Colorful World.

Posted at Thursday, March 29, 2007

i hate the hectic world.
i really do hate this.

its holidays now! n i dun get to rest.
every day would be a fun-filled exciting journey.
was woken up by an sms from dad. MAN!
12pm, i crawled up. YAWN!
confess the positive before doing the chores.
mind u, i still have one pile of clothes waiting for me to sort them out.

eeeeeeeeerritating!

anyway tmr would be....
9am -10am briefing for FOP
10am-3pm workshop for SEG
430- gig at ritz carlton
745- PM at expo
11pm-home sweet home.

n many other days to come.. u see! It's so pack! i am dead meat.
dun even have time to meet rain jus to collect some pics! ARGH! when we're jus 2 blocks apart!
man... HELP me squeese some time to at least meet out with my friends?
dun flood me with more activities yeah. thankew!

N to faiz, hahaha. i realised my name kept appearing when u said.. suka siakl!
n yes to faiz. THANKS FOR UR LAUGHTER! N UR ever-flowing tears. WAHAHAHA! u lit cry-baby, nv fail to laugh with me truout the trip. OOOI, teach me how to edit the films ah. u're my only heroine for NOW! HAHA. love u laaaaa! n i know u'll go CHIBEY!

1:01 am

awesome trip in India(kerala)

Posted at Monday, March 26, 2007

INDIA IS SUCH AN AWESOME PLACE!

wee! They make me feel like a superstar. A BIG SHOT IN SASTHAMCOTTA.

Frankly speaking, i would not mind migrating there!! i like the pace, i like the love they surround me with. I love the stars in India. I like the company of my friends. I like the different culture of me having to use my hands to eat! I love the Arabic Sea.Esp the waves.

However, i don't like the fact that every meal would consist of curry and more curry!!! (ban my mum from cooking curry for 1 month) I know i'll miss McDonalds and LJS! Means more pollution! and Language barrier.

First day was fantastic! Sat at the last seat on the plane right beside the loo. N when someone flushes it gets sooooo IRRITATING. i swear! N that special seat resulted in the constant visit from my fellow RP-ians. So i was bored! I would catwalk down the aisle in search of my fellow mates.

Immediately when we touch down trivandrum airport. We could feel the heat gushing down, Almost drowning us. COMPLAINTS were heard. HAHA. MEN with dotti were seen all around. So I called them in general "GOPALS".

First week for me was a torture. I would quickly gobble down whatever that i have on my plate and try to finish up quick so that i can be the first few to throw the rubbish. It was also hard for me to blend in with them especially they have their own cliques already. Teehee, our private joke of saying AIWC(all Indian women combine) would be in their own clique most of the time. The Malays would already have their own IG film clique. Justin and Niger would gay together most of the time. So left with Melvin, Charles and myself.. Lone rangers. Yeah it took us quite awhile to minger and jinger!

We went to the project site over at this village called Alaphat.(correct me if i am wrong) 3 different groups(documentary, making-of and hygiene team) went on our separate ways. Did our own things. Everything was new discovery, and it was simply awesome! Met the villagers and the coordinators. They were very warm and hospitable. Even the kids are the brightest one I’ve ever seen. When i say brightest it simply means BRIGHTEST.

Many asked me.. so how? Found any special guy there anot? HAHA. can i say Shafeer(the translator) is the cutest one there? esp the very last day. wahahaha. giving him massage on that tight-muscular-body was simply awesome! LOL! vila is so gonna murder me! muahaha. yeah, nice to see his email! I bet villa must have gone mad. wahaha! anyway, yeah i guess he was the only eye candy that really caught my eye. Apart from that.. Rain perhaps was jus my fake husband. WAHAHA. i am his mistress thats all. Like we said, holiday love ah. Right Parveen? yes?! NEXT.

I remember the next day after we touch down Singapore at about 2am, Rain and i was chatting. We just could not sleep due to the very fact that it was only 11 plus in India! We know that if we were to be in India still, we should be bitching, shouting, singing songs and killing bugs at tt hour! Man. some jet lag issue, but again... I MISS INDIA.

esp the beaches!

just wanna extent my thank you speech to dearest Stella who helped me take care of my tuition kid when i was away.

Maxie, who hang up on me and told me she'll call me back later when it was a long-distance call from INDIA.

Kristel, for being my buddy..who brought so many things i never thought i might need.

Dyl,(the supposed to be NIE tcher) for being my craziest friend on that trip. U never fail to make me laugh. THIS BLIND MICE.. LOSE HER SPECTS.. IN THE MIDST OF THE BLUE BLUE SEA.. WAHA HA HA HA!

HA HA HA HA HA! dyl is jus awesome laR!

Rain, for being my pillow when i needed a head rest and the constant massage. N so many secrects i found out. MATI KAU!

