed to carefour, i saw chocolates, thinking of what ms clara has reminded me this afternoon, hey u put on wieght. so i um.. nono. haha! instead i bought for my friends to encourage them to study harder like me ok! LOL. kidding la. but i really did bought some chocolates la..!! not for me! heh =)) PEOPLE, study harrrrrrd!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let's jia u bah!!!

Oo.. not only the california gym thingy, there's also a prom night coming up.. ermm.. u think i should go? $65 leh! somemore taking into consideration the dress u got to get.. the make-up? arh everything.. very costly leh. but its so once in a year thing! HOW?? should i? or should i not? haiyooooo.... *shakes head*

11:33 pm

haha. jus read ali's blog. hah she talk about her dream about results!
n me too.. about results! it was few days back. tho unbelieveable but.. haha!
probably, i was too uptight about the paper i was supposed to take the following day.
So, i was half sleeping and half trying not to forget the formulas. (correct spelling?)
yeah.. can imagine how uptight i am? i cant even close my eyes and sleep tight.

so er... lol... (DUN LUFF AT ME HAR! esp, maxie!)

suddenly i fell into a very deep sleep, waking up to realise that what theodore say was so clear in my mind. LOL. of all the people why theodore?! WHY BUT HIM! LOL! yeah, i remember vividly Theodore coming to the class shouting WAH! u pro lAR!um.. got 17 or 70 something.. cant rmb. (got 7 correct le) but it meant that i was so so far ahead of the pro-er people like ping qi and irene and guys. LOL. their scores were all very close together but mine is like a really big gap apart from theirs. I was so so shock! i jump up with joy, simply elated! And the people around me went HAR! serious?! the results are out? WAH SIA LA!!! n i was way way happy la! i supposed dats the exam. hha! ermm.. wif kenneth, jonathan, n.. i cant rmb! who else appeared in my dreamS!

yeah anyway, back to the point, well, i pray hard that it shall come to pass man! LOL! way way ahead of people. LOL. dat will be the ultimate dream any1 would wish for.

oO.. yeah recently, haf been quarreling lots wif my sister just cant stand her. every little thing also wane to make noise! ARGH!
can u imagine every single thing that you guys can quarrel will lead to scoulding and labelling me 'STUPID" ARGH! how clever is she?! seriously, that allows me to doubt her maturity level MAN! its totally annoying to have a sister who graduated from UNIVERSITY. BIG DEAL!!
claiming she's very smart and because i took such a difficult route to O levels, i am stupid! WAH MAN! dat would only provokes me to work harder lar! but ARGH! i jus hate it la. how i wish she never once existed! why are my siblings all so smart? mummy kept telling me: DO U KNOW WE SPEND ALOT ON UR SCHOOL FEES? u better go n study now! why is it normal people dont have to go through all this but you need so long and take so long just to complete a O level? ARGH! whats with all this comparison! I am going mad! IF MY SIS will just to shut up, MUM will not have the chance to compare la! cant she just be more understanding and encourages me like every sister will do! N STOP LABELLING ME 'STUPID'!!!

ok, i am feeling better.

10:42 pm

woke up wif a terrible swollen eyes. MAN!
totally frustrated, tried putting cotton wool, putting ice trying to make the swell subside, but today its worst, i cant even open my left eyes. it was so sticky. my eye lash stick tgt. LOL.
tomorrow will see how, prob going to the doctor. argh! every year without fail during my big exam something will happen to me.

Last year, i remember during mid-atumn festival, i went down to the canal with ugly chicken pox scar.. man! i scare ppl away! this year.. am down with a very swollen eye.

Tho, i thought it it was ok, like yesterday. no one would notice, however, this morning the moment i step into church, jaslyn with a glance at me she said HEY! wad happen to ur eye. i was like MAN! u can tell? den i went audi. my cgms was like... HEY! wad happen. i wad looking for a hole to hide my eyes. Thank God after service, with a little swell, i decided to POP my eyes. and it look perfectly fine just some irritation. & feeling some frustration.

headed home wif xiao niao.. guess what! she's going to FRANCE TONIGHT!!!! BIRDY! haha! enjoy urself. i heard its gonna be a rather challenging trip for her, they got to stay in someone's house, alone, cos there's only like 9 students going? so each of them is allocated a family, and they have to travel by themselves to the university all alone. so they have to speak in french. woo. exciting har.. she shd be flying ard now? or haf she flew ardy? fly birdy fly..

was superrrrr bored at home just now. wah! da word is reallie sianzation. thank God sis was at home. called dad, he told me to buy my own food, called bro he said he's not coming home, so sianz! not dat i am hungry but argh! i need to go out! was waiting for mum to come home but i waited for hours and still no sign. da word is sianzation to da max. soon, sister said she's going to work. i was even more sianz. wah i wanted to cry la. too sianz ardy, want to go out but yet arh, mafan! somemore.. u know sometimes u meet friend u need to accomodate with ur friend one.. can be quite sianz. moreover, i was so frustrated with my EYES!!! + having a bad headache!!

