God is good!
Honestly i was really upset and down because......
everyone seems to be getting calls and letters for Uni Admission.
They even went down for interviews, tea-session.
I got none of it and i was utterly dissapointed.
I did not do very badly.

SO PTL! today, someone from SMU called.
Yes, the missed call i got some day back was from SMU.
I missed the call! Anyway, yay, shortlisted for interview!!! :):)
I was in the office when i got a call, it was soooo quiet, even if i drop a pin, it can be heard.
So there i was happy and excited. I called nicholas to share my joy!!!

SO yeah, this thursday. I am going down. I am so going to read up NOW NOW NOW!
All good to go. God is Good!!!
I am halfway through...
Make it or break it. :P

9:05 pm

I found some all time classic pics. soo CLASSIC.

11:06 pm

I've been a christian for so many years.
I've seen lots of people come and go.
Some may stay some may leave.
Don't be surprise CGL leave too.
I've seen it too many times.
Even the closer ones.
You never know what will happen to these person.
It's really saddening.
I cannot deny, i have many friends, lots of them.
But how many true friends? Not many.
How many broken relationships? a few?

I need a breakthrough.
One breakthrough and things will be different.
keep going. keep going.

11:58 pm

I am very happy driving reduces the burden of long hours travelling and waiting. It can be crazy waiting for a parking lot but i very much enjoy driving now already. Although i am still working on my sense of direction. More practise to be more consistent.

Coaching for 8 hours in 2 days is no joke. I had a full strength for all my class this week and i am almost drain out. Muscle ache. It's really like swimming for 8 hours non-stop. That feeling is tiring. Of course i thank God for grace and favour on my life for this precious students. They are my rice-bowl, my source of joy and something that i would want to look forward to do.

The progression of the students is very heart-warming whenever i see them learn from scratch. Amazing, i love swimming!! :)

10:29 pm

Past few days have been madness, rushing here and there. In and out.
Just today and the day before, i saw 3 serious accident. Thank Goodness i am not involve. I see many people giving up because of the piling programs, the never ending agendas. Never ending meet-ups, birhdays.

Is it really the way out? Just throw the white flag, walk away and give up?
Honestly, everybody wants the easy way out of getting something out of it but doing everything it with little effort. Come on, get into the boat, don't give up and quit half-way. Humble yourself and start walking right.

1 Cor 9:24 Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may obtain it.

1:05 am

I cant help it but.. i am feeling so emo on this good friday.
It has been a while since i am feeling this way. I've got no idea why. Prolly some hormones reaction.
I tired to catch up with some solid rest yet again today. I slept alot and i felt that i wasted lots of time. I should have used the time to read up. I've yet to catch up on my bible reading schedule and the books that will be due for assignment. Honestly, i hate reading.

I hate reading *10000000000

yeah. It's more of a stress factor to me.
okay, so I've had all the fun, the prom night, the graduation day, the special award, the photo-taking session.
It felt so good at the moment, but once it's over it's over.

I am slap back to reality. So now, all's over. Where next? At the cross road again, did i put down the right course for the admission? Did i fulfil the criteria? Alright, fear not i comfort myself.

Hoestly, i hate going out now. Especially for chalets, firstly it's far, secondly, there's nothing to do in a chalet setting. The time i spend travelling is longer than the time i spend there. So, it's crazy. I rather stay at home to read books. I like to hide in my own comfort, my nest. and no, i don't want to go out. I'm physically and mentally tired.

Everytime i am feeling this way, i feel there's a need for a break.
A good dive trip with the right group of people is essential, an overseas trip will be good. But, i doubt i any of my wish can come to past at this current moment. It's only 2 weeks of SOT and i am thinking of going overseas. Ah, HELP!

12:08 am

Upset with friends. Very upset indeed.
They have no idea what you are going through and all they do is the mouth action of criticising. Obsolutely oblivious to their speech and tone. Well, i must say i am utterly dissapointed and i still am. Some kind of friends.

CC, maybe you should just keep quiet. Talk to me no more. You do not understand the meaning of enough is enough. The sight of you pissed me off.

9:10 pm

Praises are important.

I have come to realise how a praise can lift someone up.
Asians are always very small and stingy with their praises. Even if they feel that you are really looking good. They just keep quiet.

I had my PROM for the School of Engineering. I must say it was such a waste of money. Bad planning, bad Mcee, and not-so tasty food.
Overall, SEG prom today was pretty dead. MCee tried really hard to hyped up the crowd. RP really needs to outsource lah, students CMI. got lots of vouchers to give out, that is.

Not many pictures taken, because i was late. Dravyn came and pick me up and we flew down Orchard. Very nice of him to send me back. muahaha! HOT INDIAN AH NEH. thanks ah!

Desmond won the MR GLAM because he is ever-popular. I was having a great time with Melvin and his Aerospace friends because there were quite a few number of songs we could relate to. Promise to upload pics soon! :))

11:33 pm