Ghaz, the awesome one. BIG BRO. superb honeymoon partner by the beach. Tho can be irritating sometimes but i still love u. u PEPEK, UR PASAR! 9 times!!

Melvin, thanks for the trip home! ur mum n dad really love u la! NNN... eat more! grow fatter.

Shana, thanks for the monkey grab fruit game. I think it was disgusting. muahaha,, u know i know.. so shhhh....!

Parveen... MY holiday love. one word sum it up. AWESOME. love ya!

n to the facis... mr pandiyan and ms devi.
to those people in Alaphat( haha, if only they get to see this) to mr madhu and shafeer.

Thanks alot. Words alone are not enough. tears perhaps?

A place of love. KERALA.

12:07 am

Posted at Friday, March 09, 2007

i am on cloud nine.
like yeay!

i got a biggest nightmare last night. kristel and maxie knows.
i shant spell it out. MUAHAH!

so anyway, i went to swim this morning!!!
WEEE~ 60 laps. i am a little nuts but yeah, i enjoyed it man.
the "AH PEHS" came earlier and left first.
eyecandy was there as usual. n WEE. ask me if u wane news update.
HAHA!

packing up for india tmr! I AM FLYING TMR!!!
yeah n i dun have to worry what i have to buy for this and that person.
bcos.. INDIA doesnt really have much things laa! in my expectation.

SO... yipp, off to swim again wif zhi wang n gang later!
n india here i come...!~!!

3:53 pm

Posted at Wednesday, March 07, 2007

was amazed by the number of guys waiting for the train!

over at the chalet. HAHA KISS KISS KISS.

a friendship HUG! haha!

pole dance with the fridge door?

yeah doing some tree pole dance. haha jun heng!!

N oh no. my turn. pole dance with horn sau at the pole.

N MUACKS! hahaha!

dis is disgusting! LOL! shawn n friend

n oh no...... ewwww

LOL. melvin looks so reluctant. LOL

yan hui look so shock. Yan hui=pole, jun heng= pole dancer.

another friendship hug. HAHA

chubby bunny

Oh so chubby.

our peace sydrome.

4:49 pm

Posted at

I am feeling so unoccupied(if this word existed)
and i go uhhh.. BORED.

After meeting that day got to hear from my dad that granny passed away.
my heart sunk. i duno how to react. i was just sad. in fact when i told Charles , I just teared.

she may not be very close to me but i know i was brought up by her, and her actions really did touch me. I am sad for grandpa and i do now know wad to do.
i acted as normal thinking that nothing has happen. Just got to let things go. went ahead with lifesaving tt very day den head home to see what happen.

As usual the normal practice. funeral for 5 days and send her off on mon.( the very last day) i was tearin and tearing. N it jus seem weird. b'cos there's only myself and one other cousin tt were tearing. The rest didnt cry out. I could not really control my emotions den. I bite on to my lips tt very day when i was sitted right beside mum, while on the way to the service hall at mandai. Mum told me: granny is gone already, now we're sending her off. (with tears in her eyes) I continued to tear and i was trying hard to control because I didn’t want to affect mum. Well, i was sad sad sad. the very fact that i will not have someone titled "popo" anymore.

I look at the emptiness and lost expression that grandpa gave.Upon hearing the news that he could not be able to send granny off on the very last day. He was depressed very sad indeed. I was clueless and didnt know what i can do to comfort him. I very much wanna run to him ang give him a big teddy bear hug. But owell, we just aint that close physically and it would appear to be weird if i really did that. On the last day when we came back home from the collection of bones, grandpa came along, i gave him a pat on the shoulder hoping that he'll be fine.

When we went over to grandpa house for lunch/dinners, memories just flashed back. It was certain spots and locations that i remembered how mischievous i used to be. How she walked me to my kindergarten every day without fail. How I was caught stealing and the list goes on. They had a king size bed and I just feel sad the fact that it would be left vacant from now on. It consisted of only one pillow. That’s all. I let out a loud SIGH.

Then, I went for my class chalet. Am amazed the fact that I still had the strength to carry on. HAH The chalet was alrite. It took me quite a while to warm up. Well, can I say I hate it to see groups and cliques here and there? Oh well, sigh. Overall, I think its fine la.

Head down to swim later on with maxie and mabel. (SEE I TOLD U, I AM ENERGETIC STILL) Uncle ben(liwen’s dad) was swimming, met this friend there and robin was there too! So many people indeed. Overwhelm by the uncles there. Uncle ben introduced this lifeguard: Andrew. N he’s cute. HAHA. (maxie maxie) They were teaching me stroke corrections and all. I stood in awe. Jason was there too! MAN MAN MAN. Is dat motivation for me or wad? HAHA.

K la.. India trip is coming n I am OH SO excited cum scared at the moment. Yeah yeah. Meeting kristel tmr to go get our stuff! Kk. Updates again!

3:12 pm