1:41 am

The fact that i have been posing up quite a number of updates goes to show i am pretty available this season.

I am amazed by how happy my boss wakes up everyday being so positive!
He will say things like a great weekend awaits him, being successful and all. He mixes with people who are generally positive also! Many who commented are just as positive and believeing, there's this comment who caught my eye. This guy said he wakes up as early as 5-6am, so that he can make the best out of his time.
Wah, just amazing. It spices up my life to be able to work for a boss like that.

Just like what Kenneth said , the extra 1 minute you laze around in the bed can be that extra 1 min you do to make your life a more fruitful one!

9:48 pm

It was rainning cats and dogs everywhere but over at Alexandra, although it seems threatening, but we managed to go trekking.

It was initially thought as a slow-paced walk up, enjoying the scenary, but it ended off so rush, and the leader just kept rushing us all the way because mount faber's trek is very dark! Amazing... I am so lovin every part of the trek, perhaps just need to leave earlier in future. Just very happening!

After a long day,Gladys, Gin and I put away the formal clothes, the heels and put on that sporty attire, Eleanor came from home all the way just to join us for trekking. Just very happy, hahaha! More to come! :) We had such a great time at starbucks talking about the good ol' days and the many days to come. HAHAHA!
Whatever happens there, stays there! :-)

11:34 pm

This blogger template is kind of screwed up. I can't post any pictures! ARGH! At times, the blogger template changes but at many time, it will appear empty, just an empty plot of space for me to pen down my thoughts. Gee, time i change to livejournal or something else.

Brother sat me down to think through what i want to do in this 1 year till i get Univeristy next Year.It's the first time he sat me down for a chat. We talked till 12am, and we concluded there's only 2 things i should concentrate on.SALES/BIS. Honestly, i am quite happy i am able to sit down and think through what exactly is it that i want to do in future.

Till date, my dream is coming to pass and i am really excited!

I woke up early to go for a jog, i feel so refreshed! Even Daries asked if i slept very early last night? :) Awesome, i am looking forward to running every 3 times a week! Wee~ i am back to the excercise business! :)


If only, time will stand-still at the very moment. :D

10:33 pm

O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from the body of this death? Romans 7:24

Wretched woman that I am, deliver me out from this agony. Rachel 1:1

Argh, deliver me out from this pain, this tormenting agony.

It's just tormenting, trying to cut all ties but it just keep coming back, the sms-es just beep whenever you thought it's all over. Trying to put it to sleep. The call just comes in time whenever you are down-casted. The occassional meet-ups that no one knows, makes thy heart beats faster.

I am kind of tired of this. I'm very tired you know. It's like a typical taiwanese meteor garden, soup opera, an on going drama fiction. Just tired and will need to think through this whole series of drama.

9:46 pm

The hectic hectic rushing is over.
Well, i am feeling kind of bored.
SOT has always been rushing here and there, going for multiple services, making sure you serve, finish your assignments, done up with your bible reading, going to places here and there! Now that it's over, WAH!!!

I slept at my usual hour, 11pm-12am, I wake up at 10am yesterday and 830am today, feeling nonchalant, I was very motivated to hit the pool although i was supposed to be at work.I can wake up anytime i like, go to work anytime i like and go overseas anytime i like. How wonderful!

Now i can drag my friends to make them walk the mall with me till the sky turns dark, instead of the usual i need to head home to finish my assignments. When i finally drag my leg home, i stare into the computer, the computer stare at me. I do not know what exactly i have been busy with for the past 5 months. WHat are the websites i was on that kept me so busy? Well, i look at my computer and seem like facebook and blogs are the only links i visit. SO what have i been so busy with?

Okay for the next few months, i want to do some stuff.
1. Diving
2. SI
3. Boat-license
4. Wakeboarding
5. Head back to RP for lifesaving trainnings and fun.

OKAY, looking at it, this are like all water-related and i just can't live without it, my passion, my life, my everything!

10:43 pm

Many asked now that SOT is over what's next?
Your plans? Hah, It's over and everything is status-quo.
I have lots of things to do now..

sorting out the books, spending the last few days with the foreigners, sending them off and admins at AIA is piling up. I need some time to catch up with my exercise regime. I have students waiting for me to teach, and ya i told them after SOT. I have testes to book for my students and i do not want to drag anymore. Lots of things to do. Uploading of pictures and tagging can take me many hours starring into the screen.

I must say the graduation ended off well. I really like our special item although after watching it for upteen times, rehershals after rehershals. Dancers, BVs, musicians, it was such an honour to be with them travelling from one location to the next. I was on the bus and i thought to myself. This is where lots of talented people are, i must breathe in the aura! Haha, and i really took in a Deep Big Breath.

Well, lots of friends made, Anita from Taiwan, Jessie and Candy from China, Anote and the other dancer from Nigera, Chun, the dance teacher, Gina the BV, Veroy the rapper, indian boy the rapper, Bevan the cheorographer. It was all very fun among ourselves.

But, i cannot help but to envy others who took so many pictures with their team-mates, cell groups and pastors! Ah, I miss it all, the sessions, the preaching, the testimonies, the special awards, ahhh! I can't help it but whine over it.

Now, give me some time to sort out my things, i should have time to spend time with people i hope. :)

11:43 pm

I'm excited for the last day in SOT!

I often count down to my last day in Poly, last day in the semester before i break for holiday.
Counting down! But, it has finally brought to my attention that HEY! it's the last day tomorrow.
No more sitting together and pinching each other. My fellow team-mates are heading back to their countries to make a difference.

