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10:44 pm

you think APPRECIATING people is important?

yes, i think it plays a major role in my life. Just a Thank You for whatever little act or a SORRY for being late perhaps? Or whatever little act. Mannerism? Oh well, many a times i feel like giving up, throwing the white towel, no one appreciates what you does. Well, KL has a point. You need someone to help you crucify the flesh. I see through the kind of hardshit she has been through indeed not easy. stretch stretch stretch stretch like a rubber band.

Okay, back to my point, i look around and i feel that well, the people are definately taking each one of us forgranted. If you have some personal problem, yes i know you may feel down but don't vent it on us. It doesn't feel good. N well, so many points i can point out. Indeed everyone of us ain't perfect and its difficult to at least feel abit of love in the CG now. Tsk* everyone so busy in their own life. No one takes the effort. issit just about I, Me and myself?

Everyday i go to school, i tell myself theres a need to be happy. Just enjoy class! However, it seems so mundane. Class passes so quickly and another activity would be waiting for me. It seems like i have walk into a forest of depression. I look at the people around me, and i let out a sigh.. so many of them are so plastic. Is this really what the world is made up of? Gossips, murmurings, backstabbing. Tsk*

11:31 pm

10:48 pm

Afternoon! On a brighter note. I am glad the India thangy is officially over!!

4:04 pm

I have a facilitator called SMT. He is like a good father who works and support his family. All he have to do is to earn a living for his family. So he comes to class, he publish the problem and even before we can explore what the heck is the problem about, he jump straight to the worksheet and start coming up with the super CHIMILOGY questions and he just does it for the sake that it is his job. He's supposed to do it and he blabber his *(#&@()# formula and assuming that we would all understand. He would then waqlk off during breakout and come back during the next meeting. I remember we had lab lessons just 2 weeks ago, when asked how to troubleshoot because we were absolutely cluelss. He just kept saying : Yar, i think so. Definately he did not do his homework. Oh well, so being the very independ RP students, we had to find our way out ourselves, which also mean troubleshoot our circuit ourselves.

My point is: I remember once, Aileen told me, if the fellow does not have a passion forthe students, don't come and sahbotage the students because we gain nothing out of you. So SMT, if you don't have the passion to teach and you just want to do it for the sake of earning a living, might as well, go to something you can specialize in, not teach if this is not your forte. Haix, okay, enough of bitching bout him.

That also boils down to always do thing that give you a sense of satisfaction. If it does not, leave! like Adarin, he's living RP on the 18th for a better opportunity. W14K ppl, lets meet on tue 15 for dinner yea? spread the word.

3:11 pm

i was browsing when i saw this from meiqi's blog. Was encouraged by this verse.

You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

yes, and amen! :]

12:15 am