Anyway, at 7.. mummy came home!!! SO HAPPY!!!! I LITERALLY SCREAM!!!! MY SIS TOD I HAF GONE MAD!!! den mummy said lets go china town!!! dats like the best thing tt can happen at da moment!!! she bathe n she flew, uncle was waiting downstairs. he flew like no body's business.. he is like a road HOG!!! u know he's the ambulance. just anyhow.. cut the cars here and there.. i must admit its super dangerous. and he's like the fatest driver ever la! at avg. 90km/h!!! mum kept telling him to slow down. cos anytime the traffic police will be asking him to stop..! haha.. so ermm.. ok la! jus walk walk lor. tually its quite sian but i am more than happy to be outside. and at least there's free transport.

tmr's maths p2. still feeling very headache-ish.. arh! ppl pray for me dat during exams i wont be sick! thx. ba la la la la... =0

10:43 pm

man. i face book everyday! so sick and tired of it.
i dotn even have one moment to slack. so sianz!
the moment i on my comp. um (after 3 days of not coming online)
i get scoulded by my sis WAH LAO SLACKER. -.-"
arGH! sometimes i just feel like telling them to shut up la.
But.. argh this are lit lit encouragement tt will motivates me to study lar!
so yeah. i purposely come online ar odd hours where there aint much people online.
tt will allow me not to go off and be stuck to the comp! arh
nvm about dat.. this week is my prelims week. wow. i realised there are just not much time left to study and the loads of things that pile up is simply too much. i have got not much time to slack anyway. All i can do now is to face my books!

That day, while on my way for chemistry.. well, i was busy studying, i scribered everything i need to know and stuff that need to memorise on the foolscap paper, so the moment i board the train i found a seat sat down n anxiously studied! knowing tt i was late, i called jeremy to tell him i wont be able to reach on time to pass him the calculator. who knows.. su zhen was sitting beside me. with a gentle tap, out of courtesy she smiled and said hi. we talked awhile, she told me after minusing her cca's point she got 8 points for 5 subjs. i was like OH MAN OH MAN! i asked her how she did that she said oh i started revision in AUG so yeah.. she said u start now la. SEPT oso can! jia u k!! den she got off at dover. MAN! suddenly it seem like another wake-up call for me.
Motivation to study. even miss tiffy's nick GUYS! STUDY HARD! O's ard the corner.

MAN! we've better be anxious for Os and not slacken.

yesterday was physics paper. haha! way too funny. everyone was so.. panicky!! to the extend some even didnt wanted to walk back to our seats but we stood at the bag areas and mr jeremy could not start the paper. i think he started about 5 mins late la. HE SAID hey guys! u have all your time to study la. this few seconds you have to look at your paper wont do much la! so sit down n you may start la. haha LAUGHS* hopefully everyone studies la. looking at all the anxious looks.

yesterday, after all the papers tt drove me crazy, someone called me! n asked to go swimming!
its so rare. da fact that we went swimming tgt! haha. well.. told me bout lots of stuff.. we tok more than we swam. we towed each other from lap to lap. after one lap and we will rest to talk. madness. den we decided k la lets go la. since we aint going to swim much. so happily we left. still the motivation to take lifesaving is tinkling lalala.

den backie home guess wad. mum was there.. n she was like hey! lets go jogging leh! i was like.. MUM!!! i jus went swimming. she was like.. aiyar nvm la. lets go. excercise alot good mah! i hesitated, but still i went with her. realised my sports shoe is spoilt la. so i wore my bro's one. man! he's leggy is so small! very fitting for me. haha! but just when we were about the complete our one round round the canal, it started pouring.. we went back n started cooking. haha!
so fun, suddenly i love cooking.. food always taste better if you cook them yourself.

anyway for one very odd reason, i feel like going china town now. anyone wane accompany me now? hah! supposed to go with eng hui and guys to lau pa sat today, but well, suan ping didnt want to go so, i thought man only gal go there oso sianz! might as well dont go. so i stayed at home and study. they bombarded my phone. haha! heck! i ignored.

below are the list of food i love:
I miss u... china town's tian ji zou. YUM YUM.
clementi's prata
kallang's dinosaur
geylang's porridge
west coast nasi lemak
jurong east's bbq chicken
jurong west's handmade noodle
Taka's 1A/A1 currypuff
my opp. block nasi lemak selling at $0.80 (CHEAP)

k, shant tok about food liao la. bala goes back to study her balalogy. yIIpies!

5:36 pm

haha! we took this while mr koh was teaching! 

11:13 pm

for real, i am studying la! 

11:12 pm

we love da vinci! pinky pinky! 

11:12 pm

the weird gang. namely, the einstein, the food-machine, da monkey-look-alike, the ah neh, and the ultimate food-conscious.  

11:11 pm

heh.. 

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al,bala,maxie 

11:09 pm

yes! very burrden. There's always lots of problems surfacing, its just how u conquer it, turing a bad situation to a good one. BUt i think there's just not much i can do. We live in a very negative, pessimistic environment, a very corrupted society. ARGH! everyone is so selfish, so self-centered. Everything tt ppl do, it would be smth tt's got to benefit them.