Pastor Kong had a commissioning session with us today. I honestly cannot remember when was the last time he laid hands on me. I have never felt such a strong anointing before. The moment he stretched forth his hand i flew and hit my head real hard, I've no idea what the catcher is doing. When i woke up, i tried to comprehend what happen, the flying and the hitting of head in split seconds, too fast for me to react. Amazing. I just can't find a good reason to support that but know that God is good and He is Real.

We ended off with a fellowship song, FATHER MAKE US ONE. HAHA! Yi Xuan was so funny, while we were all sad that these dear ones would be heading back, yi xuan shouted, YAY! I am going home! HAHA! she really can't wait to go home! hahaha!!
She has always been there laughing and joking with us, really a part of us. I'm going to miss her! Of course not forgetting the japanese boyfriend of mine, akiko! kaori,malaysians and taiwan friends.

Well, i think it's such a pity that i am performing and that would mean sitting far away from my fellow team-mates. Argh, nevermind, at least the foreigners will see me performing for the last time. :D

Okay, let me go back to my emo mode. last day tmr! God is good!

9:46 pm

I am half-way through the book "Rich dad, Poor dad"
Picked them up from my brother's room.
A great book. SOT has somehow got me interested in reading. Now that i am done with assignments, all the test, it has somehow been a part of my life! So, by not reading is just like a puzzle missing in the whole picture.

Ok anyway, i can so totally relate to the story! I live in a family where my parents work for money, happy enough to have a long vacation, bring us up for education and back to work again to slough their life out for more money to the next gateaway. "The rat race"; they call it. My mum work so hard, 7 days a week and my dad look forward to his weekends for some rest. I don't come from a very well-to-do family but we do get the neccessity covered, the basics are there and we go for a good get away once in a while. Enough to live by.

My parents do not take much risk, just comfrotable at their monthly few k job allowance? That really got me thinking. Some people work to get a car, then a condor, a country club membership, lots of cash, a few credit card. So how then should i live my life so that i do not fall into this rat-race? Does education really bring you to where you should go? Or is the cultural aspect of going through education, i mean good education, good school and getting good grades, getting a high paying job, get married, have lots of children, getting ready for their education and falling into the category of rat racing!

So how now brown cow? Wait till i finish the book. hee hee hee!

11:59 pm

Let me wrap up what happen this past few days!
Kinda awesome, no more assignments, no more test. It's a let down your hair party!!
1 more week to go, PA for the week,graduation performance and walah! Another phase of life begins.

SOT dinner was a blast, we had lots and lots of pictures taken.
Food was so-so, performance was so-so, but atmosphere was good!
Facebook is just problematic, its hanging and hanging. Just very irritating.
So, i decided pictures will appear here. I'll just wait for people to tag me.

9:38 pm

I bought a new camera some time back and i am happy! :)
Cause it has this new function called 'BEAUTY' it will spot out 1 person in the crowd and it's really quite fun. hahaha!

SOT has been really awesome, i mean really awesome.
I must say one thing i regret, it took me so long before i really set my heart to meet new people. I have been reluctant because i just do not want to. :)

So, it's a lot of meeting new people in SOT. It's really after the Indonesian trip, I really think that it's about who you know, now what you know.

I am kinda of happy meeting people for this few weeks, I send Jasmine Wong and Edwin home and this is 2 new ppl i meet! :) Dinner with mission team and surabaya pastors was meeting with even more new people. Not bad, social skills put into test. :)

Overnight Prayer Meeting at Jurong was fun, we ended with a fellowship song at 3am. :) HAHAH! God is good! Head home to sleep and back to school. How exciting!

Okay, i am really excited for this 2 weeks, SOT dinner this friday, sat rehershals, practises for sot graduation, MON-FRI our team on duty,and finally sunday is the BIG DAY on sunday!MON-FRI is morning PM, after that meeting up with ET gals for some chill out session at AUnty Nelly house for swimming, tennis and pool probably follow by chill out at bottle neck! WEE~ I am so happy, so excited! :)

SOT IS AWESSSSSSOME!I am looking for places to go already! I want to go overseas! YAY!

9:40 pm

My week has been so awesome so far.
I was so whiny about this hectic weekend but i realised i enjoyed every bit of it.
FOP was unexpectedly awesome, i mean i really love heart of God church, their pastors and how creative they are! :) tumbs up. I had no problem getting there and coming back.
I mean i thought it would be very tough travelling there because of NDP road closure and yada yada.

20th Anniversary was something many were looking forward to!
I have been in church for a good 10 years? On this date 15.11.99 :)
Many tearful moments during the service, so many good ol' days memories!
I am happy i have grown so much in this church.

Indeed Those who are planted in the house of the LORD Shall flourish in the courts of our God.

From a 11 year old girl, who has no direction in life, poor little girl, ugly betty to a grown up now. :) God is good! I must say the very memorable moment is when the kids came up to perform!
Jaw drop, amazing amazing! The kids are simply awesome, the drummer and the guitar player, superb, little Poh was amazing!!! Totally speechless. I was really touch when we sang the fellowship song, i have been singing this for so long and every time i look around the people and i am thankful for everyone of them. :)

After a good 4 hours, we were all too hungry and everybody was all over the place, so we did not take any picture.
We had dinner with the pastors from Surabaya over at Changing Appetite, it was good fellowship, but just a little long. 4 hours in a restaurant? Woohoo~ No Joke. okay, will let the pictures do the talking.
Goodday!

We love you guys! GBDI Elohim!

12:14 am