MAN! today, something bad happen tho its not a BIG one, (I MUST SAY I FELT VERY HELPLESS!) so it has definately something to reflect on everyone. I've got lots of things to say for correction, but i aint some big shot, who would listen to u, i think i really miss the past. whereby we would haf the frank sessions sitting down among everyone, being very frank to express in which way we should correct to become better. seriously i miss it, those times everyone is so open to each other, encouraging each other. No sorts of bleding in, more discipling, more meeting to hearing of personal views. i miss it. there's so much i want to help but there's simply not much i would dare to. argh! so helpless. God.. why liddat..

10:45 pm

had been browsing through lots of blogs.
ermm came across this xiaxue bloggy thingy.
well, i must say da world is corrupted la.
She's jus one self-proclaimed bitch. but she bitch herself well u see.
the way she expresses herself. the no offense kinda.
yeah.. n good eng she has.
seriously, it takes alot for a writer to express her views in such an open space.
like.. lots of criticism... man.. jus too much.
I mean it aint wrong to express whatever you think yea?
haix. nvm who cares. none of my biz.

maxie too showed me this ah beng's blog. man!
i want to fart my way tru. its so FUNNY!!!!
wad horsey thingyyy... man! u beta not show me this kinda blog again.
tt night when she showed me. i freakingly cant fall asleep.
i just kept thinking n started laughing. (PLUS FARTING)
lol..

p/s: anyway the farting thingy came from han zhong. no worries. tmr's cgm u wil not smell a fart from me. cos i'm civilised. :p

yeah, da studying mood is starting. i prayed a short prayer upon leaving house..
heading to JJC to meet up with aileen. for my long marathonyyyy self-study. =))
*applause* i sneak my way through into JJC wif aileen's PE tee, although not supposed to, but still i did it, aileen asked me to. =p hah.
yeah, 11+ i rushed. cos aileen said she got lesson at 1230. i PIA... bathe, iron hair, chuck my books into the bag, and zoom. i reached JJC by 1220 i supposed.
all the way, i just kept doing, tho i was HUNGRY!!! stomach was growling. had tibits. but stil. it's junk so it didnt help. waited till 330 till aileen's out. we studied awhile more den headed for food.
seriously, i think its the longest time i ever could settle down n study for a long.. ermm? 1230pm-8pm er.. 7 hrs with a hr and hr lunk break? my gosh.

i broke my own's bala's world record!!! APPLAUSE! !!~CONFFETTI~!!!
yeah, more to come, i just cant believe it. MON is prelims n i am so so not ready.
God, forgive me! for i haf already done my upmost best.

1:17 am

wOO~! conGratUlAtioNz n CelEbRAtIOn~!!~

yup yup. i supposed its a success!
looking at the many smiles, from the guest, the VIPs,
the teachers, the principals, frm ermm.. some students?

I guess everything was *tumbs up*
even Grace, the emcee, her impromtu was really natural.
I mean, yeah its an experience man! Now, we can proudly say yeah!
good one! i was there! bring the student councilor. =)
i mean seriously, who aint proud of our school? I love this place!
a second chance. yeah man!!

Mr BALA KRISHNAN and Jack Neo came as VIPs.
haha. he looks rather intimidated when he saw two neat rows of students standing by the ailes. like some big shot. haha. But haha. its not supposed to be for him.its for the big shot. Mr BALA (my dad). Cos he's the real thing. mr Jeremy signalled to us. FASTER! come in! he quickly pull the "DOOR" n in split seconds. he's here. everyone applauded. MAN! i was observing him. no offence. he's nice n quite "SHUAI" (as wad the tchers decribed) yeah, Then , we headed to the overflow room for the video, wOo.. so nice! esp da experiment. hah! ingenious idea!

after da 'hero' Jonathan Tang's speech, many were in tears, but, it would be a miracle if i did. =)
yeah man! a truly touching speech about what he had been through.

after tt, we went ahead to the recept to serve food. =) well, not bad. quite cool. lots of VIPs thought we were a little handicapped somehow or rather. LOL.

We didnt haf a chance to take pics wif jack neo, he was busy chatting with 'the hero' & his parents. we went to take lots of pics. did make-up. ermm do all sorts of things la. den headed down to walk a lit la. while waiting for ru you.

haix, i MUST SAY, i really dun like owing people favour.
Seriously. I HATE IT. but, there are many times, you will just be tempted and you might just need people's help. but ARGH!

today, i was really happy but i was so not myself, probably, i didnt like the people tt much la. Lots of things changed. i must say i love last yr's batch. they are so nice so nice!!

this yr, i felt frm the people around, is PRIDE.(everyone wants to be outstanding, sigh*) though not all, but most.
BUt whose perfect? no one. I just kept quiet, and all i felt was the peace of God.

yes, i am so not myself, but so wad. =)

10:56 pm

zarah.. i love da old 'U' 

10:54 pm

i dont ask for much. just one? my b'dae coming!! LOL!!! 

10:53 pm

da 3 farmers. trying out tops at topshop! =) 

10:52 pm

yeah. i want! 

10:44 pm

all depressed. walking home. bOo..  

10:43 pm